Child Marriage SMK
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Along the way to the house, I only pay attention to the streets, because Radit is also just busy driving.

"It doesn't feel fair."

I murmured, sighed and kept my chin in the hand that I kept near the car window.

Radit looked at her for a moment, and smiled.

"We don't know what plan God is preparing. Don't curse fate before you get to the end."

Sahut Radit then, turned his car at the crossroads to my house.

"You're right. But, I just don't understand why God always separates me from Giandra."

I answered, leaning the body on the car seat.

"When you lose, God will replace it with a better one. Just trust me, it's not that God is never mistaken about destiny,"

"I just can't let it go that fast,"

"No need to rush. God knows your capacity."

He said, stopping the car because we have arrived in front of the house mama. With gontai I went down the car after Radit.

Radit took my bag in the trunk, and I walked towards the door of the house. Somehow the man became very kind to me, his words also always managed to calm me down.

Clack

I opened the door and found my mom and dad sitting on the couch watching television.

"Well, Alena."

Startled, releasing his embrace from papah.

I immediately approached her and hugged her tightly.

Radit walked in leisurely.

"Mom mama hik-hik."

Lirihku, in his arms.

"No papa baby, you can get through it."

Answer mamah rubbed my hair gently. And Papah then told Radit to sit next to him.

"Mah,"

"Alena, you can cry. But remember, learn to let go so that God's plan doesn't hurt."

Mama said, making me hug her again.

While Radit and Papah just quietly pay attention.

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At Giandra's funeral, a woman in gray trousers and a Red sweater was standing staring at the mound of earth in front of her.

"An, thanks. Thank you for always giving me whatever Namara wants. Thank you for fighting this far, please forgive me for taking Namara out of your life. From you and Alena. Hiccup."

The issue, holding a tomb board belonging to Giandra.

"You're right, I'm sorry An. I'm so sorry I let Namara go. You were right about all that. About how selfish I was, about how much I never cared about my family. I'm only concerned with myself, I'm just looking after my own happiness without caring about the pain of others."

He said in tears.

"For this time, I will strive to be like you and Namara. I'll do it An hik-hik-hik."

The invisible pain is so painful. We are forced to accept when the heart is not willing. We are forced to toughen up with a body whose foundation is torn down by reality. But, for God's plan, we do need to step even though we have to finish tired.

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Ka Ell who had just arrived at Radit's parents' house immediately rushed towards the room.

He kept his jacket on the bed and went straight to the balcony. Ka Ell grabbed her gawai to contact someone who made her so worried.

"Why it's so hard to call, the phone's dead too."

Riled up, when some call from him without an answer.

He sat in the corner and kept his phone on the table. Leaning his body that felt tired, while his mind still raved Tan could be compromised to calm down.

Mumbled. Because he did not find the woman in the boarding house where Naya usually lived. The boarding mother also said that Naya had left from morning with a man.

"Has he really been brought to Bandung by ka Dika?"

He said again, then ka Ell remembered the letter given by the keeper of the puskesmas. Yes, a letter from Naya to him. Ka Ell then reached into her pants pocket and opened the envelope.

'Brother, Naya will return to Bandung and continue to school there. Don't worry, here Naya will be fine, and Naya hope big brother is fine here too. Please take care of Radit, lest his engagement be annulled. Because Naya knows that Alena's a good woman. And, you don't have to look for Naya for this time, but come back when we're meant to be together.'

That's what the letter got to Ell. A little claustrophobic, but he knew that all you were doing was for Naya's good. What he can do, besides hoping that he will be reunited with the woman he loved so much, from a long time ago.

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20.00

Mom who just finished cooking invited me to eat. When my mother and I came down from the top floor, I saw Radit who was sitting on the dining chair with Papah.

"Well, you haven't come home yet?"

I asked, shifting my chair and sitting in front of Radit, in the aftermah sitting near papah.

"Yet, papah asked her to eat together first."

Papah answered looking at me, while Radit just smiled receiving a plate in the mama's support.

"Well, eat."

Mama said, make the atmosphere melt and we start eating.

While he was busy picking crab meat from his shell, Radit suddenly gave me a small bowl. It made me look at him in wonder. Papah and mama just look at each other and smile at each other.

"Eat it,"

Radit said, I bit my lower lip while looking at him sharply.

"Tumben once."

I said, grabbing the small bowl Radit gave me. And directly devoured the crab meat greedily.

After eating. I returned to the room and stood on the balcony of the room while staring at the starless sky. There was only a moon wrapped in black clouds.

"I'm going home."

Radit surprised me. He walked up to me and stood beside me with two arms in his pants pocket.

"Then?"

I asked, no matter. Made Radit look at himself with a face that was bent.

"It's so annoying,"

Cibir Radit, look at me sharply.

"Say you want to go home, why are you still here?"

I asked, making him throw away his face.

"Very plain."

Radit muttered, which I faintly heard.

"Huh? what did you say just now?"

"No, tomorrow I pick up at 10.00.”

He replied, leaving the balcony of the room.

"Where are you? Not tomorrow's holiday?"

I screamed, staring at his disappearance.

"Be prepared,"

He said, which was gone from my room. Indeed a very annoying man, just this afternoon he was very friendly and kind. Now he's back to being a shitty guy again.

I'm not paying attention to what Radit says. I prefer to stare at the lights of the city that lights up beautifully. Make this heart and mind recall Giandra.

"I promised to visit the tree house again. Like you said, I'll make it a place where I can find you."

I murmured, exhaled and looked up, closing the net so that this pain would heal immediately.