Colorless Rainbow
PWT # Episode 91

"So Nak Lucas came here to find Jiara?" asked Abah, the man who may be currently fifty knows more.

Lucas hurriedly nodded his head strongly. "Yes Bah, I'm looking for Jiara is she here?" asked Lucas, there was a sense of relief when the owner of the boarding school knew Jiara.

"That's a sign that the taxi driver is not lying," Lucas' inner feelings of guilt when the man was too prejudiced against the taxi driver who had delivered him to this place. Though the driver must also be sleepy and cape, but in order to get a few pieces of rupiah he wants to deliver Lucas to a place that Lucas himself if looking for himself can be lost somewhere.

"By the way, if you can tell Lucas son who is Jiara?" cecar Abah before telling him where Jiara is.

"I'm Lucas, Abah. Jiara's boss works. Yesterday I saw Jiara suddenly leave the office, without a cell phone and saying goodbye, so I wanted to find out she was afraid of anything happening with Jiara."

Abaah also saw pahan, it was seen from the nod of the head many times. "But I'm sorry, son Lucas, the jiaranya is not here, yesterday as it came Ambu Nori said directly to the hospital because his son was sick," replied Abah honestly.

Jeduerrrr.bak was struck by lightning in broad daylight, Lucas was surprised by what the middle-aged man who was currently ditul before him said.

"A... What did Abah say was true? Jiara already has a child? Then does she have a husband or is she a widow?" fret Lucas, the question just got away with it, whatever Lucas had in mind, between being disappointed and not believing Jiara was a widow, or even the wife of someone.

The head bobble is visible from an Islamic-looking man, with a turban draped over his shoulders. Abah knows that Lucas has a heart for Jiara. There might be a boss who would come to such a remote place in the middle of the night just because Jiara suddenly left. There must be a special taste for Jiara. If there is no sense that Lucas will let Jiara go, anyway if he needs employees can find new employees not catch up with Jiara.

"The story is long, but the point is that Jiara has a child because there are vile men who can rape her and leave her alone, until Jiara reaches this place" said Abah, who saw the look of disappointment on Lucas.

"Then where is the hospital taking care of Jiara's child, I want to see Abah." Again, no matter what courage and purpose, Lucas lips as if by themselves asking that.

Abah got up from his seat and picked up a bullet and a piece of paper and wrote the hospital where Zakia was undergoing treatment. After Lucas received the paper and read it, Lucas quickly resigned. Either way, now Lucas wants to go to the hospital immediately.

"I don't know if Jiara's past is so dark, is this the reason Jiara won't accept me as her husband, because there are children among her. Child out of wedlock. Then who was that man who could rape her," Lucas thought, his eyes staring at a piece of paper containing the name of the hospital Abah wrote.

"Why am I so curious about that boy and Jiara. Though Jiara herself was nothing to me, Lucas remembered she was just a secretary, but why you were so considerate once," Inner Lucas, he was worried about whether to catch Jiara at the hospital where Jiara is at the moment or instead he would go back to Jakarta, and let Jiara with her problem."

"Where else are we, sir?" ask the driver before continuing the journey.

"This address." Lucas stuck out the hospital address. At least he did not die of curiosity after meeting Jiara.

"Wouldn't it be my purpose to come to this location to meet Jiara, but why I after staying one more time actually returned to Jakarta. At least I know how Jiara is doing right now," Inner Lucas put his head back on the back of the passenger couch.

*****

"Zak." At once Jiara was speechless feeling her eyes warm from the corner of her eyeball, involuntarily dripping the water droplets down very slowly. His eyes kept watching the thin body of his baby lying weakly on the white mattress.

Zakia's eyeballs were opened in a very slow motion when he heard the sound that had been in his car for several days. A faint smile adorned the pale face of Zakia.

"Mother... Ambu, Mommy's coming..." It was as if the little boy wanted to tell him that the person he was waiting for was already in front of him.

"Dear, Mother is coming. Kia likes it when Mommy comes?" ask middle-aged women who are more often in greeting Ambu.

Zakia enthusiastically nodded. "Whe likes, we want to be carried with Mother," said the girl who turned two years old.

As much as possible Jiara held back her tears but still escaped also her tears flooded her cheeks even to plunge wet the hijab she was wearing. A young child who is not yet two years old, but cleverly knows that Jiara is her biological mother. Jiara and the boy were rarely involved in communication. Jiara always avoids when she accidentally meets Zakia. But the little boy still loved her, without the slightest anger at what Jiara was doing with him.

"Kia wants to be carried by Mommy?" jiara asked, with a heavy voice, her throat hurt with what she saw. Even just talking is very painful.

Zakia immediately nodded with what Jiara said. And Jiara also immediately grabbed the body of her son, the tangaisnya again broke when she could hold the body of her baby. "Sorry Mother, Mother is the most evil mother. The evil mother is not there when Kia needs Mommy," said Jiara by kissing her daughter who stuck to her chest quietly without motion, it was as if the little boy was feeling the comfort of being in the arms of the woman who gave birth to him.

Zakia nodded weakly behind Jiara's chest. Jiara's hand stroked Zakia's thin, brown hair.

"Jia, Zakia misses you so much, even these days he always calls your name, and now you come hopefully Zakia is happy and can be influential with his treatment. He was a good child, able to understand the different conditions he was in, not fussy, although Ambu knew that Kia was quite in pain with a series of treatments done for his recovery. Jiara try to accept Kia, believe me she is a good child, it is impossible for God to present Kia in your life without any meaningful purpose, There must be a silver lining, maybe not at this time, but maybe tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or even in the years to come the answer to the presence of Zakia will you get." Ambu stroked the shoulders of Jiara who was currently sitting while holding Zakia, her little daughter who was immediately asleep, in her mother's arms.

"Yes Ambu, Jiara will accept Kia, Jia will try to forget that eye so that Jia will also try to accept Zaakia's eye, Jia is not supposed to hate Zakia, she is a good child." Jiarat kissed Zakia's hand many times, as if she was apologizing to her daughter.

Ambu was able to breathe a little relieved with Jiara's reply. And this night Zakia slept all night in the arms of her mother, the little girl would wake up when Jiara intended to move her body onto the bed, and was forced to sleep by hugging her daughter in front of her chest, like a Koala child clinging to its mother, that's what Jiara is doing right now.

But Jiara was happy to be able to hold her daughter, and her heart was calm when Jiara could hug Zakia's body all night. The morning greets and Zakia looks fresher and not as pale as yesterday, maybe it's the effect of the little girl who slept well all night hugged by her mother.

Jiara also seemed to want to make up for her mistakes so far who never cared for Zakia, starting this morning the long hooded woman, really played the role of mother well. clean his daughter's body and replace it with clean clothes.

"Yeh Kia is already fragrant," jiara cheered as the woman finished cleaning her daughter's body, Jiara who is not used to doing it also takes a long time to clean Zakia's body and replace dirty clothes with new clothes.

"Thank you Mother," said Zakia, who immediately made Jiara's heart sliced, when she heard the words, and her eyes were warm again, but Jiara hurriedly brushed off the tears that might soon be peering out from the corner of her eyeball.

"Same dear, beautiful Mother." Jiara kissed her daughter with anxiety.

"God why I just realized that I was near the child, the heart of the servant can be as happy as this time" said Jiara, her eyes constantly watching Zakia's weak body.