Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow #Episode 228

After the nurse left, and now Elin is back alone with Lexi. The man who had long wanted to convey his good intentions began to walk to the patient's bed and sit where he used to sit, especially when Elin sleeps is the right moment to sit in a chair beside the bed because indeed he will find a sense of calm that he had never felt before.

"Came on..." Lexi called out to Elin in a soft voice. Elin immediately raised her face to look at Lexi, with a sweet smile. As if with a smile Elin asked Lexi to immediately say what her intentions were, because the woman knew very well that Lexi was wanting to talk to her.

"By the way about Eril, I want to make amends for me by marrying you, are you willing, giving me the opportunity to be a husband as well as a father to Eril. I promise to show you like a queen. I am so sorry for making you suffer, and despicable. I want to make amends for all that" Lexi said with red eyes, indicating that the man was very sorry, and sincere in his words.

Elin immediately turned her gaze in another direction, staring blankly out the window. "Have you tried to talk to Papah before?" elin asked, still in the sight he had thrown away.

Lexi nodded. " Sudan, and Om Eric said, that I should ask you myself, for this concerns the future of you and Eril. Then as soon as I find this opportunity I want to ask you directly."

For a moment Elin was silent, trying to compose a word, and Lexi gave time to Elin to think. Because for sure for Elin a lot of scales that he must think. Lexi didn't want to be pushy, because it wasn't a quick decision. Marry for a lifetime so do not let you choose a decision.

"I promise, I will correct my bad nature, and I also want to make up for all my mistakes, wanting to make up for your hard times with happiness. Let me make you happy. I promise I won't make you cry, except happy crying," Lexi said in a trembling voice, from a trembling voice that she was actually a good man, and regretted all his mistakes.

This time the woman turned her eyes to look at Lexi. "It feels too bad that I don't allow you to right your wrongs, whereas Lucas alone is the one I'm most hurt to forgive, and I give you the opportunity to correct his mistakes and then you don't, it's too bad that I didn't give you a chance while Brother Jiara could forget all Lucas' faults, even though he's worse off than me and Eril," elin replied in a soft voice and this time looked at Lexi with a serious look.

Lexi developed her spirit smile. "Do you allow me to correct all my mistakes?" ask Lexi to reassure her what Elin said.

"Eril, she grew up needing the support of her papa, and also her mother. I think it would be better if we raised Eril together. He needs the support of his two parents" said Elin confidently, in fact, this matter has been far away he thought. Even Elin was discouraged when Lexi did not also convey her desire to correct the mistakes that men have made, even though Elin wanted to hear the words. However, it turns out Lexi needs the right time, and Elin can again understand it. Moreover, being Lexi who was trying to improve herself, must have been a lot of consideration.

Lexi's eyes widened perfectly when she heard Elin's reply. For a moment even the man was unmoved to actually digest what Elin said. Lexi didn't want to be big-headed, and was immediately proud. It is precisely with Elin willing to marry herself that Lexi is being tested, will she be able to keep her promises and be able to make Elin and Eril happy. This is good news and a tough task. Karen maintaining wholeness and staying happy is actually a very tough test.

"Elin..are you serious, and that's a sign that you're giving me a chance to correct my mistake." Lexi even moved from her seat to reassure what she heard was a sign that her desire to marry Elin was achieved. Well, even without Elin explaining it again Lexi was convinced that what she heard was indeed an answer she wanted.

Elin nodded with a faint smile. "With the record you will really make us happy, and will no longer make the same mistake" said E;in in earnest.

Lexi pranced straight away. "Yes... Yess... Thank you Elin for the opportunity you gave me."

"I've been thinking about all this so far, I've been thinking about my family too, and I'm slowly going to improve my relationship with my family, and I'm going to introduce you to them" Lexi replied confidently. Indeed Lexi herself, which she feared, was the rejection of her family later.

Moreover, the man went to this country, leaving behind a problem with Mily, to imagine the anger of his family alone Lexi did not dare, because it would definitely be very heavy.

"Well, may you not renege on your promise, for now your promise is only spoken before me not in front of my parents." Elin was challenging Lexi.

"I will promise you, your parents, and God" Lexi replied with a triumphant smile. Well, Lexi must try to understand Elin and her baby. A good man is one who learns from his mistakes.

"Truely said Elin, getting married is not just s*k other needs must also be sufficient, even though economically we are not a problem, the problem is not, but the attention and the timing of it will be the calculation for the wedding preparations, "inner Lexi, she should really think about that. Thinking long-term is not just delicious, but getting married is a lot of bad, and just a little bit of good, the rest will be a lot of testing, and Elin should be ready for it.

"Oh yes, another one you should prepare. You also have to learn about the religion of Islam, and Adhan and Iqamah, prayer and njai, as well as prayers and also short letters. Because Papah is a religious person he must have longed for a daughter-in-law who could take his daughter to his heaven" Elin added, although Elin was sure it would be a tough problem for Lexi.

This time Lexi was completely silent and thought hard. "Well that's what I haven't been able to do, and I honestly thought about it and tried to explore Islam, but I think I should find an ustadz" Lexi said in a weak voice.

"Well, if it's necessary why not. There's still a chance to learn it" Elin replied in support of Lexi.

"But, if you just learned to pay at the age of me who was already above the head of three is not ashamed," said Lexi, with a bitter laugh.

"Why should be ashamed, is it better to be late than not. Just like you. Not that you are also sorry and want to correct your mistakes, it can be said late, but you still do it, rather than not at all right? Then the difference with deepening religion what is the difference? There is no late word for those who want to repent. God loves his repentant servant rather than he who only piles up sins."

"Thank you Elin, you always provide shade for me" Lexi said confidently, and Elin nodded strongly.

"Because you will be my priest and also Eril, I once dreamed of having a small family, and worshiping with the priest and I with my son became makmum and we lived in simplicity but remained happy. I believe you can make my dreams come true" said Elin seriously, of course by accident Elin gave encouragement to Lexi to be more eager to learn.

Science is nothing, want big, small, old, young, rich, poor, the name of learning there are no limits and there is no fatigue. Keep learning until we can achieve what we dream of.