
After repeatedly refusing a ride from Regan, Adera finally resigned as well. Because he was afraid that he would be late and also the angkot who usually passed by his house now no one passed.
And finally Adera was forced to leave with Regan in her car. Sitting in the back seat, Adera put on a sour face while folding her hands on her chest. Though he had repeatedly refused the invitation from Regan but unhappily now he even hitchhiked to Regan.
Adera was embarrassed, but she pretended to be calm like nothing had happened. He can make excuses because his son asks for it later if Regan mocks him, it's easy.
Adera looked at Regan who was joking with Raka when she was driving the car now, although not fully see the face of Regan who laughed with her son.
Knowing that he was watching, Adera immediately looked up as Regan looked at him through the glass above his head. Unbeknownst to Adera, now Regan smiled to look at Adera from the glass dashboard above her head.
"Ngapain ogling-lyrics?" Tegur Adera in a jutek tone, she looked back at Regan through the glass.
Regan laughed softly. "Can't you?"
"It can't be especially for you, it can't be!" Ketus Adera even made Regan laugh slowly again.
"Raka, tell your mama, wrong yourself more beautiful." Regan said to Raka and Adera who heard him instantly blushed.
"What the hell!" Galak Adera, hiding the red hue on her cheek because Regan just praised her.
Can't! Adera should not take heart with praise it could be just a crocodile. After all, Adera also knows that she is getting more beautiful now even though there are many handsome men who like her hahaha. Joking.
"My mom's pretty, I told papa. My mother is the most beautiful in the world!" Hearing the praise from Raka made Adera smile warmly.
Regan nodded at her, she again glanced at Adera from the glass dashboard above her head. "Yes, it's just your mother who's the prettiest." Regan murmured, unfortunately can not be heard Adera.
"Mama," called Raka again, she poked her head from the seat next to the driving seat.
Adera directly looked at her son as soon as Raka called out to him, she raised both her eyebrows at Raka. "Why baby?" Adera Sahut.
But Raka shook her head while grinning widely. "Sir papa, I just want to go to school with papa and mom." He said where to make Adera smile for a moment.
Adera knows that Raka is very hopeful about the presence of her papa, and Adera knows how sick the child is always ridiculed by her friends for not having a papa. It feels like Adera wants to hug the child right now, seeing Raka as cheerful and as happy as it is now makes Adera also happy and sick.
Regan looked at her son, smiling. But it cannot be denied that his heart aches to see Raka so happy, if Regan had found Adera early, maybe Raka would not experience the pain of it all at this age.
"My friends must have been shocked, saying I have papa! Let them know how they feel because they always say something about me." He was happy with a big smile until his eyes sank.
"Yes, they must be shocked." Adera said, nodding her head with a smile.
"Raka just calm down, from now on papa will nganter Raka to school and anywhere." Regan said where to make Raka look at him.
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After sending Raka to her school, and arriving at Anggara's office where Adera works, Regan stops her car right in the parking lot. As soon as Regan stopped the car, Adera just got off the car without saying anything.
However, Regan rushed down from the car and immediately held the hand of Adera who wanted to leave without saying a word to her.
Adera stopped her steps and looked at Regan who was holding her back but she brushed off Regan's hand which pulled her hand violently. "Why?" Adera asked with a cold face.
"Can we talk for a second?" Regan said with a pleading face.
Both of Adera's eyebrows raised. "What's? I don't have time." Ketus Adera's.
Regan looked at Adera fixedly. "Sorry," Regan said solemnly.
But the apology from Regan made Adera angry, she looked at Regan with a very cold face. "Make what? I don't think anyone's asking you to apologize."
"Dera, I'm sorry for everyone. I know you won't forgive me, but please give me another chance." Regan said with her own eyes.
Adera smiled cynically at Regan. "Huh? Another chance? I'm sorry, but I can't."
"Why? How much do you hate me now?"
"You think for five years, I could hate you? I want to, Regan. I want to hate you, all of you. But what is it, I can't. And after I've really, really, really, really, taken a little ngelupain you in my life and tried to just focus on Raga, suddenly you came as if you had no guilt at all." Adera said emotionally, she shed her tears in the office parking lot.
Regan lowered her head. "I'm sorry, Dera." That was all Regan could say, her heart was completely claustrophobic about the fact that Adera had tried to forget her.
"Don't keep apologizing. I don't need an apology from you. Instead, I'm the one who's sorry, I already left you at that time but I don't feel sorry at all, sorry."
"I know, it's all my fault. I should apologize to you but can we start over, Adera? You, me and Raka, we can start over." Regan meant.
Adera shook her head. "I'm sorry I can't, we just keep hurting each other, I don't want to get hurt anymore either. Enough already. Quite a lot of injuries I've been through all this time, so I haven't been able to start as you say. Sorry,"
"But be calm, I won't keep Raka away from you. He needs you, you are free to meet Raka at any time, I cannot deny it even if I want to. I just don't want to ruin Raka's happiness but if I start over, I can't."
Adera left there, leaving Regan alone. With tears falling down her cheek, Adera rubbed it violently.
And Regan just stared at Adera's back which was getting longer away from her. Regan can't just let go of Adera, she still loves her very much and she believes that Adera still loves her too.
Regan just needs to convince and melt his heart again, he will fight to get his wife's heart again even though it is difficult though. And it seems, Regan needs the support and help of her son, Raga.