Cragile
raging mind

I looked closely at Aditya, asking for an explanation from him about him leaving his job, "mas why don't you tell me first, you want to go out of work? maybe with us to talk before who knows there are other ways we can think together mas, honestly in conditions like this I am confused mas can not do anything, can not do anything, I also do not have more money mas.Kalo alone we have money may not be confused as now mas I said to mas Aditya."

"I'm sorry I'm honest I can't focus my work no you, rich already no more spirit in my daily life, I admit wrong for not talking about this problem first with you, I'm not talking about it with you, but how else have I been out of work" he spoke while bowing his head, admitting his mistake. On the other hand I'm afraid to see it too but there is a sense of disappointment also towards him, why take the decision in a hurry. Yeah, how am I supposed to find a way out? I know what the circumstances of Aditya mas and his family are like, but I also could not have decided to take action without my parents' consent.Yes it is a mas now rest in the upper room, please, I hope there's a way out tomorrow. "For a while I wait here first I finish the upper room, Iya who once again sorry I ya."

With my giant steps up one by one stairs that are in the house with a mind that is somehow.Tak a long time I have been in the living room, "there mas rest first in the upper room, I also want to rest suddenly my head so dizzy mas". then I rushed into my room.

In my raging mind I also thought of my mother's attitude earlier, who seemed to be trying to be friendly to the Aditya mas, there was much less yes Alloh, allah, I remember when my mother was friendly when the arrival of Ardiyan mas visited the house, there was a slight difference from my mother's attitude, to mas ardiyan with the attitude of the same mother Aditya mas. It was getting late at night but I had a hard time closing my eyes, fear and tightness bursting into my chest, thinking about my mother's attitude. negative thoughts continued to rage in my mind afraid that my parents would make difficult decisions for me to accept later. The clock shows at 02.55 am drowsiness began to approach, I saw and echoed me stretched out my hands and began to rise from my bed rushed to the bathroom to take ablution water to perform dawn prayers,after the prayer I went straight to the kitchen to prepare the cook for breakfast dishes nephew who wants to go to school, likewise, my father who wants to go to serve as a principal in one of the state schools in my area of residence, do not forget also I prepare breakfast for my mother and Aditya mas.

Mas Aditya came down from the upper room directly to the bathroom to take water ablution and immediately went up again to the upper room.when passing in the kitchen, mas Aditya apologized again to me... "mas want how else everything has happened, hopefully there is a way for the future mas", I tried to calm Aditya mas although do not know how in the future will happen.