Cragile
Aditya

This morning I stepped foot to the city terminal, in one of the areas in West Java, my steps felt heavy for me to swing, finally reaching the city terminal, I approached the bus to my destination, then sat in the middle seat.

may my determination to marry Reyna be the right choice for my life into the future.

I've been tired of the situation does not mean I have never been grateful, and accepted this destiny of my life, he said, but I am just an ordinary man who sometimes can not accept the harsh reality in life.Akupun feel there is injustice with the way my parents give love to me and his other children, he said, at the age of 23 years, only now I take care of the birth certificate, even though I myself will take care of it. The shadow of the past just flashed through my mind, the childhood.The school days that gave a lot of sadness and always made a sense of tightness in this heart.all the way can only daydream.

My meeting with Reyna spurred my spirit to live in a better direction, with her I felt calm, comfort in life, maybe too selfish, this self, forced to be with him and try to be in the middle of his family, but I could not if I had to part with Reyna, the owner if my parents did not approve of my marriage with Reyna...I better go to marry Reyna, even though my parents later and family will not attend the wedding is not a problem, it does not mean I want to disobey the parents, it is not a problem, but I've been tired of my situation all this time.

By late afternoon I arrived, the house was empty, maybe everyone was going to the bathroom, and holy, because there was no bathroom in my house, maybe you are still working and will be home around 9 p.m.

I rushed into the room, put a backpack and changed clothes, then I immediately followed my mother and sister" to time, my body also felt sticky to immediately clean this body.

"Well you've come back Aditya, why? want to give me what thoughts are you the same old man?", with a voice a little loud mother spoke to me.I'm just lazy to have to argue with my mother this time, already tired body, mind is not careless, mind is not, even in the added chatter of the mother's words, which makes this head even more sick.

"Already mom don't make any fuss continue Adit is still tired new also nyampe even talk not very good at hearing".

I also decided to rush to take a shower and rushed home, not forgetting I brought two buckets of laundry, and furniture that my mother had washed.

Faintly heard the sound of I looked at the Maghrib, I opened my eyes slowly and tried to get out of bed, I reached the prayer prayer prayer prayer maghrib congregated in the mosque near the house,I undo the intention to go straight home, I went to my friend's house before until now.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat...Karno... Assalamu'alaikum.ku knocked on Karto's door and said hello.

Waalaikusallam.. eh kowe anyway.. when is the city?

(eh ye anyway.when came from the city).

miki afternoon nyong nembe wae press omah.

(last afternoon I was just home)"

we also chatted in the front seat of Karno's house. At 23:15 I broke up going home, and rested.