
Adera does not know if this is a dream or not, for her this is very unreal. But he did not know his feelings right now, whether he was happy or maybe there was sadness and hatred still stored in his heart on Regan.
Five years is not a short time, like a needle that continues to stab Adera every day, five years that are so painful that he has missed.
And will her heart be able to accept Regan again after her severe liver damage? Adera did not know, but seeing her son Raka, looking so cheerful and happy playing with Regan made her a little touched.
Just this time Adera saw Raka that much when playing with Regan. Would he be that bad if he had to stay away from Raka from Regan, his own biological father? But however, Adera's heart could not accept it, however her heart was already very broken.
"Mama, come play together papa. Excuse you!" Raka invites Adera to join Regan's play there.
Raka's cheerful voice, never heard so beautiful in Adera's ear and it even made Adera sad. The boy only wants affection from his father, he has been waiting for the long presence of his father and is Adera able to keep Raka from her own father?
Adera who heard the invitation from her son immediately shook her head. "Son, honey. Mama's gonna take a break, mama's tired." Rejecting Adera made Raka disappointed.
"Yes, yaudah." Said Raka.
Adera smiled faintly at her son but not with Regan. "You're done playing, tell her to go home, Raka." Said Adera, to Regan but she said it to Raka.
Raka looked at Regan who was currently staring at her mother then she immediately nodded her head to Adera.
"Mama rest, baby." After saying that Adera left the living room and walked to her room.
Regan stared at Adera's departure, knowing it was difficult for Adera to take it back. Knowing that there must have been a lot of injuries that Regan caused to his wife.
But Regan could not lie to herself, even though she had seen the face of Adera, the face she had longed for. Regan still misses him, missing the figure of Adera as before even though Regan is not sure if he can come back again.
"Papa, do you like my mama? My mom is beautiful, right? People say that too, but my mom is pretty, right?" Tanya Raka.
Regan looked back at her son, she smiled at him and nodded her head. "Yes, your mama is beautiful, even more beautiful than the first time you saw." Answer Regan.
Raka smiled happily at Regan's reply. "Keep papa likes mama I don't?" Ask Raka again.
Regan laughed a little. "Not like it anymore, Raka. Papa love your mama."
"really? Wow it turns out that my mom is really beautiful until people like to seduce mama." Raka said with pride.
Regan's forehead shriveled. "Many seduced your mama?" Regan and Raka asked.
"Yes, teacher but I also like mama's tease. But if I don't like them, I prefer papa!"
Regan's hand was raised above Raga's head, she smiled. "Good son of papa." Praise Regan.
Hearing the praise from her papa, Raka smiled happily.
Regan's gaze led to the door of the room that Adera had entered, did she expect Adera to come back again? Of course, she wanted to see Adera's face even longer, so she hoped that Adera would come out of her room so that Regan could stare at her beautiful face for a long time. But it looks like Adera is asleep, as she said earlier, she is tired and wants to go straight to sleep and that makes Regan a little disappointed.
"Why do you want me to call you mama again?" As if knowing what her father was thinking and wanting Raka asked Regan where to make Regan look back at her.
"No, your mom is tired. No papa, let him rest." Said Regan.
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The next morning, Adera immediately woke up from her sleep when the alarm from her phone rang, she turned off the alarm from her phone and after that Adera immediately got up from her bed and went out of the room, leaving the room, he had to quickly take a shower and prepare Raka's love.
And when Adera came out of her room and yawned widely, Adera was immediately surprised by Regan's presence in the guest room, sitting there while watching her with a wrinkled forehead.
Although Adera was very surprised not to play, Adera tried to be as calm as possible. With a jutek face, Adera stared at Regan fiercely. "Well? Didn't come home from Malem?" Ask Adera with jutek.
Regan held back her smile, of course she saw Adera's surprised face as she looked at it and tried to stay calm, it looked so adorable. "I came home last night, just kept coming here." Answer Regan.
"Oh, why are you here again? This house is not open for you!" Ketus Adera's.
"I know, I'm not here for you but for Ragk."
Regan's answer made Adera pounce, what did she say? He's only here for Raka? Just Raka? Why is Adera so upset to hear that, damn it.
"Raka doesn't need you! Mending go home!" Ketus Adera again.
Both Regan's eyebrows raised. "You need me, right?" Said Regan with a little temptation.
"Huh? I need you? Never, like these five years have changed everything, I don't need you. I can do it without you." Saying Adera with a cold face.
Regan was silent, right for five years has answered that Adera does not need the proof she does not need the figure of Regan for him but Regan is the one who needs Adera.
Seeing Regan speechless as soon as it made Adera just go from there and walk to the bathroom. He doesn't care about Regan anymore, he has to shift his feelings into this mess.
Not long after, Adera finished her bath, Adera also came out of the bathroom wearing the clothes she was wearing. Given Regan's presence, he re-wears the clothes he was wearing and he will soon replace them if they are in the room.
Adera walks to her room but her gaze leads to Regan who is now playing her phone. As soon as Regan noticed that she was staring at him, Adera immediately turned her eyes away from Regan and walked pretentiously cool to her room.
"Dera," call Regan Sontak make Adera stop her steps.
"Yes why?" Adera asked without looking at Regan again.
"Sorry," that's all Regan can say to Adera.
Adera clenched her hands together, why was that all she said? That's not what Adera wants to hear, is it. "Whatever," indifferently Adera walked back to her room and closed the door loudly.
It makes Regan sad, even though he wants to say everything but it looks like Adera still needs time.
"Father!!" Raka who had just come out of her room immediately ran towards Regan who was sitting in the guest room.
Regan who saw Raka just woke up smiling, she ruffled her son's hair. "Just woke up a hotshot?"
Raka grinned wide. "Why would you take me to school?"
Regan nodded her head. "Yes dong, all your mama nganter so as not to be seduced by people."