Colorless Rainbow
Praying for each other
"That boss of Jiara the doctor was referring to was Lucas?" guess Elin, although Arya did not say it directly, but it can be concluded that Lucas is a patient who is next to his room.
The man dressed in a short shirt who was sitting next to Elin could not dodge anymore. Arya nodded, in response yes to Elin's question.
"You take it easy Lucas doesn't know you're in this hospital, and Lucas also believes that you and your father are dead" Arya said as her hand stroked Elin's back. It was as if he was saying that everything would be fine.
Her lips were sour. "How did Lucas react? Would it be nice to hear the news that I'm dead? He must be happy that his goal was achieved. How much he hates us, when we have never done anything and the reason for his revenge has not been proven true, but he already hates us so much" said Elin, smiling wryly, describing how disappointed the woman was in a man who claimed to be a step-sodara.
"I can't tell you what the original reaction was, but for now it seems like he's happy, but doesn't know with his heart the truth. Jiara and I plan to close your identity where later your face will change and notya Lucas also does not really recognize the face of your papah so even if you meet he will not recognize you, because to her knowledge you and Eric are no longer in this world." Arya explains in more detail to her plan.
"But if I would be able to behave normally if I met him, while just hearing his name I was afraid," said Elin, said, maybe for some people who have not felt directly how he fears will consider it easy, and will advise him in this way and like that to be able to escape from this trauma, he said, but for Elin, who feels firsthand the fear, it will be difficult to eliminate the trauma of kidnapping and rape. Even though Lucas did not recognize him. Surely his subconscious will still feel fear when meeting with Lucas and Lexi.
"Slow down well, I don't know how you're afraid of Lucas, but if you do it slowly hopefully you'll be able to be casual."
Just like Elin, Arya was confused when she wanted to give advice, because the level of fear and anxiety of people vary so that Arya can only provide encouragement and confidence that Elin can certainly do everything. Everything takes time and cannot succeed at once.
"Elin will try, but not mean Elin will forgive the mistakes of the two wretched men, still to death it feels sorry Elin will never do, because they were monsters that Elin would not be able to forgive," Elin said, her face flushed red indicating that she was indeed holding back her emotions.
"Who is Ndok? Why not forgive if someone comes to apologize" asked Eric, when he entered his daughter's room as usual two hands carrying a bag of food, which the neighbors gave to Elin. Well, the neighbors where Elin lived still often left food for Elin and Eric when Eric came home to cook, the food his daughter wanted, he said, for more than a week Elin was hospitalized causing Elin to get bored especially with the food menu, so without realizing her body is getting thinner.
Elin and Arya stared at the door, "That's Pah, the same bad guys Elin had made like this. Aryan's doctor asked what if the men came to see Elin and apologized? And Elin told Aryan doctors that Elin would never forgive him, even to death" Elin said.
Eric also seems to agree with Elin's plan that does not want to forgive the criminals. The middle-aged man gave no response just replying with a meaningless smile. Perhaps the middle-aged man also agreed with what Elin said. Until then he will never forgive the criminals who have harmed his daughter.
"Udah eat first, do not think of those people. Papah believes God never sleeps, and God must also reciprocate what that person did to you, and hopefully they feel more than you feel, may they be punished with unmitigated regrets. Until life they feel meaningless in this world." Eric prepared the food on the table, and did not forget the beak man also separated some of the cuisine for Jiara who had visited to get acquainted with Elin.
"Who's Pah for?" elin asked, but the girl had already guessed that her papa must have separated the food for the attendant in front, but how come there were two places?
"One Papah wants to give love to the officer who always Papah bothers to take care of you, and the one for Aryan doctor friends who have been here, let them feel the food of papah cuisine, too," reply Eric while preparing to go deliver his processed food.
Eric passed by carrying two places one for the guard in front of Elin's room and one for the neighbor who was next to her daughter's room where she was her son as well.
Eric knocked and said his greetings before entering the next room.
"I'll open the door first." Jiara who was involved in a serious chat with Lucas also said goodbye to open the door where there was someone who knocked on her and said hello.
Both of Jiara's eyes widened when she knew who was knocking on her boss's door. The hijab-wearing woman was afraid that Lucas would recognize the man standing at the door.
"Sorry if Om ngegganggu, this was Om deliberately cooked a lot, if it is pleasing Mba Jiara would like to taste Om's cuisine." Erik offered a place of food containing dishes that he processed with his own hands, hoping to be liked by Jiara and her boss.
"Who's Ji, why aren't you asking to come in?" lucas asked who heard a familiar voice, and his voice could lift a blaze of resentment in his chest.
"Ah, this is Mas next door patient, love us food," replied Jiara still at the door with Eric as well. Just like Lucas's feelings, Eric also felt familiar with Lucas' voice.
"Get Ji in" Lucas replied from inside.
"No need son, Om wants to go back to the child's room Om, because he is afraid he needs something. May you hurry up, son," Eric replied, subtly rejecting Lucas' offer to get him in there.
"Thank you for the prayer and also for the meal, may your child also recover quickly," Lucas replied again. Jiara can only be quiet where there are children and papah do not know each other, and strangely they pray for each other. "Do you know that what you have prayed for is a hostile person," Jiara's face was still lowered, and Eric returned to Elin's room.
"Where has Pah been given?" elin asked, Elin had not eaten since, for fear that Lucas refused the food he gave.
"It's been..There are greetings from the patient next door, he said hopefully healed." Eric conveys a greeting from Lucas where the man is an enemy of his daughter as well as the son of his papa.
Elin did not respond to Lucas' greetings, but the girl focused on her meal instead. Eric also said his daughter may have been too hungry so he did not have time to return greetings from patients next door.