Contract Bocil
Chapter 37: "Do you want to be my wife?"
Weekend Qaisya spent at home tutoring, unexpected sustenance, a lot of his paintings sold, his paintings are also sold online by tutoring houses, clearly it made Qaisya no longer worried about the cost of his studies.
"Hmmm. . . Qaisya, has anyone bought this painting?" ask teacher les.
"This isn't Qaisya selling sir." Qaisya said he did not want to sell any of his paintings.
"Why?" ask teacher.
"The making of this painting is very long and very meaningful to me, so I'm not selling it sir." Say Qaisya again.
"If anyone buys at a high price how?" ask the teacher. Qaisya was silent for a moment, he was thinking long with the beautiful painting.
"Let's think about it, sir." Qaisya said he did not want to be rash.
"Well, if so, call me later" he said. Qaisya nodded immediately.
After the tutoring teacher left, Qaisya stared at the painting she had always displayed there, the painting had also been her encouragement all along, because the painting shows the story of Qaisya and Alva in the afternoon running in the sea, staring at the beautiful sky, the sun that began to sink. The painting also shows that he misses the presence of Alva next to him.
"Hi Qaisya." Said a man approaching Qaisya.
"Eh my mas." Qaisya smiled.
"What are we doing?" ask Afatar.
"It's thinking about what else to do, I'm confused about it." Qaisya.
"How about we eat first?" bring Afatar.
"May deh." said Qaisya nodded enthusiastically. They immediately set out, Qaisya was tired of this situation, with the arrival of Afatar might be able to make him calm since, Afatar who had accompanied him all this time, he is very grateful for the presence of Afatar that does not make Qaisya lonely anymore, but back again he is a man, no matter how we make the rope friendship between men and women may be a bit difficult, he said, wh why? because it could be that one of them will like each other or even both of them both like.
As felt by Qaisya and Afatar, Qaisya always considered Afatar a good person, he considered Afatar like his own brother, in contrast to Afatar who considered Qaisya more than a sister, he considered Afatar, he wants more than that.
The flashback
"Qaisya I want to talk something." Afatar said in the afternoon, beautiful scenery and sunset that began to accompany them.
"You talk about what you're talking about, just say it." Qaisya.
"I want to be honest with you, the first time I saw you I fell in love with you, especially when I saw your beautiful painting, honestly it's happened a long time ago. I want to find a very simple partner, will you be my wife?" afatar was serious. Qaisya's heart was beating faster than ever, he did not expect Afatar to express his feelings at that time, for whatever he considered Afatar to be Abang was nothing more than that, although never met in Qaisya's heart there is still Alva there. Qaisya was silent, he did not know what to answer, however much Afatar was meritorious to Qaisya, but where he might accept Afatar just out of pity.
"Hows it? or gini, have you had feelings for me all this time? just a little, if you don't say no, I won't be disappointed, if there's even a little bit of that feeling, sure I'll fight to get you." Afatar who always thinks mature. Hearing that made Qaisya feel even more guilty, however he did not want to be away from the man but on the other hand he could not lie to his own heart.
"How's it?" ask Afatar.
"Ma. . . . ma. .. sorry mas, honestly Qaisya does not have the same feeling mas." Said Qaisya who immediately lowered his head, he could not see the look of Afatar's disappointed face. Afatar nodded slowly, trying not to be disappointed there.
"Well, no problem. Thank you for being honest, don't consider this our last meeting, you're still my sister" Afatar said with a smile. The lowered Qaisya looked directly at Afatar who was smiling at him. Afatar is really a very mature man, whoever lives with him, Qaisya is sure that is the lucky woman, but not with Qaisya who does not have feelings for the man. Many say that love grows with time, but if there is still Alva in Qaisya's heart it will be difficult for him to love others, a year ago Alva disappeared until now that feeling was still not scratched in the slightest, Qaisya also chose not to hurt Afatar any further.
"I won't force your heart, but what's the reason you won't be with me?" tanya Afatar was curious.
"Because there is someone in my heart, many say love will grow as time passes, but look as time goes on I still love the same person. I'm afraid that someday I'll hurt you, I don't want that to happen to you, that good people don't deserve to be hurt." Qaisya explained, but he never told Afatar that the man he was referring to was Alva.
"Your age is young, but you are mature. It's lucky that that guy gets you, no problem, hopefully you can be happy later on with the guy you want." Afatar smiled, he covered his disappointment in front of Qaisya, he also never asked who the man Qaisya meant, because for Afatar it was Qaisya's personal problems that he did not need to know further.
After the statement of feeling from Afatar made Qaisya feel awkward when he saw Afatar, however he felt very guilty. But strangely the man never lost from Qaisya's life, he was always present if Qaisya needed, even Afatar often said do not hesitate to him just for rejecting his love, he was always present, Afatar says it's Saudah being a common thing. The longer Qaisya was getting used to it as before. Afatar never again discussed the problem, it seemed to disappear by itself.
Although disappointed he never left Qaisya when the woman was in trouble, he always helped Qaisya sincerely, nor did he expect Qaisya ever again, although Qaisya was perfect in his eyes, perhaps fate said otherwise, perhaps God had already determined the best match for Qaisya and made Afatar himself.
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