Colorless Rainbow
PTW # Episode 109's
Lucas leaves Jiara and her baby, Zakia. Although he was very heavy to have to part with Zakia. However, he also had to understand Jiara's feelings which were still remembered by the incident. The incident was her fault so she had to be willing to accept it.
'It is fitting that every time I see the child being hypnotized Zakia is my heart's fruit, ' Lucas' inner self before he actually leaves the room. After being satisfied to see the body of his son who fell asleep in peace on the sofa, now Lucas looked at Jiara who was sobbing on the mattress and her body wrapped in a blanket and face buried in the folds of his feet.
Sick, Lucas had to feel extreme pain when he saw Jiara like this, not only was Zakia's innocent face as if it was a very terrible thing for Lucas.
'Why, Lord, why when I want to fix myself I am faced with such a severe ordeal, ' said Lucas, as he dragged his legs ever more limp and felt very heavy.
This was the first experience for Lucas to be hanged by a woman when he was very on the verge of unification, and had to be put off without a clear continuation. However, this was not what made Lucas angry and upset. He was angry and upset with himself.
'What is karma?' inner Lucas. The man was confused about where he wanted to calm his mind. He drove his vehicle not knowing the direction. I don't know where he stepped on his accelerator and drove his car. Lucas wanted to find calm. Go around in circles to calm his mind.
Jiara was still sobbing, not even knowing how many tears she had shed tonight. He was angry at Lucas, at Jiny and at himself. Why could he hate Zakia's eyes, but why did he realize that Zakia's eyes were descended from Lucas's. The two men had the same eyes, but why was it that only Zakia got hatred from Jiara. Why Lucas almost enjoyed his body for the second time.
Jiara gnawed her hand as if she was expelling the body that had been touched by Lucas. With a limp body Jiara returned to the bathroom to clean her body from Lucas's touch.
After a long time Jiara cleaned her body in the bathroom now Jiara came out with a red-red body, because the woman rubbed the body that Lucas had touched. Long clothes back Jiara wore.
Jiara carried her baby back to the bed. "Dear forgive Mother well, from now on you have to lose the figure of Papah. Mother promises to be Papah as well as Mother for you. Mother promises not to hate you anymore, because now Mother has met a man who should have hated Mother." Jiara unceasingly kissed Zakia's sleeping hands and cheeks.
Indeed Jiara knew her actions would not be able to make up for her hatred all this time to Zakia, but Jiara was sure that Zakia would know how regretful the mother was.
Jiara promised from now on will not think about Lucas or other men who come to him.The one she has in mind at this time is how she can provide the best treatment for her little daughter. 'Truly said Ambu he is not a disaster but a blessing. When I was sad and down you were the light for my life dear, Jiara's mind almost all night that woman could not sleep but take care of Zakia.
The long-veiled woman was also frightened when Lucas suddenly came in with and raped her a second time.
In the morning with a tired and limp body Jiara prepares cooking for her daughter who currently has to start undergoing further treatment.
"Father... Papahs..." The hoarse voice of Zakia who woke up made Jiara who was at the side immediately wake up.
"Who are you looking for?" ask Jiara. Although the woman already knew that Jiara was looking for her papa.
"Where is Mother?" A sad face was seen from Zakia's gaze.
"Darling, Papah has already left for work" Jiara replied in a voice made as slow as possible so that Zakia knew that her papa was already working.
'Sorry well dear, Mother is forced to lie again with you.Actually Mother also does not have the same heart you who have just felt the love of a father but you again have to lose, ' Inner Jiara, Jiara, not that she was evil with her daughter, but Jiara's heart also hurt to see the person who vilely raped her in front of her, even closer to her child. That's not what Jiara felt.
"Well Mother, but later if healed Kia can walk the same Papah right Mother, Jia will see elephants, and dolphins with papah right Mother," said Zakia, Zakia, and only in reply to a nod by Jiara. His heart was sad when his daughter understood and seemed to understand that Lucas was truly his father.
Two hours Jiara used to prepare everything and now she is going to the hospital. With one hand carrying a bag containing Zakia equipment and another hand leading his daughter who looks the same that is hijab, looks very funny Zakia it. So that those who catch a glimpse will not know and think that Zakia is currently struggling from a deadly illness.
Even in the elevator, many were anxious with the cute face of Zakia, and Zakia was already used to the crowd cutely greeting them.
Lucas was on the street watching Jiara waiting for the taxi he ordered. The man could not meet Jiara and Zakia, his biological daughter. Because he was wrong, after all, that night he enjoyed the game too much with Jiara to do many times and Jiara who was the first time to have sex was definitely in tremendous pain.
That's what traumatized Jiara, and to this day still hates the perpetrator, especially from the incident Jiara also get a new problem that is considered as the trash of society.
"Mother, did Papah come home long ago?" zakia asked, maybe the little girl saw her papa car across the street.
"Old Darling. Papah is on duty outside the city" Jiara replied as Zakia's small body rested on her lap.
"But earlier Kia saw Papah's car" said Zakia while pointing at his papa car that was not visible.
Jiara is actually not too surprised considering that Lucas already knows his schedule today. Jiara remained relaxed and no longer wanted to care about Lucas.
"Maybe it's someone else's car Dear, right who has a car like that is not just Papah, many have the same car as Papah," Jiara replied casually, and now they've arrived at the hospital where Arya is on duty, and of course Lucas has also been treated at this place,"
Zakia along the way is very enthusiastic to see the city that many high buildings and many more that make Zakia always chattering ria.
"Madamary..." The voice Jiara was already familiar with seemed to call Jiara.
"Hi Doctor Arya." Jiara said back when coincidentally she just arrived at the lobby of Arya and Marni hospital.
"Who's this so funny?" tanya Arya takes over a little boy wearing the same long hijab as Jiara.
"His name is Zakia Om, he's my son Dok" Jiara replied, convinced that Arya would be surprised. And sure enough Arya seemed surprised by Jiara's answer to say that the funny boy was her son.
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