Dancing Girl & Mr. Amnesia
40. Rise Back
You sit on the sidewalk on a dark and silent night. The woman stared at the starless sky with a mind drifting, imagining the uncertain future that was already waiting.
“Come, think of something, you know! If I don't get a new job soon, how can you and this baby survive?” you're grumbling and you're starting to get stuck looking for ideas to hold on.
This unexpected pregnancy, made the woman did not have any preparation, both mental and financial. Getting pregnant without a husband is certainly a tough moment for every woman. No woman wants to experience this. You also want in this pregnancy to get the attention and affection of the husband.
However, it seems that you have to be patient and inevitably have to face this test alone, while trying to find the husband to return immediately. The woman did not have much time left to weep for her fate and lament her unfortunate life. The only path he could take right now was to survive the storm until the angina stopped blowing hard.
“Night's wind is not good for you. We better get home now!” oceh Youah spoke with her stomach.
As usual, Ingrid's loud screams echoed again in the small house inhabited by your family. You are made more depressed by the attitude of Ingrid who always presses himself with money.
“Where have you been? Why is the clock coming home? You usually come home late, don't you? Did you bring a lot of money? Or you don't bring any money at all?” inggrid's tirade to his stepson.
Over time you are getting sick of being constantly held in the money when he is in stress like now. The woman chose to ignore Inggrid's scolding and save her energy to do something else.
“Hei! You dare to fight me now?” nagging Inggrid while pulling your hair furiously.
Youah screamed loudly while holding the hand of Inggrid still perched in his hair. “Bu, release! I'm so tired today! Please let me rest!” pinta Youah with wet eye beads.
“You want to sleep? You can sleep well when you see your mom and dad starving without dinner?” nagel Inggrid. “You must have bought some food out there and enjoyed it yourself without thinking of us at home. Yeah, right? Is it worth it for a child whose father is ill?”
Inggrid suddenly made false accusations about Youah and casually said nothing about Youah without knowing if all day You are hanging thinking about a new job, and then thinking about a new job, the woman could not swallow the rice quietly. Because Your patience is at its peak and the influence of stress experienced, Youah also ventured to dismiss the hands of Inggrid who grabbed him and answered the false accusations leveled at him.
“I didn't do that! I've been thinking about ways to make money all day! You think I can relax and think about my own stomach?” argue with your stepmother. “I'm tired! Please let me rest! Mother's voice made me unable to think clearly!”
Inggrid was quite surprised to see you who dared to speak in a high tone in front of him. The woman also rushed into the room and closed the door tightly as a sign that her anger this time was not playing games.
“Damn it! That kid just keeps fighting me?” gerutu Inggrid could not hear your loud voice.
“Andah! Open door! How dare you fight me??” squeak Inggrid outside your room while banging on your bedroom door with a growl.
You accidentally locked the door of his room and tried to block his ear with earphones. The woman sat down at her desk and started to open a laptop looking for new sources of income.
The woman was busy tinkering with her laptop and surfing the internet to find something she could do. You also glance at some of his books on his desk and have an idea to find activities that he can do by utilizing his skills according to the majors he studied in college.
“I look for freelance projects only,” murmured Youah began busy sliding looking for sites and groups that provide information about freelance work and projects that he can do. “Come, You! There are many roads to Rome! You can't give up!”
The woman sat in front of the laptop for hours and finally decided to open the services of a web designer by utilizing her skills. You start looking for references and prepare a lot of portfolios before the woman officially opens services.
“Hopefully there is a way through this web design,” muttered Youah expectantly. “I also have to look for other additions while waiting for the project to come in,” cetus Youah still excited for the sake of the father who is lying weak in bed and also his baby who is currently in his stomach.
“Call Mom yes, Son? Even though your father is not here now, but I will not give up just like that and will still raise you with all the abilities of Mother!” you said while rubbing his own stomach.
The next day, you try to welcome the day with a new spirit and live the activity as usual while waiting for a new job that he can do. The woman began to get busy preparing herself to come to campus and check out some of the money sheets that were still left in her wallet.
“The savings will only be enough for a few days only. Would I rather sell some stuff?” youh gumam.
Before leaving for college, the woman had to tear apart her closet. There was still money he had collected to pay off the debt, but he really could not pay it at this time.
“It seems, I should use this first. Later I will find funds in other ways to pay the debt and interest. Ahh, actually the debt is not too much. It's just, I don't have a job to pay for it yet,” grumbled Youah. “Ah, yes. I have to guidance. I better go to college first.”
You again continue his activities on campus with the spirit so that he can quickly graduate. Just one step away, you will graduate after the script is complete and the woman can start building a career better using the diploma she obtained from college.
As soon as you enter the campus gate, the girl suddenly gets a less than pleasant welcome from some of the students who cross paths with her. The people he met in the campus seemed busy pointing at you, and even whispering to each other when he saw you.
“What's with them?” muttered Youah felt strange when she saw the gazes of the people she met.
The more people he meets, the more serious you sound to those who stare cynically at him, without you knowing exactly what is wrong with them. “Actually, what happened? Why are they looking at me with such a look?” gerutu Andah's.
The woman finally saw one of the campus bulletin boards that contained an astonishing announcement about her. Yes, the reason you were the center of attention on campus that day was due to an announcement posted on the university's bulletin board.
“What the fuck is this?” furious Youah when he saw his picture made into a spectacle and he was made into scorn by the campus residents because of the slanted news spread about him. “Who did this?”
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