Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow chapter 174

 Lexi looked at Philip. "But didn't Grandpa hold me responsible for what I did that impregnated Elin?" lexi asked, if those people are holding her accountable then Lexi will. He'll be in charge of Elin's son.

However, Philip shook his head slowly. "If Grandpa asks you to take responsibility Elin will be even more depressed.

"Grandfather doesn't want to make mistakes for the umpteenth time. Let how Elin feels comfortable. If you become a single parent, without a marriage that most makes Elin calm. Grandpa will support him. And Grandpa also asked you to stay away from Elin, for the sake of Elin's happiness. Grandfather doesn't want to add to Elin's burden by you being her husband."

The...!! Lexi gasped in shock at Philip's reply, initially thinking that she would be able to be Elin's husband to protect him, because it was certain that Philip and the Elin family would hold him accountable. But all his thoughts were wrong.

"So Grandpa will let Elin give birth without a husband?" The stupid question is, he knew that Elin would prefer it.

Philip nodded with a faint smile. "Happy Elin who beat him, I have no power to regulate what is best for Elin while the only one who knows his happiness is himself" Philip replied and from Philip's words, Lexi certainly already knew that it would be very difficult to realize her desire to be responsible for her son.

"But what will not be the gossip of the people and will make Elin more depressed," said Lexi in a trembling voice, he said it happened just tight. It's never been before that Lexi felt this way, caring about the lives of others.

"You should have thought about it before this happened," Philip replied with a hint of regret. "Even Grandfather will not interfere with Elin's future, and if later he gets a mate whether it's you or another man, then it's purely from the selection is not a matchmaking or whatever it is."

Well, Lexi was trying to understand and really understand being in Philip's position. The mistake is already a lot of definitely do not want to make any more mistakes.

"Then what I have to say to Lucas, there's no way he's constantly getting into this kind of misunderstanding" Lexi said, the discussion with Elin was over, philip's decision will not hold Lexi responsible.

This time Philips took a deep breath. "You know better than the granddaughter of that grandfather, then do what you think is best, grandfather has resigned," Philip replied in a heavy voice.

"Then Lexi will tell the truth, even though Lucas' risk will be like feeling that the day will end. Sooner or later everything has to be learned. Ready not to be ready to know, if waiting ready to eat Lucas will not know what happened to his sister." Lexi was very sure of what she was going to do.

"Grandfather leave it all to you" said Philip completely resignedly.

Lexi is sure Lucas will be sad and will also be very disappointed, feel guilty and maybe even he will feel that fate is playing tricks on him, just as Lexi knows this fact all. Lexi is convinced that Lucas can take the best path.

Prihal Elin, angry at Lucas and Lexi, is at risk, but Lexi knows Elin will forgive her mistakes. She's a good girl.

However, sadness came back to Lexi when she found out that Elin was sick that afternoon she had just met.  "Why if it is pain that Elin suffered will not be healed?" inner Lexi with a feeling that seemed to be pinched. Her heart ached knowing all this, wanting Lexi to tell Philip, but she knew that Elin would be furious.

"Where did Lucas himself go? Didn't you come here to discuss this matter?" philip asked, the work had piled up and it was a sign that he would be more busy and busy because there was no Lucas.

"Quickly Lexi will finish, Lexi has now pinned down the clues that lead to me indeed, but Lexi does not want to be rash afraid they are even more slippery."

"Fastly open the case It's Lex, because grandfather wants the grandfather's family back to gather together before grandfather dies," asked Philip with a clear look very fondly.

"Grandpa, take it easy, everyone will try their best, and be quick. Lexi couldn't bear to see Lucas in the bars."

"Yes, that's the reason grandpa isn't ready to see him yet. Lex, can Grandpa ask for help" Philip said, looking at him very differently than Philip used to.

"Grandfather's part no one is watching Jation, but surely he will also be very tight, do you want to temporarily replace Lucas. Later Grandfather will ask Jation (Assistant trust Philip) to teach your work," said Philip with a face of compassion.

"For a while it may be possible, but if for a longer time Lexi can not, because Lexi itself also has a company to run, it still needs Lexi to supervise," Lexi replied, it's actually like that.

"Grandfather knows, later grandfather will also ask Eric and Darya to help you, and later he will be guided by Jation, if Eric and Darya can be removed you can leave him." Philip outlined his desire.

"Well Lexi's gonna do what Grandpa wants. So when did Lexi come to Grandpa's office" Lexi replied.

"I'll call Jation, he'll call you later."

After Lexi and Philip told me especially about Lucas and Elin. Lexi is not currently curious why Elin is here, which she is currently preparing is how she will tell this fact to Lucas.

Then how will be Lucas' regret. That's what's been troubling Lexi's mind.

*****

"Cold....It's cold..." Elin woke up from her sleep, while her body was shivering, just before going to bed she felt a very unusual nausea and suddenly she was soundly asleep, he woke up because of his cheerful body.

Elin's hand pulled the blanket to cover her body until her neck was not visible, she actually felt her body shivering unusually, but strangely allowed her to sweat profusely.

"What is really going on with this body, O Lord," said Elin, staring at the ceiling of her beautiful room.

His mind returned to his prayers and several times his words during this time who wanted death to pick him up.

"Is it possible that God will also grant this prayer so that I may not meet my twin sodara?" Elin continued to speak alone. Once when he was a child he often asked his papa why he had no sodara to play with.

Elin wanted to play with his soul. In fact, he was very curious to know what it was like to have sodara to play with, but at this time Elin did not want to have sodara, she wanted to remain a child.

After the coldness in his body was gone Elin got up and took the book that was on the table, and took out a pen.

The feeling that stuck inside him he poured on the white paper.

"Maybe these writings may bear witness to my life's journey." Elin began writing from a young boy and lived in the village, from him who was always delivered to school and picked up by the papah, on foot, on foot, and will be gedong by Eric when Elin feels the cape.

Without feeling his tears fall, and his crying gets louder when he remembers those moments, how great his love for the papah, and vice versa the love of the father can not be doubted.

"Then what would happen if God granted my prayer to return to Him, would Papah be sad? Ah no Papah can still hug Lucas, not that he's his son." Elin wiped her tears and continued.

It became a journey of her life into a beautiful story.