Colorless Rainbow
Love Blanket Revenge #Episode 184

Eric and Elin stared at each other, when they saw Darya's face change. They were afraid that if something happened to Darya again, it might be a kind of depression. Eric rubbed Elin's hand so that the pregnant woman would not grieve.

"Mama is just sad, thinking back to Lucas, maybe if there is him our happiness will be more perfect. Mamah wants us to be happy like this and there's Lucas in the middle of our family." raved Darya, with a look down and fingers squeezing each other, and, perhaps the middle-aged woman was also anxious about her son's condition.

The deg!!! Instantly the chewing of Elin stopped his face immediately changed and his appetite immediately disappeared. Eric knows Elin's face changes, and Eric just rubs Elin's hand and gives a code that everything will be fine. Eric believes that what Darya feels is pure kangeya taste to his son.

It can not be denied Eric himself also in a moment like this there is a feeling of longing and want them to get together and tell each other, but Eric can tell it for the sake of his daughter's feelings, but Eric can tell it for the sake of his daughter, unlike Darya, he may forget that Lucas and Elin are involved in tension.

"Well, this is just a little more to spend." Eric tried to shift Darya's focus, especially when the middle-aged man saw there was a flow of clear grains on Darya's cheek, while Elin was down. Eric was wrong in a situation like this.

Darya hurriedly blinked her two eyeballs. The back of his hand wiped away the tears that fell on his cheek. A heated nose as well as an erratic feeling, the middle-aged woman tried to let out a long sigh.

"I'm sorry, dear Mamah, because you're so sad" Darya said as she approached Elin and hugged her sad daughter.

"This is not the fault of Mamah, Elin's fate is bad," said Elin, he was confused to blame who.

Elin stared at the phone that read. It was fortunate that there was an incoming call, so Elin could avoid this tension, slightly relieving her heart.

"Who's Pah?" ask Elin, when Eric's lyrics are who's calling.

"Joe..."Eric hands Elin's phone to his daughter, let Elin pick it up. Darya and Elin again looked calm after the three-year-old boy with his cellotage greeted his aunt and oma.

"Tante, Oma, Kia kangen..." A happy smile is seen from Zakia's face, in contrast to Jiara who still feels tension, especially until the night Arya does not also contact her, she said, and Arya also did not tell what happened at the next police station.

Jiara had guessed confidently, that after she left the police station there was a commotion inside. Arya is angry and disappointed in Jiara.

'Will I tell this matter to Elin and Papah, ' Jiara's inner self he was already unsettled, even to stare at Elin he felt fear.

[Tante, Oma and Opa are also very upset, tomorrow we take time to play in the hospital. Lately busy pity to not have time to play to the hospital,] reply Elin with a feeling of guilt.

Although he hates Lucas a lot, but every time he sees Zakia's face he can't hate her. Elin was very fond of her voice.

[No Aunt, Oma don't go to the hospital, tomorrow Kia can go home. Kia will come home from Mother's baleng,] said Zakia, a happy smile on her face did not stop. This is incredible happiness. Even the little boy had imagined he could walk around without a hose always stuck to his body.

Elin and her parents were very surprised by the surprise Zakia said.

[Jia, is what Kia said right?] Eric took over his phone.

[Betul Pah, today the results of Zakia's overall examination were carried out yesterday, and the doctor said that tomorrow Kia can go home,] Jiara replied, her face is still tense, her face is still tense, afraid that her in-laws and her in-laws would be angry with her over the carelessness of her mouth.

[So where are you going?] ask Eric again. He wanted Jiara and Zakia to live in this house too, but he had not been allowed to stay with his father-in-law. Whether Philip would allow himself to stay here or not.

Jiara seems silent for a moment, [It seems to be Pah's apartment,] Jiara replies with a sad look on her face, when she has to take care of her daughter, his father, who is still physically ill, still has not returned. Even for now Jiara herself is not allowed to visit her papa, it is because the condition of Bima whose thinking power back often angry. For treatment alone must be in a special room and isolated only certain people who can enter the room.

