Charm of Former Wives Who Were Hurt
Ch.24 Advantages and disadvantages
"Allow me to heal your heart wounds, Nggi. And allow the mas to open the gap so that the mas can enter into your heart! Because you can't get in if you don't get permission. Mas know, the wound that you experienced some time ago can not be forgotten and may even still feel wet and gaping, but mas will still try to cure it. Therefore, please allow mas to open a gap in your heart so that mas can enter and treat it." please Diwangga sincerely
Anggi moment of silence . His mind was busy running around here and there, thinking about what to say while weighing his true feelings.
He stared at Diwangga who was still faithful waiting for a response to his statement. From the look of his eyes, can Anggi see the sincerity and great hope. But he could not immediately give the green light to Diwangga. He is self-conscious, even too aware who he is. Low self-esteem is more dominant than belief in their feelings. After all, he had not been able to open his heart to a new figure. Although he knows, Diwangga is a good man, but fine is not a guarantee of future happiness. Adam used to be good too, but over time he changed, it is not impossible that the Pride will be like that as well. Moreover, this involved not only himself, but also his children. He is afraid that if he fails again will leave a mark on the psychic of his children. It can't be rash, it can't be.
"Mas Angga, previously Anggi expressed his gratitude very very much for the good intentions of Angga who wanted to treat Anggi's heart injury. As Mas Angga said, my heart wound still feels very wet and gaping. Even without anyone knowing, Anggi often has nightmares almost every night. Therefore, sorry Anggi has not been able to give permission because Anggi is afraid to give false hope to the mas. Not to mention, Anggi self-conscious mas, Anggi is just a poor widow child of three whose origins are unclear. Not comparable to the Angga mas who were born from a family of being, educated, and still single as well. Anggi sure, there are still many women who are better than Anggi who deserve to be with the Angga mas. Anggi also feared that the proximity of Angga mas with Anggi would cause gossip and humiliate Angga mas and family in the future. "close Anggi.
Diwangga was stunned to hear the words of Anggi. She realized how big the wounds that had been incised by her ex-husband that made Anggi become inferior like that. But he won't give up. He will never waste the opportunity that the universe has given him. Not for a moment he was waiting for the presence of Anggi back. In fact, he was willing to close himself off from every woman who approached him just because of the woman in front of him. The sweet girl he had met for years. The first girl to steal his heart was left unnoticed. Although now she is no longer a girl, but Diwangga is okay. Loving means having to accept every advantage or disadvantage and make a deficiency an advantage. Is not the lack of Anggi is an advantage that he should be grateful for. Thanks to lack, they finally met again. Thanks to that deficiency also later he will not be lonely because he will get 3 children who are super funny, good, sweet, beautiful, and handsome. Yes, Diwangga will continue to fight. Although he has not been granted permission, but as time passes, he is confident he can have that heart fully. May destiny allow him and Anggi to mate, Inner Diwangga monologue.
"You don't go down like that, Nggi. I was born into a family, educated, and single when I was almost 4 heads." Diwangga chuckled to himself when he realized his age had entered the head 4. " But when you want just how are you? It means that you also have to be ready to be single for life because from many years ago the only thing you wait for is "he said ambiguously.
"But if you're not ready to give permission, open a little gap in your heart, that's fine. I will wait. But allow the mas to always be around you and allow the mas to help you treat your heartache. Can you still find you here?" he said with a sharp eye highlight, raining right in the recesses of Anggi's heart.
Angry nodded." Please mas. Mas may meet us, Anggi will not forbid." he replied with a sweet smile.
Diwangga also smiled widely. 'Patience, that opportunity is still there. May his wish be facilitated so that Anggi will later accept his presence, not only physically, but also his inner soul
"Thank you, 'Nggi" he said sincerely
"It should be Anggi who says thank you, because thanks to everything feels easy, not only about divorce, but also others" said Anggi who is also sincere