Chasing the Love of the Mafia
Life Change

I started this chapter with Alan Walker with Ema's song "NOT YOU"

In my life, in my mind

In my life and in my mind

Where I make up stories all the time

Where it's always been my place to play

And I pretend that I am not someone

Pretending to be a different person

Left to face the world alone

Alone face the harshness of the world

Lately I'm not the same

Now, I'm no longer the same

I've found a stranger calling out my name

I've found a stranger who calls my name

Have a feeling you would be so proud

I'm guessing you'll be very proud

And he's gon' need me now

Because now he needs me

But he's not you

But he's not you

He's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

He won't be able to replace you

Photobook with my mistakes

Remembering all the mistakes I made

Promises that we never got to make

With all the promises that never materialized

All the things I wanna talk about

There's a lot I want to talk about

Hard to say it to myself

But it's hard for me to convey it

Wintertime, once again

Winter is back

In the snow I can see just where I've been

The snow reminds me of my fairy tale

How far I've made it in the world so cold

The extent of my struggle in the midst of difficult situations

Where I have everything

When I had everything

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Stevany's eyes stared at the box containing the ring Jeon gave her last night.

Stevany recalled this year how Jeon had accompanied her and made her strong against everything. Jeon could even make her laugh.

Stevany's hand opened the box. He touched the ring again. Heart worried. Should he accept Jeon while he can't resist Dewandra's charm in his life?

"Darling ......!"

Stevany. His father was standing at the door of his room, which was not closed.

"Dad..."

Jeronimo stepped in. He then sat down next to his daughter. "Not to the hotel?"

"It's been a shower but it doesn't feel good." Stevany. He did not want to meet the gods.

"Just rest. That's what it's good to be boss."

Stevany chuckles. He wrapped his hand around the papa's arm and then leaned spoiled on Koko's shoulder the middle-aged man. "Dad, have you ever worried when you decided to propose to mom?"

Jero took a deep breath. Of course Stevany never knew how he and Giani were. Unique, full of intrigue but brings a very deep love for both of them. (who do not know the sweet story of papa mama Stevany read this novel : MARRY CHEATINGKUHAN SISTER-IN-LAWKU)

"At first Daddy was worried but the attitude, nature and nature of the mommy that made Daddy really fall in love with him. Mommy was an angel to Daddy because she was able to lift Daddy out of the pit of destruction. Hence, after we get married, after mommy gets pregnant with your twin sisters, Daddy promises in his heart, there will never be another woman besides mommy."

"Ah, dad. I must have accepted Jeon's proposal right away because he's a good person. But what about my heart that has not been able to move on from my past love?"

"You still think about the mafia?"

Stevany nodded.

Jeronimo rubbed his daughter's back. "Daddy also used to have women in the past before marrying your mommy. At first it was very difficult to let go because Daddy loved him so much. It feels a little hard to let go. But finally Daddy dared to take the decision to continue with your mommy. With all the love and attention that daddy gets from your mommy, Daddy can finally let go of that past love."

"When Daddy forgets love in the past, does it hurt?"

"Not really. Because Giani has always been the perfect person to make Daddy aware, past love is not good for Daddy."

Stevany silent. Heart worried. Jeronimo stared at the ring on his daughter's lap. "Darling, Daddy knew Jeon was a nice guy and loved you very much. Last night, he asked Mommy and Daddy for permission to propose. You leave everything to your decision. The one who will be in the marriage is yourself. After all, your age is only about to enter 24."

"Forgot that mafia, son. Connecting with the mafia will only do you harm. Daddy was once in the mafia world, so he knew the danger was there." Jeronimo kissed the top of his daughter's head. "Today, Uncle Beryl will meet the priest who married you. May the annulment of the marriage be quickly completed and you will be completely freed from the mafia."

As his father left the room, Stevany could only take a deep breath. He knew Jeon was a good man. But should Jeon replace Dewandra?

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Today the hotel is crowded. There will be a meeting of all young Indonesian entrepreneurs and the event will be held for 3 days at this place. The whole room was used up.

Stevany checked all the preparations because she wanted guests to be impressed when she came to the hotel.

Felicia also accompanied Stevany in checking all the preparations.

When Stevany was going back to his room, he was stunned to see Dewandra who was lifting the luggage of the guests. Dewandra seems calm even though there are some guests who are a little judes. He looks happy when he sees the guests giving tips for him.

Stevany's heart was touched by the sight. Does not God have enough wealth to make him have fun without having to work hard? Isn't Dewandra used to being served by many servants? Why should he bother like this?

Where is Seneo?

