Cragile
my mother's words

After I felt enough time to talk a lot of things with Aditya mas in the city terminal, hurry I got up from where we talked, I drove Aditya mas to the bus that will be headed,it just so happens that the bus that will be on board will leave soon. We take off each other's hands and give each other strength, do not forget to pray for each other may there be a way for us in the future."Be careful, do not forget to tell me if it has arrived, my dear", while stroking my head while Aditya said to me, "keep yourself well who mas promise will soon find you back",then with a step gontai mas Aditya riding the bus.I stood watching the bus that began to accelerate until no longer visible existence.

Arriving at home after dropping off Aditya mas I was pensive with the feeling of sadness I lay this body on my bedroom mattress.Tak for a long time mother approached me, "why do you feel sad like that? , you should be able to think to find the right man, now is not the time to play around to make choices.Udah clearly yesterday there were men who really love you, already have a regular job, he said, well, diligently even you let go so! , now even choose a man who is not clear in the future like what", after saying that mother also came out of my room.

"Yes Allaah make way for us", not feeling tears flowing down my cheeks, the tightness I felt hearing the words of my mother just now, she said,I think positively may be the mother said that because unfortunately the mother of me does not want my life to suffer, but must how else everything has happened, even though during the Aditya three hearts stay at home, he was polite, kind even though mother sometimes showed a little dislike towards the Aditya mas he always received kindly, but I felt bad for the Aditya mas with the attitude of the mother, in contrast to the attitude of the father who is more able to maintain the feelings of others, I admit I feel more affection from the father than the mother, even though the father is hard, strict discipline still feels affection, unfortunately, mother poured more affection on the older brother above me son number three.I decided to lock myself in the room of the mallards to argue, and listen to the words that would hurt the heart. I am the type of person who can not fight, all the problems, the pain of my own slalu pendam, so after graduating from high school I decided to find work, rather than choose to continue college as my father suggested, so after graduating from high school I decided to look for work, not that I do not want to obey your father's desire to continue education, but I want to find peace, and security that I have been looking for, all this time,the harsh nature that is in the house that makes me sometimes lazy to stay at home, I have no one near the family, d, I always look for comfort on the outside but not in a negative way! , I tend to be closer to each other than my own siblings.