Cragile
Aditya 1's

Exposure to sunlight makes sweat melt and then wet in some parts of the body, I observe someone who is so dear to me, there is a sense of not having the heart to see it, he said, from the morning he faithfully accompanied me down the street looking for job vacancies in the urban center.There was guilt towards him, because of me he had to feel all this, Reyna forgive my selfishness in my heart muttered,she's a good, independent woman and she has an amazing helping spirit.

I rubbed the sweat that began to appear on his temple with a handkerchief.

"Who's sorry, yes, you so difficult follow like this, pity you so have to be hot and cool I am looking for job vacancies...!already ah mas do not feel guilty like that, I'm okay mas calm down, maybe this is a test for us mas, hopefully behind all the tests we pass there is happiness waiting aamiin".Reyna continued and continued to strengthen me and encourage me unceasingly."Thank you dear", yes, I'm the same.

I remember the struggle when I first got a job in cikarang, bekasi, he was the one who helped me when I was down with the situation. Once again I felt guilty and guilty. Reyna never felt the slightest lack there, he worked only to find peace and comfort of life, even though he lived alone away from the parents, he said, brother and family but he is fine, the salt that as long as he works is purely for his pleasure, contract, and,he does not have to think about paying his rent and monthly needs because everything is on the responsibility of his old girlfriend.

There is so much guilt towards him, O Allah. only to you servant begs for help, please give me a job immediately, O Allah, I want to atone for all my guilt for the person I currently love and care for.

After being with me Reyna feels life is difficult, everyday is far from the word good not like before with me, no longer go nyalon, shopping is also limited, but also limited, the most I feel guilty remember one day we walked from the contract to the workplace, down the road when the sun is blazing, yes Alloh sad if you have to remember the incident at that time.But Reyna still tried hard and accept such circumstances with me. From that I really can't be far from her.Reyna accepts me for who I am even she is willing to have to feel hard life with me.

When Reyna decided to quit my job I was so desperate, like there was no hope in life, so work could not focus, there was no more calmness in life, finally I decided to stop working and followed Reyna to the base area. Without thinking long at that time I also did not ask for advice first from him I did not inform before I immediately decided to meet Reyna to his home. I don't think about the risk of what's going to happen in the future.Again and again I feel guilty to Reyna, with the decision I'm taking right now.