Dancing Girl & Mr. Amnesia
43. Hard Choice

You sit in his room blankly staring at the laptop and a sharp knife he took from the kitchen. Remembering the endless trials, makes You want to end his life and end all the suffering that has been natural so far.

Jobs, prospective children, husbands, and false rumors circulating really give a blow to Youah who is trying hard to survive in the midst of a storm. "It's too tight .. I don't think I'm going to be able to hold on" you're mumbling.

Before taking the kitchen knife, the woman took the time to open the laptop and went back to looking at the work she could do. Unfortunately, there are still no signs the woman will be able to earn in the near future.

You look back at the freelance job site he was looking for and look for projects that he could have taken. The woman also found one project easy, even with a cheap fee.

Not wanting to waste the opportunity, you also ventured to contact the person who offered the project. Without expecting more, you go back to surfing the site and look for other projects that he can work on.

"What are you doing, you? There's a knife in front of your eyes, but you still want to take care of work?" muttered Youah while smiling cynically at herself.

Unexpectedly, shortly thereafter You turned out to get a reply from the person contacted by him before. And more surprisingly, the person began to be interested in receiving your help in working on the project.

"I didn't read the message wrong, did I?" you're not believing.

The woman rushed to reply to her first prospective client enthusiastically. After sending a message for a while, the prospective client asked for a portfolio and various kinds of information needed before using your services.

Surely the woman was excited instead of playing and began to be preoccupied with a laptop, until she forgot the knife she was about to use to end her life. Instead of taking care of the knife, the woman has turned her attention to the new job that will begin to be occupied by her.

Although not getting a lot of projects and have not earned a lot of income, but You are quite grateful for his small business to produce results little by little. The woman slowly began to rise again and her mind began to be distracted by the busy work to make You no longer bother the bad things that befall him today.

While Youah was struggling alone, Geon seemed to be made uneasy after his meeting with Youah. The pale face and puffy eyes he saw when he met Youah, making Geon feel more guilty and responsible for your life that is terrible.

"Andah is getting thinner. His face was also very pale," muttered Geon could not bear to recall the situation of the wife who was not good enough.

"He must not be okay," said Geon imagining how the fate of Youah after being left by him. "Is her mother still acting? Your face is also puffy. She must have cried a lot."

Geon's mind can't escape from you and make the man can't sleep well. Geon was so sorry to ignore you and pretended not to recognize you when they passed by on campus, just because of Lenanda.

"Sorry, you .. I still don't know what to say when I meet you. Should I start introducing myself as Geon to you?" mummy Geon.

"Andah will definitely come to campus today, right?" muttered Geon expectantly.

The man covered his face with a mask and waited around the campus gate. However, unfortunately Geon did not see the trunk of your nose around the area of the university building until noon.

"Why aren't you also visible? Didn't you come to college?" gerutu Geon.

The man moved away by visiting your small, lonely house. Just like while waiting on campus, Geon also watches over your house from the outside and hopes to see you out of the house. Unfortunately, until late afternoon, the girl also appeared and the small house was only filled with noise from the sound of Ingrid.

"Where are you actually going?" gerutu Geon was getting annoyed.

As a last resort, the man ends up visiting your workplace as a striptease dancer and again does the same thing, which is waiting around the entrance. Of course you will never appear again in that place, because the girl has stopped being a dancer and chose another job.

Geon's wait for a full day finally ended in vain and he could not meet the figure of the girl he missed. "Andah, you're okay, right?" muttered Geon was increasingly hit by excessive anxiety because he could not see you anywhere.

It turns out that for a full day, Youah stayed in his room to do a new job that he did. Yes, the woman began to take a lot of freelance work projects, therefore your time is quite seized to finish the job. The woman continued to sit in front of the monitor screen and work on small projects that she had already earned with great difficulty.

Finally you can complete the first job and managed to get money in other ways, although the amount is not how much. Seeing the money that goes into his account, makes you back excited and have the support to continue living.

"Look, Son! I managed to earn money in another way!" cheering Youah was so happy with the first payment he got from his freelance job.

The woman rushed to cash the money and buy dinner for her father and stepmother. With potluck money, you can also enjoy dinner with the baby in his stomach. The busy doing the first job makes you no longer bother about money, husband, or gossip that almost destroys him.

"Thank you for encouraging me, son! I'll hold on for you! I will welcome you and support you to come to Mother's world! Help you survive for Mom, too, son!" muttered Youah while rubbing her stomach gently and caressing her little angel lovingly.

Finally, the woman rediscovered the courage to survive the storm and appreciate the opportunity of her life this time. You are also determined to find Ojan and investigate the Ojan-like man he met the other day. "I'll find your father! Ojan, you need to see your son!" muttered Youah began to be determined to chase after the Ojan-like man she saw and confirm back whether the man was true Ojan or just someone who looked alike.

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