Cragile
Aditya#3

During the day when the sun was hot, I sat with my best friend Karno in a park in the middle of the city, we sat under a shady tree while enjoying the breeze.

"Sir I order meatballs two equal servings of young coconut ice two yes sir", I ordered the food to an old man who peddled meatballs in a wheelbarrow.Ok ready mas in wait a moment yes I made it first. yes sir. While waiting for our order to chat casually, finally the order came, did not wait for a long time finally meatballs and young coconut ice was not left.

"Thank you No... already want to nganter-nganter me, just chill the time bro...! ",while laughing he passed by on his motorcycle leaving my yard.

I went straight into the house, rushed into the room but before I stepped foot into the room my mother asked me." You Adit is really confused yes do not think about the state of your parents and sisters, they still need a fee. If you are not the one who wants to help anyone else huh, you should be able to think far, you still need to think far, do not just attach importance to your own ego, are you born of stone until you have the heart to do like this...?".I just fell silent not to interrupt all the talk of mother let mother let out all the anger that is in the heart against me.

"Marriage does not cost money.!, not so easy as Adit, just you do not go to school if the ends are like this."

Over time I ended up being lured by all the emotions I was talking about."Ma'am I have no intention at all to hurt the feelings of mother, no intention at all to argue, disobedience with parents, as long as mom knows bu Adit did all this I'm tired, I'm tired, tired mom saw the condition of our family like this continues, not also Adit not grateful not to accept this situation, which Adit felt even added to the burden in this family mom", with a trembling voice while holding back emotions so that I may not hurt the feelings of my mother who gave birth to me."Forgive Adit ma'am... Adit took the decision to marry Reyna so that I could freely live there without any burden too, looking for a job there ma'am, that's it ma'am, that's it,Adit please mother can understand what I think now and in the future, Addit also will not ask anything from father and mother, only understanding and blessing from you ma'am".

Then I rushed into the room, keeping all the files for me to take the next day to the Reyna residence, after which I went outside to look for wind to get rid of fatigue in the head.Ashar prayer time arrived, too,I walked along the time while carrying two large buckets that I will fill water for water supplies at home, the night arrived when the father came home from foraging sustenance, I gave a glass of warm tea to the father, we continued talking, not long after the mother came to sit next to the father. I tried to open the conversation.

"Sir.. ma'am.. tomorrow Adit returned to West Java, father and mother of health care yes, sorry Adit ya can not be the child you expect, can not return your favor", while bowing I endure the heat in these eyes lest my tears fall before them.

"Adit. I can not do anything, help for the cost also you can not, forgive your father from the past until now can not be a good father, but he can not be a good father, can't give happiness to all of you", sadness on the old face of the father, it's very good to see the father at this time, but I can't be weak, I have to stick with my decision this time, I have to stick with my decision, it's all for the sake of helping my family too.

Mother was at first just silent listening to the chatter of the father and me, silence in a moment, it's time for mother to talk.

"Adit maybe you have a little bit of disappointment with you, why do you decide to leave us here prefer to marry Reyna, your future is still long, can still manage your life better, maybe for now there is no chance for you to get a job", the mother was silent for a moment.

"Adit the age you are young want to marry a woman who is older than you, is there no other woman out there huh, huh, really-not end up thinking this mother is the same as you, so much love you to the woman.Marry not only rely on the love of Adit doang, you still have a lot to face in the future after the household, the marriage, the household is not as easy as you think, there must be a test, let alone your position is now only an unemployed person, are you not afraid..?in one eye by the Reyna family later, try to think again carefully your decision is not nothing.Do you also want to humiliate our family is poor, people who do not have? my mother's tone began to rise."

"Mom can't you speak slowly? it's night ma'am", the father spoke to reprimanding mother this time, the mother immediately fell silent.

I ventured again to speak, "sorry ma'am.", whatever you want to think about me ma'am, please ma'am, and then I got up into the room,the tiredness that I felt at this time again and again had to argue with my mother.