Cragile
choose a decision to unite with his many risks.

After asking permission from my father I went out with Mas Aditya, to talk about the subject expressed by the father earlier.By using a motorcycle vehicle we also reached the place to go, a place to eat lesehan, a place to eat, this place is also one of the favorite places for people to hang out, our ordered food is ready at the meatballs of mercon and two glasses of orange ice accompany our chat...."honey, what are you talking to? , Mas Aditya started to open a chat, and, from yesterday my feelings have not been good do not know what problem would be dear.Just like mas I also feel bad heart and mind, do not know what to do mas, just do not know what to do,yesterday you spoke with me mas, make nanyain seriousness you establish a relationship with me, maybe also you have heard the scorn of the people around the mas house, mas, I feel sorry for my parents, especially my father, how are you really serious about being in a relationship with me?,

if I'm not serious about what I'm fighting this whole thing, baby, I'm trying to accept your mother's attitude while I'm here, it's just because I want to be with you baby.

if it is indeed a really serious mas do you want to justify me?, mas also better to stay at home, can find a job here without much burden of mind mas, can you find a job here without much burden, even then if you agree and are really serious about this relationship, let's not be a neighbor gossip material around the mas".after I tell you about what you said, you said,we were silent for a moment with our own thoughts.

but I don't have a fee to apply for you to be my halal partner yet, nor can I burden my parents with this problem, not to help with the wedding expenses,for the needs of the day my father had to slam the bones of work here and there to be able to meet the needs of the mother and my three sisters, if you do not have a problem fitting marriage later mas can not give much, can not give much, just with a simple event, not with a good reception maybe mas can take care of as soon as possible, dear, will not arise slanted talk from others? fatherly can be said a respected person, in displeasure with many people, you are also the youngest child, are you ready to accept all the risks that will happen later?".I took a deep breath trying to say to Mas Aditya. "For me it is not a problem mas for marriage that is important syah in the eyes of law and religion, the problem of reception I also do not want to demand more mas, dah, in fact I think if there is more money we better use for the cost of the day after marriage mas, mas, rather than forcing a reception but in the future our lives are difficult we better use the money for a more useful mas, mas,and bismillah to risk whatever happens I will try to be ready to accept it mas, provided we both strengthen each other."

Finally we decided to go home and meet the father, so until the house thank God the father was in the living room talking with the mother. Aditya and I joined them and expressed the intention to decide to agree on what the father said with the seriousness of our relationship in the future.we choose to live together, with the capital as it is.