Chasing the Love of Alex
Anime #2

The next morning Alex had landed back in the homeland, Alex decided to visit Anindira's grave first, before giving a report to Hardhan and visiting his father-in-law.

With a large bouquet of Anindira's favorite red roses, Alex stepped steadily closer to Anindira's grave, and stared dejectedly at her lover's grave, which was in the exclusive burial area.

"I'm so sorry Ra... Sorry for not being with you that night. It was unthinkable to me and the boss that Karina would take you to a Club, to meet her sugar daddy, who ended up making you this way..."

"Ra..., my brother and I have succeeded in throwing everything that hurt you. which led to your death to prison.." sighed Alex softly as he rubbed Anindira's headstone, touching the name engraved there, and imagining the head of Anindira who was being touched Alex, who was being fondled by Alex.

"Bec... I miss you so much, Ra... I miss your laughter, your laughter, your disgust, your powerful voice... Even I miss your jealousy Ra..."

Alex can't stem his tears anymore, "It's been years Ra... But it's like it happened yesterday, like just yesterday I hugged you for the last time... Soaking my clothes in your blood..."

Alex's memory goes back to that time, when he got word from Karina that Anindira was hit by a car while chasing someone who snatched her bag.

Without a second thought Alex and Hardhan rushed to a location not far from Penthouse Hardhan. There's a lot of crowds around there.

And without caring for Hardhan anymore, Alex barges into the crowd, and his world seems to be shattered into pieces, his heart felt stopped and his breath choked when he saw Anindira who had been sprawled with pools of blood around his body.

"Anindiraaaaa....!!!" alex shouted hysterically and hugged Anindira, having previously removed the officer who tried to prevent her from approaching.

While crying hysterically Alex continues to hug and kiss Anindira, "Wake up dear... Anindira woke up.." sobbing Anindira's body, Alex's back shook with her cries.

"Anindiraaaa.." sobs Alex Pilu while patting Anindira's cheek, leaving a blood mark on her pale cheek, "Honey..."

Alex hugged Anindira again, his back moving back and forth, "God... Please don't take him God... Don't take Rara's life... Please save him.." he whispered bitterly.

Until the ambulance came and Hardhan patted Alex on the shoulder, "We have to get him to Lex's hospital immediately." - exclaimed Hardhan.

Alex and Hardhan enter the ambulance, they follow from behind when Anindira is taken to the resuscitation room, and wait unceasingly as the doctor examines Anindira.

Hardan was as troubled as Alex, many times Hardan punched the walls of the hospital, feeling remorse for allowing his sister to leave without his supervision.

Hang Ra.... Pleases... Don't leave me like this... Pinta Alex in my heart.

Ra's... I would never have made it through my days without you Ra... You don't want to see me sad, do you, Ra...? That's why you have to endure... If you really love me and love me you must be strong... You have to hold on... After this I will admit everything to Hardhan and Mama if we love each other... I don't care if I have to face Hardan's anger though...!

When they entered and saw Anindira's body lying lifeless, Hardan immediately cried hysterically, just as hysterically as Alex was. Hardhan hugged and shook Anindira's body like Alex had. Alex seemed to see himself doing that instead of Hardhan.

Alex looked at Anindira blankly, completely blank and empty, completely stunned to not believe the harsh reality that lay before his eyes.

If Alex felt like his world was falling to pieces, Alex now feels like his world is dead. His world turned mute and silent. There were no hysterical cries, not a single drop of tears coming out from his eyes, as if everything had frozen.

Her heart was completely dead, along with the death of her lover, her first love. Along with the grief Anindira left for him, as well as the regrets Alex had with him.

That day also Anindira's body was flown to the homeland. Alex came down and lifted Anindira's body into the pit, touched her lover for the last time, then went back up, and hugged the mother who was still sobbing sadly. Hardhan was still helping to cover Anindira's body with wood.

"Anindiraaaa.." sobs up in Alex's arms, Alex pats the back of the mama who adopted him and gives Alex a decent life.

"The patient Ma... Anindira must be sad to see Mama like this." persuaded Alex to calm down, then kissed mama's forehead.

"Anindira is young Lex... The road is still long." sobs mama again.

Two days after the funeral, Alex decided to move from Hardan's house, as much as Alex tried to stay in the house it all remained in vain. Because every corner of the house always reminds him of Anindira.

Anindira is always cheerful, who always runs towards Alex and hugs him first before hugging Hardan when they get home from the office. His incessant chatter, his laughter that filled the joy in the mansion.

Alex is always reminded of the time Anindira pulled him and searched for a hiding place for the two of them, only to share stories about Anindira who always wanted to be a child sepsial doctor and also fantasize about their future.

Or when Anindira gets jealous when Alex brings his secretary home to work on a new project that Alex and Hardhan have just gotten their hands on. Anindira is jealous because Alex is sitting too close to her secretary.

Although Mama and Hardhan forbid Alex to move, Alex continues to persuade them, arguing that he wants to learn to live independently.

And since Anindira's death, Alex has never had a secretary again, Alex rarely sits again behind the desk of his Executive Director. The department he actually held. Alex is the second most important person after Hardhan, but it's all for nothing if there's no Anindira by his side. Alex tried hard to reach that position only for Anindira, to prove that he deserved Anindira.

Alex shook his head erasing those memories of his past, and looked back at Anindira's tombstone, down his finger in the engraving of his name.

"Ra I'm married now, but that's what I did just to fulfill your sister's wish. Luckily the woman hates me Ra... And I will always make sure that woman continues to hate me... Because if he likes me a little... I'll leave him Ra..."