Colorless Rainbow
PWT # Episode 87's

After spending almost five hours traveling, Jiara arrived at her hiding place first, as well as where she calmed down. After paying the taxi, the hooded woman got down from inside the taxi and stepped in with a feeling of uncertainty.

"After arriving at the cottage environment why do I want to return to Jakarta." Inwardly he does not know with his own feelings. Jiara didn't even have a reason why she could want to meet that child, the son of the evil boy.

"Sister Jia..." The santriwati who know Jiara welcomed the arrival of Jiara who had been pensive before further stepping into the neighborhood boarding school located in a village that is not too crowded, but the santri and santriwati come from various regions.

Jiara continued her steps to approach the santriwati who greeted her. His lips were forcefully smiling and greeting them one by one. Although Jiara used to come to that place pregnant and sinful, but not from them excommunicating Jiara, they were kind and respectful Jiara, especially after they know that Jiara is the victim of rape and also the previously non-Muslim Jiara religion, they guide Jiara very well, and are very patient. Actually Jiara was very comfortable in this place, only she also wanted to take care of her sick papa.

"Sister Jia how are you, we're all really kangen the same big brother?" ask one of the santriwati who is quite close to Jiara.

"Alhamdulillah Brother is good, and Brother came here to meet Ambu, now Ambu is there right?" asked Jiara while returning a hug from the santri. More and more welcomed Jiara's arrival.

"Mother? Ambu has not been home from the hospital for almost a month, Zakia (Name of the son of Jiara) is sick, and is being treated in a hospital in the next city, and Ambu is looking after him, and sometimes alternating with Ambu Nori (Adik Pesantren Owner).

Tub in a lightning bolt in broad daylight. Jiara suddenly almost fell down from suffocation hearing this news. Fortunately there are santri who are ready to help Jiara to hold her body so that Jiara does not fall down in the pesantren yard.

"What are you saying right?" jiara asked with heated eyes and a clear membrane of tears as if it was going to break and flow, wetting her cheeks.

"Silver can ask Abah, Abah is currently at home or the same Umi is also in the house of Ambu," replied one of the students.

With a limp body, Jiara tried to get up and will visit the house of the owner of the boarding school, want to ask the news that previously santriwati had said, that Zakia, Zakia, his daughter has been ill for nearly a month in hospital.

"What is Kia sick about? Why did Kia not heal for so long. What if my conscience wants to see the child, because this is a sign that the child wants to be looked at by the woman who has given birth, but does not admit it." Jiara kept muttering suddenly to her daughter's mind.

"Assalamot." Jiara somehow knocked on the door of the house that is not luxurious, but quite comfortable to live in, even the house of the owner of the boarding school is still made of woven bamboo, but still quite comfortable, but it was always clean and comfortable for them to stay.

"Jia, find who?" ask Ambu Nori, whose house is close together.

Jiara looked at the source of the voice. "Oh, Jia is looking for Abah but it's like an empty house?" ask Jiara back as she walks towards Ambu Nori and shakes hands with Tazim.

"There is some business outside, maybe an afternoon or even a night. What's the matter if Ambu can find out?"

Jiara just looked down. "Ambu, Jia hear if Zakia is currently sick?" jiara asked with a low look.

"Do I still deserve to worry about Kia?" inner Jiara, she felt very inappropriate if she had to worry about Zakia. The daughter he hated all this time.

Again, Jiara's body was struck by lightning in the middle of a hole, this time Jiara to droop sitting on the floor of the house Ambu Nori. This is not good news, but it is bad news. "Why do I feel so much pain when I find out that Zakia is seriously ill like this. What is my fault, God, that You have punished me continuously. Why do I seem to be punished without stopping with everything that happens to me," jiara ragged about her cruel life.

"So far from now on what is the condition of Zakia Ambu?" jiara asked in a very soft voice. The woman realized her desire to come here was her son who was confused with her, and seemed to describe that she was currently in need of the support of the woman who had given her life.

"Zakia condition is still the same as the first time in treatment, has not undergone many changes. Jia you try to go to Kia, she needs you as her mother, maybe with your presence Zakia will be healed. He's a good kid, but he's sick and he must be uncomfortable, but Zakia's not fussy he's a good kid. Try to start accepting the child. Zakia must be sad that the mother who gave birth to her would not acknowledge her as her child. Jia, no child is born by mistake and an illegitimate child. Kia is not an illegitimate child and he is a holy child, lest you regret it after everything is not there," said Ambu Nori trying to advise Jiara so that she can accept Kia and take care of her together.

Maybe this is not the first advice he gave, since long ago many advised Jiara, but Jiara could not accept Zakia because of her eyes. Which Jiara thinks is the same as the villain.

Therefore than Jiara hurt her child, so Ambu take care of her care.

Indeed, everyone knows how Jiara did not want the child, it was because of Jiara's pregnancy because of the rape victim.

Ambu Nori was a little relieved to see from Jiara's cries that she seemed to be aware of her mistake, and would probably snort out her advice on where to accept Kia, she said, and so on Kia herself will be eager to fight to recover from her pain.

"Zakia was treated at the hospital what Ambu, let Jia follow Zakia," said Jiara there is no point if she had to hate her son constantly. Jiara will meet her son and will apologize for hating and planning to kill him.

After pocketing the address of the hospital that treated Zakia, Jiara after saying goodbye, immediately went down the street and from now on she promised to take the time to visit her papa and also Zakia, her little daughter, he said, a very pretty one.

"Do I accept Lucas' offer, I can use the money for Papah and Zakia's treatment" Jiara said.

Jiara had been on public transport long enough to reach the hospital Ambu Nori mentioned. Perhaps this was the third public transport he had travelled to the hospital treating Zakia. Jiara's feelings became more uncertain when she saw a reading that showed that Jiara would soon arrive at the hospital.

After asking the receptionist and getting permission to visit the patient, informing her that she was her real mother, Jiara again stepped out to meet her puri, which he himself does not know how the current condition of Zakia.

The room shown by the receptionist was now in front of Jiara, but the woman was not strong enough to go inside. The room suddenly became very scary. Jiara's hand knocked on the white door.

Tok...

After saying his greetings and Jiara heard the words from inside, her hand pressed against the door handle and pushed her slowly. Jiara's first look was to see the figure of a little girl with a hose in her hand as well as the condition of her thin body and very concerning.

"Zak."