
Never absent mas Aditya sent word of his whereabouts there, and vice versa I also told what happened to me at this time.
"Yang ..tau not as long as in the house that there is even more stress, have tried to find a job here and there no one open vacancies, he said,moreover, my area is not a big city is very difficult to get a job here", he sounded heavy and weak breath.Not to mention my mother and sister-so I always argue less economic problems."I feel like a useless human being, so a burden again for my parents, let alone having to see my father go day and night to find sustenance to support your family, I don't know what else I have to do, I don't know,I'm really desperate".
I could only listen in silence, I was confused as to what step I should take, a situation that was so hard for me to feel.
"I'm sorry I was confused to think about all this, I'm also here to feel uncomfortable mas, do not know how else mas", as I thought about my mother's attitude that sometimes ketusi to me, I can only accept walopun want to talk what I feel but I don't have the guts for it, I'm all alone pendamakan sense of tightness in the heart.
can you talk to your father and mother, maybe it can provide an opportunity to live in your place to find a job there, in terms of your residence including developed cities that may be even greater for mas to get a job there, honestly mas for now I hesitate to express the wishes of this mas to my parents mas, mas,mas also know how the position of my family in the neighborhood where I live here, I understand what I said but on the other hand I was confused to convey it mas", no less limp I spoke to mas Aditya Lama we are silent with each other's thoughts, "yes already that you take a rest first, we both calm our minds, we both calm our minds, take care of your health, do not get sick, forgive you also have given the burden of the same mind you are, doain mas also can be strong, patiently undergo this all here, mas kangen you are, who, dear you, take care of yourself well yes.nitip your heart to make mas ya...! ",in this condition is still the thought of bucin mas Aditya in my heart whisper, there is a smile that arises in these lips. Who does not like to be in gombalin so try... hehehe...!
"Yes mas insya Alloh I will always try to make mas, mas also be careful yes there, strong, patient May Alloh give way for us mas.. aamiin". Finally I close the phone call from Mas Aditya with a greeting.I fold the face I wear after performing the morning prayer, then I rush to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, and do the cleaning of the house."Bi here I help nyapu mumpung still there is time before I leave school, my niece volunteered to help me sweep inside the house, it's okay tea stay later aunty kept nyapu d outside. (aunty call d my area 😁)". it did not take long I did all the work. Finally I can selonjoran again d in the room and continue to reply messages with mas Aditya.