Colorless Rainbow

Colorless Rainbow
A Warm Hugs Mother


"Erlan... What is Erlan the son of Mamih?" ask his mother while looking at Lucas who just came in. His gaze was very deep as if the tyrannical-looking woman was observing the face of her son.


Lucas hears his mother's voice and searches for Erlan, whom he doesn't know who Erlan is. Lucas immediately hugged his mother's thin body and only this time Lucas felt warmth. "Oh my God, what it's like to be held by a mother, why it feels so warm.


Darya's weak hands stroked Lucas' hair. "Erlan.." shush Darya again. Lucas is increasingly confused as to who Erlan is, but why every mother says Erlan, he thinks he always catches the name of Elin, the woman he hates so much.


"Who is Erlan, is Erlan the name of her husband? Who is Arya Eric? Is that the same guy?" lucas was still in his mother's arms.


"Mam, this is Lucas, Mamih's son. Lucas Philip Mufasa." Lucas emphasized that his full name, which he knew from birth certificates and names during school, may have known the name, the name he gave when his son was born.


However, Darya appears to be frowning, as if she does not recognize Lucas' name. "Mamih, did Mamih forget that Mamih had a son and his name was Lucas," said Lucas still trying to give his mamih memory so that his mamih remembered, well maybe at this time his mother does not remember something but Lucas is sure if trying continuously mamihnya will remember. It's just a test that God gave for sure everything will pass, as Lucas thought.


Darya who tried to get to know the name just seemed to cry hysterically, and again as before Lucas saw his mother just crying and daydreaming. Sisters and doctors arrived, while Lucas retreated regularly, his eyes constantly watching his hysterical mummy, "Wicked, you evil you killed my son. Give me back my son, give me back my husband," raved Darya, which made Lucas' eyes heat up and his eyes kept watching his mamaih. His face was flushed and his eyes were not free from his mamih.


Brukkk.'s sturdy body hit the wall as he continued to retreat unconsciously at the end of the room. His knees were limp for a moment, and he rested with his body allowed to lean against the wall. "What really happened to Mamih, Lord? Why did Mamih say her husband and son were killed? What Mamih experienced without my knowledge God." Lucas grabbed his hair, he thought more and more hauntingly with questions.


"What does Arya say has a point? Has anyone purposely made up stories to have my family destroyed? What happens when I don't know anything. Whatever Mamih had experienced until this kind of depression," lirin Lucas, limp all over her body struck.


"Sir, can we talk alone?"ask the doctor who handled her mamih all this time.


Lucas stared intently, his eyes as if to tear the useless doctor apart. Well, Lucas thought that the doctor was useless, because his mother had been treated for a long time, but not also cured, his mother did not also get progress, even Lucas saw the condition of his birth mother declining. It made him even more upset with the three doctors who were paid dearly by his grandfather but seemed to be of no use. "What are you guys working on? Until Mamih has been treated for how many years but the condition is getting worse?" lucas asked, his eyes still killing with his red eyes, his voice heavy and firm, signifying how disappointed Lucas was with the performance of the doctor who handled his mamih.


Though this is the arrival of Lucas who may be a little long, usually he comes in a hurry and leaves in a hurry, even for one year he comes can be counted with a count of fingers. While Mr. Philip and his wife are also almost never willing to care about the development of his daughter, or even they have responded that Darya's only child has died, so to ask the development of his daughter alone almost never.


"I'm sorry that our work has not been able to make such a big change. We have to talk, Sir, it's about your Mamih mental health, all this time we have been difficult to communicate with you or Mr. Philip, so we are confused to make a decision on Nyonyah Darya, because the one who has authority over the handling decision regarding Nyonyah is Ana or Mr. Philip. If both are difficult we contact we can do nothing but take care of Nonyah Darya," said the doctor in a polite voice.


"Can my room sir!" said the doctor while sticking out his right hand, so that Lucas woke up from his seat, and followed him to the doctor's office.


Lucas snorted lazily, but no doubt, he also followed the doctor where he would give a report about his mamih, while Darya, he was calmed again with a sedative. As the woman continues to roar, mocking things that don't know what she means, Darya is also often tied hands, as she often injures her body. Well in the body of the middle-aged woman there are many wounds caused by herself, where she wants to end her life. The woman wanted to catch up with her son and husband, then who was the child and her husband she meant, who was dead?


"Please sit, sir," the doctor again reached out his hand to ask Lucas to sit down, and he would explain what happened to his mother.


"Say what you want to say!" lucas said, in a jutex and cold tone.


"Actually I just want to suggest that your Mamih be treated in a mental hospital, because it is there.(.Doctor's words cut off)


"Are you no longer able to take care of my mother?" lucas immediately cut the doctor's speech, without waiting to be finished and heard the reason the doctor suggested to bring Darya to the mental hospital.


"Not Mister, but as long as you are treated in your private home, Mrs Darya just seems to be getting worse mentally, maybe if treated in a mental hospital she will have little change. There is no harm if you try. All for the good of your mother. As long as I've cared for your Mother for over ten years, we haven't found any meaningful change. We have to find another way that might give results for the development of the recovery of Nyonyah Darya." The doctor gave the reason why he proposed that Darya be treated in a mental hospital.


"I'll consider your proposal" Lucas answered tightly.


"Nyoyah Darya also recently mentioned the name Erlan. Do you know anyone named Erlan? Maybe if you know it can help to heal your Mamih. He also raved that the husband was killed, what you know with the child and her husband. Previously as long as we felt your Mamih just this time Nyoyah Darya concocted such a thing. I don't know if that's what he remembers and it happened. Or it's just his subconscious fear" explained Doctor, who managed to make Lucas think again.


Lucas now feels regret where his age has never cared for his mother. Where he always felt that his mother had gotten the best treatment. With money his grandfather has taken care of all the needs and care of his mother. But only then did Lucas realize that his life suffered greatly, where he had children but did not know what happened to his mother.


"I'm sorry Lucas Mih, Lucas is already evil as Mamih," Lucas thought sadly.