Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow #Episode 139
"Good morning, dear" Lucas greeted with a heavy and hoarse voice. Her lips curled up giving her best smile.
Not to be outdone Zakia returned the best smile for her papa."Good morning My Helo" Zakia replied by embracing her papa body which was much bigger than her. While Jiara herself since morning she carried out her duties, immediately went to get fresh air and breakfast, and saw the condition of her papa who was treated at this hospital as well.
Since he had permission to see his papa, he also had permission to move Bima to a more adequate hospital. Finally everything is granted, Jiara can also check it at once.
"Is Kia boboonya good?" lucas asked by doing the same thing, rubbing the princess' cheek.
Zakia excitedly nodded. "Did Papah like bobo with Kia?" asked the princess not to lose, and Lucas also nodded. He just felt comfortable sleeping at this time with his daughter. Both Lucas' eyes glazed over as the boy kissed his forehead.
"Well, dear Papah" said the little boy, and it seemed as if the world had stopped turning. Lucas wants Lucas to tell the princess that he will be together, but Lucas also fears that his hope will only get him cornered, and make Zakia hope to continue.
"She also loves Kia. Kia quickly recovered well, Papah promised to take Kia for a walk if Papah's daughter was healed later," said Lucas, hugging his daughter's small body.
Instantly the man immediately stopped all his sins from which he always toyed with many women and also he who until this moment became the highest leader in his dark business. Again, Lucas recalled Lexi's steps. Lucas used to know the dark business because Lexi and Lexi themselves had resigned from the illegal work and now means it is time for Lucas who must dare to leave him. Let them run with their new leader.
"Broth... Why dream?" the great-grandson of Zakia who looked at Lucas was daydreaming with a blank look.
"Ah, no dear. Papah was only afraid that Papah and Kia would never see each other again. Papah was afraid that Kia had forgotten Papah instead, "the Lucas who had indirectly averted his daughter's suspicions.
Zakia rubbed Lucas' cheeks slightly rough because of the fine hairs that had grown quite a lot. Her tiny hands went down the princess' nose and Lucas' red lips. "Well, why are you angry with Papah?" shiver Zakia with teary eyes. "Is Papah evil with Mother?"
The deg!!! Lucas' heart stopped beating when he heard Zakia's question.
Lucas' hand trembled with Zakia's cheek. "Where do you know that you're angry? Mother is not angry, dear. Papah and Mommy are fine" Lucas said in a trembling voice, his heart ached when his problem with being a mind burden for his daughter.
"Mother, this morning weeping at dawn prayer time," Zakia.
While Jiara, who had just entered her daughter's room, locked her away and just stared when Zakia found out that her relationship with her papa was not as good as she had seen.
"Why can't I put a little pressure on my ego not to show my hatred for Lucas. I've made Zakia's heart sad," Jiara's inner self curses her own selfishness. "I should have been more able to hold back my anger, hold back my tears, hold back, my disappointment. Right now I'm making Zakia even more sad."
Jiara's legs were swung towards the waiting chair, which was not far from where she was standing.
Arya who had just come out of Philip's room saw that Jiara was sitting pensively with a sour face coming towards him. "Did Lucas cause trouble again?" arya asked as she took a seat beside Jiara.
Jiara who had been daydreaming since then was jolted with Arya's question. "You Doctor, I think Lu..." Jiara did not continue.
"Did Lucas make trouble again last night?" arya asks a question that she knows Jiara must not have heard.
The hijab-wearing woman shook her head weakly. "It wasn't Lucas who made the problem, but I made the problem. I can't pretend to be okay. Zakia knows that Lucas and I are not doing well" Jiara said. "Why are people so easily reconciled to their past for the sake of their children. Why can't I Doc? Am I being too selfish and stubborn?" jiara asked, her voice getting louder. Well Arya knew the woman beside her was trying hard to hold back her cries.
"I didn't know Jiara those people could really make peace, or else they would both be silent as you and Lucas did. I don't know if you're in your position, but if you'd like to follow my advice, try talking to Lucas one-on-one. And you tell him to overflow your marahana. Say the thing that has been stuck in your heart. Let Lucas know how you feel. Maybe you are telling the truth about what you have been waiting for all this time. You will be able to be more at peace with your heart. Kasiah Zakia she needs support to recover especially from her parents. I'm just afraid Zakia will think about your relationship and she'll be sad and her health will drop back." Arya clasped Jiara's shoulders.
"You're a strong woman, honestly I salute you and Elin, if my position is in you I can't necessarily be as strong as you. Survive until this moment, from the one who hates Zakia to the one you can make peace with your heart and accept the child and take care of him sincerely. You can also make peace with your past" added Arya.
Jiara only replied with a bitter smile, but she admitted Arya's suggestion seemed to have a point, if Jiara gets angry and forgets what she said maybe she will feel a little if the tightness in her chest will decrease.
"Oh yes what is Mr Philip's condition?" jiara asked to divert their chatter that was discussing Lucas onward.
"Well, his condition is getting better, he only had a mild heart attack. And it's not too dangerous for his health. A little rest then he will be healed, "Arya replied, and that's what happened. If his weak body is old, his body is getting weaker.
"Thank God I hope you get well soon."
"Amin, have entered there, improve communication do not keep quiet," said Arya, but she herself never married and was in the position of Lucas and Jiara but for his advice is reliable. And Jiara herself admitted that Arya was wise. If there wasn't Arya maybe everything that happened to Eric's family wouldn't be this bright.
"If it's good, I go in first. Doctor Arya did not come in. Jia bought a lot of food." Jiara pointed out a large package of food.
"No need, the future wife will also come with breakfast.if not in the meal can be angry," whispered Arya, and it managed to make Jiara chuckle. Marni and Arya are a little adorable. Maybe when compared among the three young people who fared very good love and make baper is doctor Arya and doctor Marni.
But behind the intimacy they show there is the struggle Marani who was thought to cause by Arya first.
"OK, if that's a good greeting for Marni's doctor," said Jiara before actually entering the princess. Directly countered with two thumbs and a strong nod by Jiara.