Chasing the Love of Alex
Worse Than a Broken Heart

The Club The One

Hardhan saw Alex turning champagne in a Performance Champagne glass, a glass designed with a crystal of glass that is more clear and shiny it looks luxurious and shiny due to exposure to light. Hardhan himself chose the glass for this club, because it can make the taste of champagne to be more delicious.

"Why do you keep lying to your own feelings, Lex...? Why do you pretend not to care...? You're the one who's heartbroken at last...?!!" hardan exclaimed as he sat in the chair next to Alex.

"Dino told you where I am now...?!!" alex's hiss was upset, then turned his glass before sipping on the champagne.

"Two weeks ago you didn't come back to your apartment, Lex... Look at yourself... You look so awful...!!" hardan then sniffed Alex's body and flicked his hand, "Oh my God... How many days have you not bathed Lex...?!!" continued in a snobbed tone.

Alex shook his head, "I can't go home... That woman is everywhere... In room... Family room... In the kitchen.." Alex's raving began to look a little drunk, "But he disappeared when I hugged him." he continued, frowning, then pouring champagne into his empty glass.

"You know the rules here, Lex... You can't drink until you're drunk...!"

Alex flicked his hand indifferently, "You want to revoke my membership like you told me to revoke Galang's membership...?" tease Alex.

Hardan pressed the sound button on his watch, "Dino immediately clear this club...!!" his orders.

"Good boss.." replied Dino.

Hardan turned his attention back to alex, maybe it's good that he was drunk so that Hardan could pry his heart out.

"And who's that woman...?" hardhan Fishing.

"Who else if not my bar-bar women... The one who left left me...!!"

"Mrs...?" hardan asked pretending not to know.

Alex covered his ears, "Don't you say his name... I'm going crazy...!!" then finish another glass of champagnet.

"Why did Sonya drive you crazy...?"

"He's... She's my wife... Wasn't... Not my wife anymore... He's out of my apartment... But... He won't get out of my mind...!! Her... Made me crazy... My barbarian woman... He made me unable to sleep...!!" racau Alex

"Why can't you sleep...?" fishing rod Hardan again.

"He's... He always comes... Every time I close my eyes... Her smile... His laugh... His pouting face... But... But then she cried... I hate... hate to see him cry...!! L'm... I want to hug him... But... He always disappears... He. disappeared like everyone else..." Alex took another sip of his champagnet.

"I... Missed her... I wanted... Saw again... But he disappeared... Her... No dear anymore... To me..."

"Why can you look so pathetic like this...? You don't love him... You always ignore him and don't care about him... You always hurt her..."

Snarling annoyed Alex grabbed Hardan's collar and pulled him, "Dragon your words...!! L loved her... L'm... I love her so much... I loved her until it hurt..." Alex smoothed Hardhan's collar and returned his vertical champagne.

"Do you know... How does it feel to love..., yet endure not to have? Survive for..., not reveal...? Believe that... It's worse than... I have to take it off... Or the... Or the... He's gonna die, too..."

Then Alex wept, a heartbreaking cry, a cry that came out from the bottom of his heart, that had been wounded for a long time.

Her cries represented her heart, which she could not express with words. The sense of loss and sadness that he kept and passed alone for many years, finally poured out through his tears.

Huh this idiot... Finally confessing his feelings as well....!!

"Dino...!!" shouted Hardhan.

"Yes Boss..."

"Call your men and take Alex to his apartment...!!"

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"Damn...!!" knock Alex while pressing his forehead.

These two weeks he always woke up with a head that seemed to break due to drunkenness, but if not drunk he would not be able to sleep, Sonya's face would continue to dance in his mind.

"Take the medicine to ease your dizziness." exclaimed Hardhan who was sitting in Alex's lounge chair, making Alex reflex sit on his bed, then groaned as the pain pierced his head.

"Why are you here...?" asked Alex then took the drug that was meant by Hardhan earlier and immediately drank it.

"So that's why you left everyone you love... Including leaving me and Mama...?" ask Hardhan.

Alex frowned, "What do you mean...?"

Hardhan throws the tablet at his side table at Alex, and Alex swiftly catches it, then sees a video of Alex being drunk last night, and grimaces at his own stirring.

"You just believe in a drunken man Dhan...?" elak Alex with a cynical tone.

"You don't have to pretend anymore now, Lex... I know very well that rapport came out from the bottom of your heart... Your crying doesn't sound fake... Do you doubt my judgment...?"

Hardhan stared at Alex, which made Alex feel naked, Hardhan is indeed an expert at doing it, but honestly Alex felt more relieved at this time. Like the burden he had been carrying just like that off his shoulders.

Maybe it was because he had already vaped it through his cries last night? I don't know for sure at this time he felt more relieved.

"Why keep quiet...? Is that why you left me and Mama...? Is that why you left the house and kept your distance from me...? Even calling you boss just for not wanting to love me...? Don't want me and Mama to suffer the same fate as your parents and Rara...?" Because you think of yourself as an unlucky carrier...? Aren't you...?" cecar Hardhan, and reluctantly Alex nodded.

"Basic fool...!! Love and death are two things that all humans will face... And you don't have to be afraid to face it... Want you as far as possible to avoid me, Mama even Sonya though you won't be able to prevent it... If it is time to die...!!" hardhan.

"But if I love and love you... The loss will be even more painful than if we don't feel close at all... Or if we are like strangers....!! I just don't want to feel that pain anymore...!! I'm better off on my own... So that no one would ever make me feel that pain again....!!"

"But now you're already in love with Sonya... Aye right...? And don't tell me it's just a drunken mess... I know very well that's your sincere expression from your heart..."

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