
I have been watching television for a long time. And there's not a single broadcast I like. Everything's boring.
20.20
Radit just finished cooking. I just came to the dinner table very happy to see there is food that can prop up my stomach for tonight.
"Gue and Ell probably won't be coming home tonight. So Lo leaves tomorrow on the bus."
Radit said as he left after picking up his bag on the sofa.
I who heard that just stared while holding the dining chair.
"But. I'm afraid to stay here alone."
My protest when Radit was about to open the door.
"Not to be spoiled. You're no longer a child who believes in superstition."
Brakes.
The door closed tightly and left a shock on me.
"Naya just keep going. Go, I don't care. After all, it's better they don't exist."
My grouse started eating.
"Emmm. It's good for flat human food, too."
Praise me for a moment and go back to devouring the omelette of corn and eggs and beef in front of me.
................
When Radit arrived, Naya was conscious. Ka Ell, who was feeding Naya, kept the rice bowl on the table because Naya had finished eating.
"It's improving?."
Radit asked, while sticking the back of his hand on Naya's forehead.
"It."
He answered, with a radiant face.
Seeing that, ka Ell's face suddenly became sniffy.
"Sister, you better go home. And now Radit's back."
Naya's words made ka Ell even more upset.
"But Na."
"Sister need not worry. Naya's not papa, the doctor also said that Naya's just tired."
"Ma."
"Alena's home alone, you have pity on her."
For a moment, Ell fell silent.
"alright. I'm nitip Naya."
When Ell left.
Radit simply nodded and smiled knotfully while hugging Naya's body with his left arm.
...........
The night is getting late. Ka Ell who came home by motorbike, not directly to the apartment. He prefers to stop by first at a roadside coffee shop.
The coffee before him had already cooled down, just like Naya's attitude towards him. Like there was really no more love in her heart for her.
Falling in love alone is very painful, especially if we keep maintaining the feeling while he asks to perish.
older sister. We are one fate. Alena loves sister, and sister loves Naya. But Naya loves Radit and they love each other.
God really confused me. Why should this taste exist, and why should it be in people who do not have the same taste.
..............
Cleks. Ka Ell just got to the apartment. After taking off his shoes, he immediately rushed over. However, looking at me who was already asleep on the sofa with the television on made his steps stop.
His feet are now moving towards me. Long ka Ell stared at this face, if I knew it would probably be so much to make myself inundated with cold sweat. Unfortunately, I fell asleep.
"This kid."
With a thin smile.
Ka Ell then sat down beside me, not on the sofa but on the floor.
His hand slowly stroked my hair, and towards the cheek of my self-owned cabi.
"Why do you have to love your sister? And why should you love someone else?"
It's like feeling guilty or I don't know. His face looks very sad.
Ka Ell then stood up and carried my body on her lap to be moved to the room. It's great, when it's small I'm heavy too, where to go up the stairs again.
.............
"Yetoooooo."
I squirm, my soul just re-united with the body after a long time away to the world of nowhere.
After turning off the alarm, I went straight to the bathroom.
06.45
Long time I looked at my face in the mirror, somehow I suddenly felt missed my parents. It's been a long time since I've heard their little quarrel at home. I miss the screams in both.
'Mom, Papah, Alena miss you.'
My mind screamed, my heart screamed,
After getting bored of myself. I went straight downstairs after carrying my backpack on the bed.
While climbing the stairs, my steps slowed down when I saw that there was food on the table. I don't cook at all.
"Who cooked this early?"
Ask me, while wailing to see the food that looks delicious.
I found a small piece of paper in the shape of a blue box.
"Ell." Ell."
"Ka Ell."
After knowing that it was a message he wrote.
"Huh. So, you Ell moved me to my room, too?"
To my surprise, it dawned on me that I had fallen asleep on the couch last night.
"Ohhhhh."
My annoyance.
"Ka Ell look at my ugly face while sleeping dong, ist."
Bump me on myself.
"Here you go, I'd better eat it."
After I chose to eat right away, considering that the food ka Ell is so delicious.
..............
School.
I just got to the colliery. Seeing Nara who was busy talking with Boby, I finally chose to approach them.
"Hi."
How can I say stale. They made both of them look at me carefully.
"Al."
Answer the two together, making me a little confused.
"What are you guys doing here?,"
Ask me, a little bit sniffy.
"There is."
Answer Boby fun.
"Silter."
My disgust with the man's answer, while Nara's only grin is unclear.
"I was just asking about Naya, maybe Boby knew."
Nara said later, after seeing my irritated face.
"Owhhh."
I nod my head.
"So, what about the woman?."
I'm curious, too. As bad as he is, so Radit would leave him alone.
"Female. Naya means Lo?"
Strictly Boby, I immediately nodded lazily.
"He's fine. Just a little tired."
"We'd better get to class."
Said Nara, disperse my reverie. Then we go to class immediately. I walked backwards with my face down and two arms holding the bag.
"Just like that, Radit was very worried. He doesn't care if anything happens to me. I live alone in an apartment."
My grouse is slow.
"It's a good thing you Ell came home."
Add me.
Brucks.
I hit someone, made my forehead hurt a little. Because just right this forehead landed on the chest of a man's field.
"Radita."
I said, after this head prays.
He was silent with his face. Two arms in the pants pocket using a Bluetooth headset.
Feeling annoyed at her, I chose to leave immediately because Nara and Boby were no longer seen.
"Well-wrong?"
I asked, because Radit suddenly just held my arm.
"Lo's eating?."
He asked, still with a flat face.
"Since when have you been worried about me?"
Answer me lazily.
"Jawab only. No need to ask back, no courtesy."
Radit's snapping made me suddenly feel something slashing in my heart.
"Radrite."
Suddenly a woman with her pale face came. Radit quickly removed the check from my arm. And her face had now turned more friendly and sweet.
"Just do it,"
I muttered, choosing to leave.
I thought Radit would come back to arrest me. In fact, he was more interested in the newly arrived woman. Sucks. But yes, anyway, I wasn't expecting him.