
Stefani opened the door to her apartment and closed it hard. He threw his bag carelessly and immediately threw his frail body on the mattress and he cried as if.
"Why God? Why should I? Do I not deserve to be happy? I also want to be happy God." he roared while grasping the side of the pillow. Dunked his face until his tears washed the pillow.
Nearly 2 hours Stefani roared alone lamenting his fate. His father cheated on his mother after finding out her mother had blood cancer, and because of depression, she left forever 3 years ago. Then now, when it began, the same disease flourished in his body. It has been almost a year he knew it and for 1 year it was also secretly he underwent treatment. But because of the irregular treatment, the disease did not go away, but instead became more and more. To make it at the point of wanting to give up.
The presence of Aglian was a joy for Stefani. He has always guarded, protected, and been his back-up in anything since college. Aglian is like a wingless angel to Stefani. At first they were just friends, but over time the sense grew, whether and when it began, everyone knew they were lovers because they were never separated.
Stefani has been bullied for a long time. The reason was one, just because the girls were envious, their adored men almost all liked Stefani. Stefani does have above average beauty. She's also a good-natured girl so which stupid guy wouldn't be interested. Until one day, the arrival of Aglian who is a super handsome transfer student and the son of a famous businessman threw the entire campus.
As usual, Stefani was bullied. Even he was doused in dirty water to make his clothes wet. Aglian who saw the incident right before his eyes was emotionless. He immediately released a brown cardigan wrapped around his body to leave only a white shirt covering his sixpack body and wrapped it in Stefani's body. The bullies were about to flee until Aglian's rebuke stopped their steps.
"I apologize immediately and promise not to repeat it again or I make your parents regret having a daughter like you because thanks to you their efforts were destroyed! Hurry up!!!"
The bodies of the students were shaking violently. They do not expect, behind the friendly nature of Aglian, there is a hard, assertive, and intimidating nature.
Slowly they turned their bodies and apologized even to the point that someone prostrated themselves to Stefani. Stefani's a good girl. He soon forgave the naughty girls . And from that day on, Aglian became Stefani's best friend and after graduating from college they declared that they were lovers, following what people had been saying all along. So in their relationship there is no term say love. They just follow the groove. Until over time, they began to get used to saying love without them realizing whether the feelings they have are really love or there are other feelings that they do not understand.
dddrrt ...
Stefani's phone shook violently as if wailing to answer immediately. Stefani, who had fallen asleep from exhaustion, cried trying to open her eyes slowly. His head was pounding violently, but inevitably made him huff at his phone. Soon he took his bag under the bed. He grabbed his bag and took his cell phone. The name of the caller on the phone is dr. Alan. He lifted the call.
"Hello .." said Stefani.
"Fan, where are you going? Why not come to the hospital? You don't forget your schedule!" dr berondong. Alan.
Huft ...
There was a rough gust of breath Stefani after getting a barrage of questions from dr. Alan. Dr. Alan is Stefani's former senior at the college.
"For what, Lan? What am I going there for? What am I going for? It's too late, right! All free. I also gave up." said Stefani lirih. Her tears are now back in her eyes.
"Loe can't give it up, Fan. Loe must be strong. Loe has to hold on. Loe did not think how sad the people closest to you if you know the state of loe kayak gini."
"Who? Who is that guy? Bokap me? Ah, even he does not care about my fate and nyokap me first. Especially now, they already have a new child, the old child has been forgotten. I never thought of me."
"Keep Lian, how? Loe didn't think of him."
"Gue doesn't want to worry her, Lan. Enough 8 years he became my protector, I don't want to burden his life again."
"But she's your boyfriend, Fan. So naturally klo loe burdened him. It is also not a burden but a responsibility. It's her responsibility to protect you."
"But Lan, I don't want to make him sad and devastated when I suddenly leave. I don't want to see his sad face when I know I'm sick. I want her to be happy, Lan. I'm not sure we love each other" Stefani said, chuckling. "We're just used to being together. We love each other, but for love, I doubt it. Loe knows, the female instinct is sharper. He only loved me because he missed his missing twin. When he saw me, he felt he had to protect me, instead of protecting his brother."
"How do you feel about him?"
"My feelings? Hmm. .. seems more or less the same. Ah yes, I really do feel my feelings, anyway. Dizziness me."
"Fan, please, do you want to continue treatment?"
"No, Lan. I'm totally blissful. For whom do I survive if I am still alone. Anyway, I don't work anymore. Not resigned yet. But I don't want to come there anymore. So I will have no money to continue chemo." said Stefani.
"Loe don't have to think about the cost, Fan. Let it be my responsibility ."
"Why? Why is it Elo's responsibility?" ask Stefani to do point.
"Because I love elo. Maybe even more than that, I mean, I love the same elo, Fan. " replied dr. Alan made Stefani petrified.
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"Eh, Lian, how come lemes come home?" asked Ajeng when Aglian threw his body on the sofa, near the mother who was watching television.
"No papa, ma. Lian's just tired. There's a rame-rame, there's kids, ma?" aglian asked when he heard the laughter of Damar and the twins from the back garden.
"Yes. While the kids mama brought here, kasian if diiarin same Anggi. Anggi again severe morning sickness. So it must be a lot of rest. "obviously Ajeng and Aglian seemed to nod in understanding.
"Lian wants to play with the kids, ah let's not bete." said Aglian while stepping into the back garden.
"Hello om's handsome nephews. What's playing again, huh?"
"Again pelosotan, om." replied Karin. "Om coming?"
Aglian chuckles. "That's the slide can break if it goes up. Karin didn't see, this big body of om."
"And the bial bought that is balu, om." said Kevin.
"Oo, so that's how I can get a new toy. Hmm ... You want to learn to cheat, hm?" asked Aglian with eyes pretending to be squeaking.
"Heheh .. if the slide is destroyed, om. If not, don't buy anymore. That's why we try it first." said Damar while tugging at Aglian's arm. Kevin and Karin helped out. Until finally Aglian forced to go up the stairs of the slide, slowly he sat at the top of the slide, not yet he launched his buttocks, suddenly ...
brackk ....
The slide was completely broken, and Aglian sat down while holding his sore buttocks from crashing into the clump.
"Yeay, you can buy a bigger new one." The three children cheered cheerfully while high-five made Aglian dumbfounded.
"Basic brat, yes! Intentionally going to do it, om, yeah!" aglian's strangling feigns of anger scare Damar, Kevin, and Karin, but the fear turns to laughter as Aglian pretends to be a monster chasing the three of them.
"Grandmaaaaa .. help us, there's a monsteeeel." cried the three Bocils. Ajeng who saw it was just laughing especially when they had someone hiding behind Ajeng's back and someone was hiding under the table.
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Holaaa...
Good night and sleep tight, yes!
Love u all's.🥰