Stevany remembers that Seneo once gave her phone number. He immediately contacted the man.

"I'm in Seoul, Stev. Mr. Dewandra asked me to take care of his contract with the basketball club. He also asked me to bring food to some orphanages and street children. That's why I can't go back to Jakarta."

That's what Seneo said and made Stevany more vulnerable.

As he was going home, he saw Dewandra also in preparation to go home. Somehow Stevany wanted to know where Dewandra was coming home. That guy's riding an angkot. It turns out that his residence is not far from the hotel. Stevany was surprised to see Dewandra's boarding place was a simple two-story boarding house. Dewandra who actually does not like noise, why should stay in a place like this?

Stevany down. Her psyche's soul wants to know where the room is, Dewandra. He saw Dewandra greeting some of the cost residents who were outside. His steps stopped in a room in the corner of the first floor. The man reached into the key from his pants pocket and opened the door and entered again and closed the door.

"Sir, there's no VIP room?" stevany asked a father who turned out to be the keeper of the boarding house.

"No, neng. All rooms are the same. Neng wants to see? It just so happens that the other room is empty."

"Can."

Stevany held her chest tight when she saw that the size of this room was indeed very small. There is only one size bed for one person, a wardrobe and a small table.

"Nobody has a bathroom inside?" ask Stevany.

"There's neng, which is on the second floor. But it's full."

"How many months is it here?"

"Five hundred thousand neng. But if you bring a TV or refrigerator, or other equipment that requires electricity, it will be 50 thousand per item."

"Make it, sir." Stevany left before Dewandra saw her. The girl felt like crying to see the life that God had to live here.

On the way home, Stevany kept thinking. Why didn't God rent an apartment? why should God live in a place where Stevany's view is not so clean? Isn't the God of people very perfectionistic about cleanliness? Stevany was really made dizzy by the gods.

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"What's up, Cia?" stevany asked when she saw Felicia who seemed busy.

"This is the last day of the operation. But there were two security guards who were not present."

"Call the off and tell me we're gonna pay her soft 2x pay."

"It has. But others cannot either. Andra has not been in for two days. He said he was sick."

"illness?"

"Yes. I called, he sounded shivering. Poor as well? If he hadn't been married, I would have gone to see him."

Stevany is nervous. All day he worked unable to concentrate because he knew that Dewandra was sick.

Finally, he decided to go to the Dewandra boarding house. Stevany deliberately took a taxi online so that no one knew where he was going.

After giving food and some kind of fruit, Stevany arrived at the Dewandra boarding house. This hostel looks quiet during the day. Some of the residents may be working.

Slowly, though hesitating, Stevany finally knocked on Dewandra's bedroom door. A little while he knocked on it until he finally heard a cough and a step that was dragged slowly.

Dewandra opened the door. His face was slightly pale, he was wearing a thick coat.

"Stevany?" he was surprised to see who was standing at the door.

Stevany just walked in. He saw the room occupied by Dewandra is quite clean and neat. There is no typical room of a guy who has a lot of clothes hangers in it and dirty dishes and glasses scattered. Even though this room is very simple, Dewandra still keeps her clean.

"How do you know I'm here?" ask Dewandra.

Stevany releases the food underneath the table. "Have you eaten?" stevany asked without answering God's question.

"I ate bread this morning and drank a glass of milk."

Stevany immediately poured the food underneath onto the plate. He then brought her to Dewandra who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"This. Eat it."

"I don't have an appetite for food, Stev. My throat tastes so bitter."

"But you have to eat!" Stevany put the food in Dewandra's lap.

"Later. I still want to sleep." Dewandra held the plate and was about to put it on the table but Stevany immediately grabbed it.

"Eat! Ah.....!" The girl fed Dewandra made the guy smile happily.

"Stev.., thank you." Dewandra said it with teary eyes. He was very impressed with Stevany's attention. He swallowed the food even though his throat felt bad. Dewandra knew she had the best medicine. Stevany's Presence.

After Dewandra finished eating, Stevany's phone rang.

"Hallo Je? What's up?"

Dewandra who was just about to close her eyes reopened it upon hearing Jeon's name.

"Oh, I'm at my friend's house. Would you like to take me to a concert? Ok. What'sthetime? Ready.., I'm waiting for the invitation. See you....!" Stevany put his phone back in the bag. When he turned to look at Dewandra, he was surprised to see Dewandra who returned to shivering.

"God, what's wrong with you?"

"Cold....Stev.. I feel very cold" said Dewandra as she pulled up the blankets.

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Well...loh....the real pain is Dewandra?

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