[Later Kia will play with Auntie and also Oma, and Opa every hali,] Oceh Jiara who seems very enthusiastic.

Elin was also happy, but Jiara seemed increasingly unwell, in her heart was still having how if Elin to know that the secret that Arya said do not let Lucas know, even the same himself was leaked.

They continued their chatter, and Zakia was very enthusiastic and happy when they were going to live with her family. He should not be sad because he lives in an apartment that will be deserted because there is no theme.

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Lucas looked lethargic, especially after his two friends left. Now he is locked in iron bars, not only the sadness that he felt, but Arya's advice was really piercing his heart. He had never thought so far, that he would be punished by what he had done so far.

"Elins... Why should she be my twin. Why isn't he just an actor's son" Lucas murmured, his heart ached when he had to know this fact. The woman he really hated turned out her twin sodara lived one womb at the same time.

"What should I do to make him forgive me? Is there a cruelest sodara in the world besides me?" Lucas tonight really has no appetite, he doesn't even want to eat one mouthful. He punishes himself with what he has done. Perhaps the man thought that if he protested against her body Elin and her family would forgive.

"Why should there be such slander. Why should I be slandered. Why must the woman (Tamara) die first, if the woman had not died maybe I would have killed the woman with my own hands," said Lucas, he still remembered every word Arya said.  Although Philip also spread fake news, but there could not be any of these stories without Tamara.

Lucas continued to lament his fate, the fate of Elin, papah and also mamihnya. Why when my family gathers and gets happy I destroy it. Lucas held his chest to the left. It hurt a lot when he remembered what he had done to Elin.

Not only was his chest suddenly painful, his head was also pulsating perfectly as he tried to remember what happened that night, Elin's cry, the scream from Elin's tiny lips, the look in his eyes, and Elin's plea for mercy, from Lucas to bring it to life. The man was confused as to why he could be so upset and so angry when he heard Elin's words that night. He should have had an inner bond with Elin.

"Even I don't know what an inner bond is" Lucas said, the more he remembered that all his heart was getting sick, he could only sit pensively staring into another prisoner who had fallen asleep. While Lucas let go of sleep just trying to close his eyes, the night shadow of the incident flashed back in his memory.

"What is this like that that Elin used to feel, it feels like to just sleep scared. If this is karma, I'm sincere God, I'm really sincere," said Lucas in a hoarse voice, since he was silent his throat was very painful as if he was eating kedongdong seeds.

"I have long imagined that one day I had a full family, the affection of Papah and a Mamih, but why when that day came I was punished with my mistakes. Do You not allow me to be happy God" cried Lucas in his bath.

Seconds changed minutes, minutes changed hours Lucas did not close his eyes at all. The cape? Well, his body actually cape with what he did was just contemplating the mistake, but he also could not do what every time he wanted to rest and close his eyes, the sound of Elin's crying sounded.

"Elin, I hope one day you can forgive me. I will make up for all my mistakes. I'll make up for everything I've done with you" Lucas raced.

"For Papah. Pah pardon Lucas, surely Papah is very disappointed in Lucas. Papah must be very disappointed with Lucas because Lucas should be able to protect Elin, but Lucas destroyed Elin. Forgive Lucas, Pah. If God had allowed us to meet I'd like to feel Papah's embrace" Lucas said, without feeling his eyes warm, and a clear grain dripping down his cheek.

For a long time he dreamed how it feels to have papah and embraced by the figure of papah but in the moment of his dream realized there is a papah who may also want to embrace him must be hindered by his fatal mistake.

"Even I imagine your faces are so scared. You were too good until this very moment, but why did I become the most evil human for you. Mum must be disappointed in me." Lucas himself imagined how his grandfather was doing at this time. Angry, disappointed, but also that pity that Lucas feels right now.

"Elin, Papah, and Mamih. Please forgive Lucas. Law Lucas as you please but after this Lucas hopes you can forgive this cruel child."

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