Colorless Rainbow
Colorless Rainbow chapter 236

Elin looked at Lucas intently, she wanted to get angry and avenge everything the man had ever done. "If I could punish you, I might have done it, and if I could have done it I would have done it a long time ago, but if I had done it, there would have been many people who would have been hurt because of my fear, especially Mamah and Papah, for you are also their son and I am their son. They want us to get along, so I have to grant them what they want, too" Elin replied wisely, making Lucas feel even more guilty. He felt haunted by his old feelings, he himself never wanted to listen to the words of others.

The man never listens to what others say and continues to believe that Elin is a tool to make him revenge. Lucas hugged Elin's body, which was much smaller than his.

"I'm sorry..." Lucas immediately fell at Elin's feet, so Elin for a moment flinkered not to believe for sure why men who used to be very fierce now very different.

"Wake Lucas. You don't have to do that because I won't forgive you if you're like this. I don't like soft men I want you to prove that you've regretted all of this with your actions, I want you to prove that you're a responsible man, and loving like sodara who once lived one womb and also we from still being embryos have also shared food and places are not feasible if we remain in endless debate." Elin asks Lucas to sit down.

Lucas looked at Elin completely every word Elin did not judge, but it was painful to remember that they had indeed shared food and one place in the same.

"What do I have to do to forgive me?" asked Lucas again, this time in a quieter voice.

Elin could only reply with her best smile. "You have proven enough that you are a changed man, dear to those who love you, don't do anything about your own selfishness remember there are still parents who really hope that their children get along again." Elin continued to advise Lucas, who this time looked very sweet.

Lucas himself was just quiet enough to listen to what Elin said, he really became a very sweet man by listening to what his twin brother said.

Long enough Elin and Lucas talk to each other especially Lucas who continues to be advised by Elin. Until they hug each other and Lucas grabs Elin's small palm.

"Why are your hands so small, and your body too small for me to hug" Lucas licked as he played Elin's hand, which was probably half his palm.

"Hist, you won't know how tough our lives used to be. Papah fate is not as lucky as Mamah who can support you properly, provide good food and also bergisi, while we can eat with fullness and a day up to three times it is very special. I know how hard Papah struggles to keep living me and also provide the best education for me. Not being hungry and living full of love and affection had made me very happy, until the dark night came, and changed everything, but there was something I was obliged to be grateful for from the night of the incident." Elin paused his words for a moment.

"Say what are you grateful for that night?" asked Lucas impatiently, and of course the heart that was slashed with pain when he knew the struggle of papah and his twin sodara was difficult.

"Arya, I can meet Arya, who I might be able to call my helper god. If there wasn't him maybe I wouldn't be in this world, maybe I'd be dead, and also if there's no Arya maybe I'll never know if I still have Mamah whose condition is very concerning, maybe if it wasn't for Arya, maybe, I didn't know if I had a really bad Grandpa, if there wasn't an Arya, my face would still be deformed for life, if there wasn't an Arya I would never know that would almost kill me, and making me despicable and physically disabled is my twin. Arya is the key to all of this. I am so grateful to have met Arya. If I may have, I want Arya to be my twin brother, but His plan is not to be guessed. The person I hate is my twin. What can I do? Except accept this fate."

"Well, Arya and Lexi said several times that I should investigate first, but I don't know the nature of me who always wants to win alone and also I who always think right never want to know the input of others. To me, nothing is true other than grandfather who knows all the stories of Mamih's past. I couldn't do much because Mamih herself couldn't ask for an explanation with her past because of Mamih's severe condition at the time" Lucas said. Well, if there was a time-trailing machine, the man would have asked for it to be repeated and he could fix it. However, what power there is nothing he can do other than surrender, and correct his misalignment as his papa said.

Elin looked at Lucas. "I wonder why Papah who is so good can have a child like you. You should be ashamed to have a very good papah like Eric's papah, but have a very annoying child like you. Or maybe Arya it's the DnA test time you have no mistake," replied Elin with half a joke.

Lucas was also very sour. "I wonder why I am so good at it. What you say is true Elin I was embarrassed to meet Papah because it turned out Papah was very good and also very attentive. I was even very embarrassed when Papah was not angry with me, but instead gave me very useful advice. Just this time I was rebuked in a very soapy way, while my mistake was very big."

"It is good Papah, I am very grateful because at that time the one who took care of me was Papah so that I did not lack affection. I really get a lot of love. Although I-I admit Papah was unlucky in terms of material, but I was lucky in terms of affection I did not lack the slightest goods," said Elin proudly because he had a papah as good as Eric.

"Well, should I envy you?" lucas asked, his heart was very sick when Elin told him about love while he was a person who was a body without affection. Grandpa subuk with his business and also a depressed birth mother. He was raised only by his servants.

"What do you elicit from us who have nothing" Elin casually replied.

"Love, I don't face affection. My life is indeed very prosperous but in terms of affection and attention I am far from enough, I lack attention, and also affection. So that I do always as I please, looking for my world out there I enjoy it indeed but make my heart empty and hard to touch," Lucas replied with eyes again condensing.

His heart ached as he filled the times he had gone through so hard. The material disposes of him he can think easily, and does not want to process in difficulty because indeed what he gets is himself who always simplifies his problems with money. Money shuts down all the mistakes Lucas made.

"I think your life has been so perfect that I also feel envious of you, because of the abundant treasures" replied Elin, there was a pity to hear a piece of Lucas' story that went through life the wrong way.

"You don't know how dirty Elin is now if I remember how cruel I was then, and Jiara was one of my depravities. I've always been looking for poor women's targets not yet dirty work. I'm so sorry after so many mistakes I've made."

Elin stared intently at Lucas from toe to head. "I didn't expect that I had such an evil twin."