Chasing the Love of Alex
The Voice of Alex

"Don't you want to try to love me again...?" ask Alex in a disappointed tone.

"Ohh... I'll try shooting you again like a cupid... But not to shoot your heart... Your head is my target now...!!" rutu Sonya's.

“Please aim at my head if it makes you satisfied and forgive me Son... Just so you know these five weeks I've been really tormented because of you... I always miss you... And the apartment feels empty without you... When you left me I just realized how much you mean to me..” explains Alex.

“Omong empty... You just lost your lust... Aye right..?” sonya Cibir.

“If it's just a pleasure Son... Believe me. If I want I just show you the woman I want... I don't have to bother crossing the continent just to look for you... I'm going to Milan you're going to Lake Como... I'm there you've disappeared... You know how worried I was then...? I've been like a madman as I walked through every corner of those cities.”.

Sonya looked into Alex's eyes fixedly, “Then what's your reason for looking for me..?” tanyakanya.

Because I realized that I was in love with you, Alex replied in his heart, but the words were hard to get out of his mouth.

Sonya turned her eyes back to another place, “There is no need to answer... It's free anyway because I've managed to kill all my feelings for you..!”.

“Is it that easy that you forget all your feelings for me Son...?" ask Alex.

"Never ask how I feel...!! If you yourself are still haunted by your past...!! You can't turn your back on Lex... That's the root of the problem...!!" sisi Sonya.

"I don't want this either Son... It is not easy to forget the past, especially the past that traumatized me... But now...."

"I know it traumatizes you until you become such an introvert...!! Then what are you coming for now...?! Why did you come to me again...?!” sonya urged impatiently to cut off Alex's words.

"I miss you Son..."

Sonya took off her embrace from Alex's neck, her hands drooping limp on both sides of her body,

“You know Lex... We can't keep this up... We're just gonna hurt each other... Better now you're gone... Because right now the door of my heart is closed to you." sighed Sonya softly, then brushed Alex's hand off her waist and broke out of Alex's embrace then ran up the stairs to the top floor.

“Sonya don't run... Careful...!!” shouted the man who had been dancing with Sonya, and immediately followed Sonya upstairs.

Alex's frown shriveled, his eyebrows nearly fused together to form a straight line,

*Is that guy Sonya's new boyfriend...? Why is it so presumptuous that he went up to the second floor without permission.., the owner of the house...!! *Alex's growls in my heart.

Imagining the man will comfort Sonya, let alone bring Sonya his arms, angering Alex back up, with annoyed breath Alex intends to catch Sonya up but someone holds her hand,

“Let Sonya calm down... You better leave this house now... You can come back tomorrow... It's also if Sonya wants to see you..” exclaimed Oma.

Alex shook Oma's hand, then looked at her sharply, “Who was the man who had followed Sonya upstairs.?” ask Alex annoyed.

“He's my nephew's grandson... Kim Joon-Tae, your cousin.”.

*Sepupu...? *

Alex narrowed his eyes, “What does he stay here for..?”

“What is he Alex... Youra's son..?” ask an old woman about sixty years old.

“Yah right he's our Alex... Alex this is your meeting... His mother Joon-Tae..” exclaimed Oma.

“I'm sorry..” said Alex and immediately left them.

Grannies... Cousins... Then aunt... There have been many changes in my life... Where were they when my mother was expelled...? I don't need them... I just want Sonya... Woman bar-barku...!!

After Alex exits the mansion, he looks up to the top floor, trying to guess Sonya's room, if you have to climb up to the balcony of Sonya's room at that time Alex willingly.

But there were so many rooms, and Alex couldn't ask his grandmother's bodyguards, because Alex didn't want to learn the language of his mother's home country.

Then Alex sees her, crying Sonya out onto the balcony of her room, and Joon-Tae puts both hands on Sonya's shoulders, trying to calm Sonya down.

Looking at them like that made Alex's heart seem to be sliced into pieces, it felt really painful. Just as painful as when Alex pretended to be tough during his divorce trial with Sonya.

Alex tries his hardest not to stand in front of Sonya, and shakes Sonya's shoulders so she is conscious, and quits her divorce claim.

Well, back then Alex had no other choice but to let go of Sonya, the dumbest thing he'd ever done in his life. He believes his life will be fine without Sonya, and Alex can enjoy his solitude again.

But it turns out that it was all wrong... Because just how many days without Sonya at his side, making Alex feel lost, feeling empty, making him lazy to do any activity. And it was there that Alex realized, that he could not live without Sonya.

Alex looked back at Sonya who was now alone on the balcony, her eyes looking at the full moon shining brightly, whatever was raging in her mind until she occasionally wiped the tears from her cheeks.

‘I have a heart to love and be loved... My heart has been given to you, Lex... For you to love and you to love... Not for you to throw away and you wasted.’

Sonya's words were ringing in her ears again, as if Sonya was whispering them directly to Alex.

Lord... Did I really hurt her heart...? If only he knew... My heart is half way to him...

He was present in my world that looked lonely and boring... And without us knowing it, he had become a medicine for me, bandaged the wounds of my heart too deep, and pulled me out of my slump...

At first I was afraid to open my heart... I'm afraid that I'll get hurt again and won't be able to get treated again...

But now.my heart is no longer imprisoned by that wound, you have taken it off Sonya... You made me realize that this heart also deserves to be happy... You are the key holder of my new heart... You are the owner of my heart... I'm just getting used to a new love...

Sometimes love has to wait...

Waiting for the right person...

Waiting for an open road so as not to get lost...

And Hardan's right... There are only two things in life, love and death... When we are ready to accept both, we are ready to face any risks...

I'll never give up on getting your love again Sonya... Gaining your trust in me again... Whatever risks I face later... And I'll make sure... Our destiny is for each other...