Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow #Episode 190

"Who said that?" Eric and Darya who had just come straight into the room, where there was Lexi who was arguing with Lucas.

A sudden voice made Lucas san Lexi lift her face together. Lexi who already knew Eric immediately shook hands not to forget also to Darya. Unlike Lexi who immediately gave greetings to the two Elin masters, Lucas was actually pensive, his eyes staring blankly at Mamih and his Papah.

The man who had not been so understanding with Eric had only noticed the middle-aged man who was still handsome and also dashing. It even feels more handsome Eric than him, especially at this time Lucas' appearance is very concerned.

"Please sit down, Auntie." Lexi gave her seat to Eric and Darya.

"Where are you going?" eric asked when he knew Lexi was going outside. Lexi stopped her steps.

"Lexi just wait outside Om, please tell me. Lexi can be later," Lexi replied kindly. It makes Eric unsuspecting that the Lexi he knows is the same Lexi he raped his daughter.

"You're here, Om has something to ask you." Eric patted the chair not far from where Eric was sitting.

Lexi's heart was pumping more and more, she felt as if she was about to be judged by the court. His body immediately heated up, his stomach immediately felt uncomfortable, and sweat went straight outside.

Lucas himself was like a possessed man, not saying a word, he really paid attention to what he saw. His heart was warm and cozy, but there was a sense of obstruction, less comfort.

"Erlan..why did Mamih's son become like this." Darya held Lucas' hand warmly. The man immediately wept bitterly, and kissed the hand of the woman who had given birth warmly.

"I'm sorry Lucas. Lucas's law is equivalent to what Lucas did. Lucas is the most ungodly boy, and Lucas is the sodara who has caused Lucas' younger brother to suffer. Mih, tell Lucas what to do?" racau Lucas, no matter he becomes the most whiny man, all he wants to do is make amends for what he has done. He was wrong and had to be punished. That's what Lucas thought.

Darya was just sobbing like Lucas. He could not say anything, what was in his heart was that he wanted to gather with his children. Hugging her two daughters, with no other feelings. Even though the middle-aged woman knew very well her wishes were very difficult to realize.

Maybe it seems selfish, because it's a sign Darya does not think about the feelings of Elin, but as a mother, her happiness is to be able to hug her children without distinguishing a bit.

Lexi beside Eric could only bow, even though this was a matter for the Lucas family, but Lexi could feel the sadness in her heart.

"Father..." Lucas's voice, managed to make Eric's heart rippled violently.The middle-aged man raised his previously lowered face. The smile of his sad face was painted, although it looked forced, but managed to make Lucas happy.

"Broth... Why destiny toyed with Lucas is so great. Why does Lucas know Papah? Why after Lucas messed up, we just got found out. Lucas' shame, still getting Lucas to be a part of your family?"

A heavy, vibrating voice claimed that Lucas was deeply sorry for what he was going through. Regretting what he has done.

Eric rubs the back of Darya's hand, which is currently still holding Lucas' hand on the table. A faint smile with teary eyes suggested that Eric was also ill with this fate. Wanna mad? But he cannot be angry at fate. The middle-aged man always believed that God's destiny would be hard in the beginning, but Eric knew that God had chosen Destiny the best for his servant.

There will be rainbows after the storm. Angry and disappointed, there must be, but there is no need to punish him, because it will only make his heart will not calm down and just waste time and energy.

"Zakia's condition is fine, as are Elin and Jiara, Grandpa is no less healthy. Go home!! Your punishment is over, now is the time for you to correct your mistake. Papah wants you to take responsibility for what you've done instead of hiding what you've done." Eric rubbed his son's shoulders, though a little he had to stand because of the obstructed table before them.

However, his guess was wrong, Eric spoke softly, making the man increasingly punished with regret.

Lexi beside Eric could only look down occasionally on the back of her hand rubbing the clear grains that forced her out from the corner of her eye.

After feeling a little calm Lucas. Now Eric was looking at Lexi who was still down. For a long time the middle-aged man wanted to ask what he suspected. His heart is not yet calm if it does not know who the father of the baby Elin was born with. It's a good opportunity to ask the truth about what happened to his daughter.

"Lex, is there something you want to tell us?" eric asked who had seen Lexi's hands clinging to each other, like someone hiding something.

Lexi raised her face to look at Eric deeply, and alternately looked at Darya who was still down and Lucas who was both still down. Lexi nodded her head weakly.

Istigfar's words had been heard from Eric's aunt, even though Lexi had not told him, but the middle-aged man seemed to know what Lexi was going to say.

"I'm sorry Om, I'm sorry, and I really want to take responsibility for what I've done, but Mr. Philip asks me not to be responsible to Elin for fear that it will only make Elin depressed." Lexi's been who for all the consequences whatever she might get for her confession.

Eric took many deep breaths and exhaled slowly, hoping that what he did would reduce the tightness in his chest. It felt very claustrophobic when he learned the facts that had happened between them.

Eric's lips continued to recite the readings to reduce the emotions in his heart. Darya had been speechless since then, the middle-aged woman had already resigned to what happened to her. He was speechless again because today's surprise was already so overwhelming.

Although both Eric and Darya have prepared that this is definitely the case. The only answer is to forgive or not, but in fact it is not that easy, his heart and feelings are not as easy as in his shadow, tightness, anger, disappointment, sadness into one.

"Have you ever met Elin?" eric asked, even though he first saw Lexi at Philip's house coming along with Elin.

Lexi nodded confidently. "Lexi already knows what happened to Elin," Lexi replied with a feeling of guilt.

"Do you feel guilty? And what you want to do to make up for all the mistakes you've done to our daughter. Until he experienced the trauma, endless sadness, and the shadow of fear that haunted our daughter all the time? "

Eric spoke with emphasis, disappointed that had reached the limit, until he himself was confused whether they would forgive Lexi or not. But Eric knows. Lexi couldn't have abused Elin without Lucas' permission and orders. If only Lucas could forgive why not Lexi? That's what Eric's thinking has been about ever since.

Lexi nodded weakly. "If I had been given one chance to correct that mistake, I would have made sure not to waste it. I will make good use of that one chance" Lexi said with a face that showed regret.

Eric took a deep breath, and looked at Lucas and his wife Darya who knew the meaning of tapan Eric was just silent can not say anything, all the decisions he left to Eric.

"Om can't decide this, because of your problem, only Elin can determine it. You guys talk about it all right, and whatever Elin's decision is. Om would appreciate. Even if she chooses to raise your child alone, Om will support her every decision. Unlike the Lucas problem because he is the son of Om, there is a share of Om as a parent uniting our children so that Om and Aunt will always accompany. If it's your business to talk to Elin yourself."

Lie, if Eric is not angry with Lexi, he is angry, upset and disappointed, even all the flavors become one. But Eric who always involves God always be calm even though it hurts, he believes that there is happiness at the end of the tribulation.

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