Child Marriage SMK
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I searched for a letter whose delivery date was more than the one I read earlier. I still haven't found it, so worried. Afraid in case the next letter wasn't really Namara sent it to me.

Cleks.

Suddenly my bedroom door opened. How surprising the arrival of Radit who just entered without cursing the door.

He looked at me flatly with two arms in his pants pocket. And I, just noticed it with a bewildered face.

"Would you come here? where to enter without knocking on the door again? It's not polite."

My lips to him.

"What's Lo doing?"

He asked, disregarding my words while approaching the bed. Quickly, I tidied everything into the box while snorting in annoyance.

"Ck. Secrets huh?"

Plus, I didn't answer. I'd rather keep the box on my desk.

And Radit, he walked up to the balcony of my room. He looks like he needs something, but what? why did he come to my room? he's not usually like this either.

The sky full of stars was getting the glare of Radit's luyus eyes. The man stood on the balcony railing and kept his two arms up there together.

Seeing him like that, it felt like this heart was touched to just ask "Is there something going on?"

Ah, I guess it's too friendly for a shitty human like him.

But yasudah, I decided to go up to him, stand beside him, and look up at the same sky.

"Pretend not to know that he doesn't really want a relationship. Just because I love her so much, is that a mistake?"

Still with a straight forward view. For a moment, I looked at him. And turn your face in the same direction.

"Well, is pretending to love someone because we don't want to hurt them a mistake?"

Calmly, I stood facing towards her who was still in the same position.

"We sometimes don't know what we're doing. We don't even really know the love we crave. If it is true to love, it will not be too self-torturing. If he truly loved, he would not dare to lie. Ye know? sometimes we are in two situations, loving because he has a lot of time and good memories with us. Or love because we get comfort and recognition with it. Both are the same, not love. But only the cure of the chronic pain of loneliness we feel."

I said, it's getting Radit confused.

"Then, what's the difference between loving as a friend, a sister, and a lover that we're looking forward to?"

Radit asked, with an increasingly sad face.

"You'll find your own answers as time goes by."

"Haist, sucks."

Makes me smile, because of her behavior tonight.

"Did something happen?"

Ask me. Make this statement a little more friendly than before.

"No."

Answer, move.

"Sleep, tomorrow we have to go to school in the morning."

Radit added leaving the balcony of the room, and disappeared from my room space.

I'm still standing here. On the balcony of this quiet room. I don't know, I still feel at home spending time even if only to see millions of stars that I can't even reach.

"Actually, I'm still looking for that answer too."

I said, lowering my head and exhaling with relief. Yeah, with the last question Radit asked. I still haven't found that answer.