Chasing the Love of Alex
Between Me, You and Him

Alex woke up with a head that seemed to be pierced with thousands of needles, whether it had been how many hours he fell asleep with a position like this, making his neck and head hurt.

Alex can't help but think about Sonya, seeing her videos and photos with Ryo makes her almost half crazy. Alex almost catches up with Sonya to the island, although Alex can finally control himself again, and turns to drinking, to make her drunk and wake up like this.

"Argghh shit!!" his grunt while turning his back to his back and pressing his temple, then his eyes wide wide.

Alex flicked his blanket and immediately cursed softly when he saw the bare lower half of his body, and evidence of the traces of romance still attached to his little sister, making him immediately sit down and put his pants back on.

"Damn!! Damnit damnit!! Shit!!" rutuk Alex while walking back and forth in front of the sofa, trying to remember what happened to him.

"Sonya's in town X... Not possible with other women, right? Aarrg!!!" alex yelled frustratedly as he ruffled his hair.

"By CCTV..." Alex immediately rushed to his laptop which he put on the bar table and saw his CCTV footage.

Either Alex had to breathe a sigh of relief or not when he found out that Sonya was with him earlier, and Alex again cursed,

"Damn!! Isn't Sonya supposed to be back tomorrow!! Why do I have to fuck her again... Aargh!!" frick Alex.

Ignoring the stabbing pain in his head, Alex steps his foot into the room, and finds Sonya sleeping.

He must be exhausted to the point of falling asleep with such a complete outfit... Usually he is more comfortable sleeping if in a state without clothes.

Alex looked for a P3K box in his bedside nightstand drawer, then took painkillers to relieve his headache, before going to the bathroom to clean himself up and remove the remains of his hangover.

"I can't stop... I can't give up... I must continue to carry out my intentions... I won't let Sonya love me... I'm afraid it'll end the same... He and I fell in love... And loss... And I came back only able to reminisce and reflect on it from afar.... I will no longer bear it... No. gabe... It would be so much better if Sonya and I lived together without love... I'll convince Sonya to stop loving me." Alex told herself.

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In the afternoon they sat face to face at the bar table, enjoying a glass of red wine that Alex brought directly from Paris. Alex opens his laptop and shows a video to Sonya.

"What's this?" ask Sonya confused.

"Look at yourself." Alex replied.

Sonya clicked the play button on the video, and immediately screeched and covered her mouth with both hands, Ryo was right Alex had CCTV video footage in the Angry Room's room.

"You heard all my complaints and you're still being so mean to me, Lex? Still not caring like this? Didn't you shudder that your heart was Lex when you saw this tape?" sonya asked could not hide the bitterness in her voice.

"I've reminded you many times not to fall in love with me... And finally you yourself are injured right?!! Again, I can't force myself to love you! I still love Anindira!!" firmly Alex, then smiled remembering her love story to Anindira, "I don't want to forget the good memories with her..."

Alex's smile was like sowing salt on Sonya's wounds, "If you really don't want to forget... Why did you offer to marry me? Why did you make our honeymoon so beautiful? It's as if you've opened your heart to me... It's as if you don't want to be away from me and don't want to be separated from me..."

"That was before I knew you loved me!! I reiterate again... You will only waste your time if you continue to wish I loved you!!"

"I'm wrong... I shouldn't have forced my love on you, Lex... Which in the end will only hurt me... It's clear now that you never cared about my love... And foolishly all this time I always hope someday you will be able to realize, how great and sincere my love for you... And I always hoped that in the end you would be able to repay my love, and forget Anindira..."

Sonya fell silent, the gaze she gave Alex half injured and half angry, then closed her eyes as she added weakly, "What I never imagined was... How hard it is to compete with the dead... Why don't you just follow him to the Lex afterlife... So you're not gonna meet me and make me this sick..."

Tears have been pooled in Sonya's eyes, once blinked then the tears will go down her cheeks. Sonya's sadness is as bad as seeing the woman cry, all beyond Alex's power, and Alex finds herself loathe to see Sonya like this, so that Sonya would no longer wish on that pseudo-love anymore.

"Don't cry Son... My heart died with his death... So that cry of yours will have no effect on me!"

Sonya laughed blandly, "Anindira again... Our only problem is between Me, You and Him... Sometimes I think I want to die, Lex... So that..."

"So what you say!! Don't talk so much!!" cut Alex in a tone of annoyance and fear.

No. gabe... Sonya can't die!

"So I could meet him... I'll tell him how hard it is to get your love... How difficult it is to keep you by my side... I became like a beggar Lex, who was considerate of asking for your attention even a little... But all I got was your indifference and coldness... I'm envious... I envy Anindira... Though I am the living one and he is the one who is not." continued Sonya.

Alex pulls Sonya's hand, and holds it tightly, "Never mind dying Son!! I won't let it!!" exclaim Alex.

Sonya pulled her hand from Alex's grasp, "I'd better disappear... Rather than continue to exist but never cared..."

Alex pulls back and clasps Sonya's hand, "I promise I'll care about you again like we did on our honeymoon... As long as you promise not to love me again..."

Sonya felt very confused, amazingly confused by Alex's attitude, what exactly does Alex want anyway?

"I want you to be honest, Lex... You're starting to love me, aren't you? You only feel afraid because you have shared Anindira's love with me... You just feel guilty about Anindira, don't you? You just don't want to admit it..."