Dear Mas J's
The Time to Answer

I turned my face when I felt my leg being kicked slowly by Ajun, "What's wrong?" when I got a ketus and was given a sharp look from the other kids, I forgot that we were in the library at the moment.

"We're out because Dirga's class is soon." she whispered.

I frowned, why become Dirga's senior class? just wanted to throw a sentence with another question Ajun already pulled me out of the library area.

"Ajun why the hell? the book has not been tidied up, the same pity that keeps the pity today" I said scolded him.

"Udah silent, you do not know what kind of fierce brother Dirga."

"Let you mention Dirga brother when there is no correlation, after this class Arka Jun pack and since when did Dirga brother teach?"

"Wah play lo less far, brother Dirga who I admit is handsome and smart has long been the ashdosnya Pak Arka, Arka, so have the group in read Ale not only in grapein until you do not know Pak Arka today there are important needs and replaced brother Dirga."

Any timing? I grabbed my phone in my bag and confirmed what Ajun said, opened my study program info group chat room and then condemned my own stupidity, not usually I miss this important info but as long as I know Dirga, I never know him who doubles as a lecturer assistant, maybe because I do not want to know about his life.

"Sorry Jun was at the cafe where I work again many visitors so I did not have time to make a phone check."

Gosh what's with my lips that easily tells Ajun that I work. Ajun stopped his steps and turned to face his body before me.

"Lo work?"

"Since when?" ask again.

"Please don't tell the others" I said begging.

"So if you don't flirt like that you won't tell me, will you? what the hell are we, Al? do you understand how long we have been together? I've never covered anything from you including about my family being messy, but you? what else do you cover from me?"

"It's not like Jun, I don't mean to keep this the same secret. I just haven't been able to tell you anyway this is my first day part time don't be angry huh?"

Ajun ignored my words, he turned around and walked away from me, I followed him and pulled his arm slowly but was pushed aside by him violently, it seemed that Ajun was angry with me more precisely disappointed.

"Jun Sorry next time I won't be like this anymore. Swear! I'm sorry, huh? I'll treat you to baskin robbins for a week, how about?" I hope that Ajun's heart will melt again.

"OK." he replied briefly, I smiled with relief, an Adjunct will be crushed with just a cup of robbin basin. It doesn't matter to me at least I have income at the moment.

"It's a big boon you just love baskin just already crumbled." sarcasm someone who suddenly joined us.

"Whispering you new is coming too. Where have you been, princess?"

"Fresh back nemenin kak Jefri lunch and invited to his office, than I have a tantrum Mr Layandrs better I ditched right? but Al why Ajun angry with you and why you should apologize to Ajun?"

I glanced at Ajun intending to ask for help. "He lied to me so I was angry." that's not the answer I want to hear Ajun, your answer just makes Kiara more curious and wondering.

"Why would he lie?"

Ajun if you don't like it don't show it like that, pity Kiara. It's not his fault if he likes the people I love.

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I stared lazily at Jefri in the parking lot I believed was waiting for Kiara, I said goodbye to Ajun to leave the campus early because I was in a hurry to have to continue my part-time work at the cafe, brother Sean, there are 2 hours left to work there.

"Through another way deh." I muttered slowly and then turned away from the parking lot.

"Where are you going?" asked Jefri to hold my arm, so soon can he get to where I stand? I glanced at him lazily.

"Go home brother."

"Bareng." My eyes moved to look at Jefri's eyes, asking for an explanation of what it means to be together, asking me to go home with them so?

"I'm in a hurry, I think Kiara is still a long time to finish her class" I said subtly rejecting her.

"Who said we were waiting for Kiara? I came here because I wanted to pick you up. There's something we need to talk about because you're impressed to avoid it all the time. About the hospital at that time I want to apologize, should mas discuss first before answering Tama's question." late mas why is it now after a day is missed? his face looked frustrated making me sigh slowly and remove his hand from my arm.

"I'm sorry and there's nothing to discuss anymore, after all, it's just a common misconception in my opinion. Karin's problem so that later I clear up, I don't have to worry either me and he won't interfere with our relationship with Kiara." I know the thing that Jefri worried about his best friend yesterday because from the story I heard brother Karin scolded Jefri because he knew from the Tama mas if we broke up.

"Where do you know my relationship with Kiara? did your best friend tell you?"

"He hasn't told me anything yet, but from the story I heard, Jefri won't interfere in office affairs with love life, let alone bringing a woman into the office so I can conclude that Kiara means something to you. Congratulations, I hope you are always together." I said then gave my best smile for her, a sweet smile rising from the lips and eyes of Jefri.

"Ale, you always understand me more than I think."

"Of course, I always understand you but it's a pity that you never understand me." - my great-granddaughter slowly hopes that Jefri doesn't hear it.

"Get you home now." Jefri pulled my arm towards the parking lot where I saw him waiting for me.

"I have to go somewhere else."

"Where are you going, huh?"

"I've been picked up by my friend, yes my friend has picked me up in front of the gate. I can wait for Kiara, I think her class will be over soon. I say yes, mas."

Without waiting for an answer from him I ran away from Jefri mas it turns out the more I tried to forget my love for him my memories with him used to be more haunting.

Forgetting is not a trivial thing because it requires a process and time that is not short and I realize why I am not trying to move on immediately? do I have to ask Ajun for help to introduce me to his male friend.

Ah, naw. Maybe I was too excessive at least with my busy work part time and take care of my mother can make me not think about my feelings and also Jefri mas.