Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow Chapter 180
"Leave me!!!! Don't release me from this prison." Lucas asks Lexi out, with a trembling voice and a look of anger.
"You should be punished forever in this prison. But remember you have an appointment with Zakia. On that phone there's Vidio Zakia asking you to come home quickly, he's waiting for your appointment." Arya who suddenly entered made the room feel even colder.
Lucas just looked down and kept his head down without looking at Anya and Lexi, maybe when asked when he felt at the lowest point? The answer is now.
Right now, he is at the bottom. He felt his life was meaningless, his life was lost and there was no good he had done all along.
Lexi herself was silent. He felt the same way too dirty, and too ignorant when in his heart, he wanted Elin to forgive him, and she also wants to take responsibility for what she did where Elin got pregnant for what she did.
Arya took a seat next to Lexi and designed the phone she had left behind. The man who works as a doctor is very sure that Lucas has not seen the vidio that Zakia made for his papa. He who was standing behind the wall of the big room certainly heard what Lexi said. Arya thinks Lucas will be angry with him who keeps Elin a secret, but Arya sees that Lucas seems to understand what is the reason Arya can say that Elin and her papa died.
Arya plays a video video that contains a message from Kia. Lucas also drifted with his guilt. He himself did not know what kind of problem he was in, why he felt everything went awry. Lucas looked at Arya's pity and put down his phone without a word.
"I actually from the beginning met Elin felt different, I felt she was very close to me. That's why I secretly did the DnA test so I could know about your relationship, and everything was missed from that test.
I saw Elin was so traumatized, especially if she heard your name, even the door to her nursery was opened she would be so frightened, she said, and just being left by his papa he'll be afraid that one of you will come.
That's why I told you that Elin is dead, and so is her papa. I just want to protect them, especially from the trauma they're going through. Especially Elin who until this moment she is still very traumatized, even though everything has improved, but in her conscious mind she still refuses to meet you. I know very well how Elin is feeling right now, because I am indeed the one who accompanied Elin to heal."
Because Lexi who has said her honesty so that now Arya also said how heavy the ordeal of Elin at that time. Those who are happy and only carried away with revenge make helpless people become victims.
Lucas, himself back sobbing, his chest tight want him to scream stop do not start the story, but can not. He was also curious about what happened to Elin.
"What is Elin's condition right now? Does he not forgive me?" isak Lucas with a raucous voice, puffy eyes and regret plagued his body.
"Lexi may know Elin's current condition, she has met Elin," said Arya, her gaze shifted to Lexi who just sat there, lowered her head and looked once regretful on her face.
Lexi raised her face when Arya mentioned her name. "Gue can't say he's okay. Elin's condition is bad, "lexi answered briefly that's what she knows, from health, and mental.
But there is no denying Lexi there is a sense of pleasure when Elin who is now a little more fierce, than what used to be just resigned and clear. There was a sense of making the ranger if he was getting fiercer like now.
Lucas is still listening to what Lexi and Arya have to say. "It looks like I shouldn't have come and messed up their happiness. It's enough they are suffering notya now it should be me who is in their position," Lucas replied he really is not Lucas, Arya was surprised, to wonder, what Lucas did this fragile until he cried bitterly.
"I thought at first this was the best idea, but Eric and Aunt Ely were your parents, and you didn't want to be devoted to them. Aunt Ely cannot be lied to, in her subconscious she wants you to be present in their midst. Without you knowing, he often asked me about you. I always say you work and work. She's your mother who wants you to get together" said Arya so that Lucas does not think selfishly and seems to avoid his mistakes.
"Then how should I? I've been very guilty, very guilty of making endless suffering for Elin" Lucas said with a sad face.
"For now I don't have any ideas, but I will try to find ideas. Lexi will help, and if you have any ideas you can express, and we'll find a way together. Don't be rash and don't make the same mistake twice."
Arya still remembers Eric's words, in which she as the parent of Elin as the victim. Angry, disappointed and also wants to ask for justice for his beloved daughter. However, after finding out who did it he with a broken, claustrophobic heart, tries to forgive Lucas. Moreover, Lucas is also his flesh and Elin is also his flesh blood. If anyone is asked the most difficult position is in the position of Eric.
He must be on Elin's side but also not corner Lucas, for there would be no problem without the terrible slander of his grandfather and Tamara.
"I'll follow what you say Arya, I'll follow you" Lucas raced, confidently.
"Well, you have to tell me what I said, because of your suffering behavior, not Elin alone. Om Erik, Papah you he was also very hurt, especially the perpetrator who destroyed his son was his own son. Lucas Weight. But that doesn't mean you have to go and let them be happy. They are your family so you are also obliged to be with them. You have to repair this broken relationship. Don't you want to apologize to Elin, don't you as a big brother want to see your sister happy?"
"I want to see him happy, I want to apologize, and I will sacrifice whatever he is happy for" said Lucas confidently.
"If you don't go, you face all this, don't be a coward who just runs away. And you Lexi, you also have to fix your mistakes. Elin pregnant your child give happiness to them, do not make her depressed again." Arya looked at Lexi with a sharp look.
"What, is Elin pregnant??"
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