Dear Mas J's
Recognition

"Would you like to go home now?" asked Sean, looking at my bead, he seemed to understand that I was not comfortable here but I was not happy to ask him to take me home given that we had only been here for an hour and the peak had not yet begun, what his family will say if he does not see Sean's brother who is not in the core event of his parents.

"I still want to be here, brother."

Brother Sean smiled then confirmed the location of my hair that might be a little messy, something different from his current gaze. Hopefully not a bad thing will happen to me later because I trust the man in front of me very much at this time.

"Wanna dance with me?"

"I don't want to embarrass you later."

"Give me your hand, I'll tell you the tips" he chuckled.

I timidly stretched out my finger at Sean's brother, then He took me to stand up and took me to the dance floor. "Say you're tired later."

To be honest this is my first time dancing because I who never went to a party remember Tama who forbade me this and that, even until I was 21 years old I did not have a lover, he said, I told you not that Jefri was my first love.

Accidentally my two pairs of eyes caught the figure of Jefri mas who was already on the dance floor with Karin's sister, I don't know when they started because I didn't notice it. Mas Jefri looked at his dislike towards Sean's brother, clearly visible when I who often caught him when our eyes met the view even though he was talking to his brother Karin while following the music.

"Put your left hand on my shoulder and hold my hand like this. Sorry Al." he said, then placed his right hand on my waist and his left hand grabbed my right hand.

"Slightly move your legs swinging to the right and to the left alternating with me like this. Hows it? Doesn't look hard, does it?" I nodded in understanding then smiled at him.

As the lights dimmed and the music replaced with increasingly romantic songs, Sean pulled my body closer to him. Both of his hands carried my hands to curl around his bend while his two hands Sean pulled to both sides of my waist slowly.

"Take my foot when you're tired" she whispered. Yes I did feel very tired because he was too tall to make my hands and feet hurt a little to hold it.

I squealed as Sean's brother lifted my body and asked me to step on his foot. "Sister? I don't want to, my body heavy your legs will go numb later."

"No way, put your two feet down on my two feet one by one." I followed his orders and stepped on his two legs so that my height with his body became parallel, parallel, sean's brother moved his legs to the right and to the left making me even more hugged on the nape of his neck for fear of falling.

Sean's breath was hunting more and more as our bodies were squeezed more and more until he lowered my two feet to step on the floor. "I told you I'm heavy." I was annoyed to make Sean laugh when there was nothing funny at all.

"Wait here it seems like papa called me." he said suddenly after reaching his phone out of his pocket, I saw Seab's back getting further away and planned to get away from this crowd.

"Sister... Jefri? what do you want to do?"

"Listen to me" she said firmly and then pulled my hand back to the dance floor, but Jefri treated me like Sean did while we were dancing. Don't think I'm not trying to get away from him.

Now that Jefri's hands were tightly coiled around my waist, it was getting harder for me to move and break away, both of my hands were on the chest of his field so that our bodies would not be squeezed. I don't want Jefri to feel my heart beating.

"So far from him." she asked. Without me asking again I already know who he is who Jefri mas mean.

"Why? because he also likes the woman that Tama likes until you hate him?" I said with squeaking eyes, I didn't like it intimidating me with its eyes looking sharp at me like it wanted to pounce on me right then and there.

"You won't understand Al, Sean's relationship with Tama is complicated."

"Which part is complicated? which part I don't understand, it's the same old man Sean told me it's been too long and he's forgotten it."

"Why do you believe so much?"

"Then why does Jefri care so much about me?" we were silent at the beginning and stared at each other.

"Because I've been thinking of as my own sister, right? mas, did you ever think with a good attitude to others can cause a meaningful misunderstanding? have you ever thought about how I feel?"

I saw that Jefri's unmoved mas was still the same as before, now his eyes softened again unlike before who was ready to pounce on me only through the look of his eyes.

"Have you ever seen me for 5 years as an ordinary woman, not as your best friend's sister?"

It seems that I can no longer harbor my feelings in front of him. I'm sorry Kiara, no response from Jefri made me even more fed up with him. I let go of his faithful hand holding me.

"Ale, a.k.." This unlucky guy I always loved took my hand, but I immediately brushed it off because I really felt such deep disappointment, I bowed unable to hold my sobbing anymore and immediately moved away from before him.

"Jun can pick me up?" I said on the phone with Ajun while walking to the hotel lobby.

"Share location I'm picking up now."

"Hurry i'm scared."

I waited for Ajun in the hotel lobby, looking for a place that no one could see. Before that I sent a message to Sean's brother apologizing if I have to go home and not say goodbye to his parents on the grounds of the mother who asked me to go home.

...1 Message from Sean...

...You certain? I can ask papa's driver to.......

Turning off my phone screen without replying to a short message from Sean, I went back into hiding when I saw the arrival of Karin and Jefri who seemed to be looking for my whereabouts.

"Lo whatever Ale, Jef until he gets out of here? didn't he just talk to you on the dance floor?"

"Rin, please just help me find Ale. Don't ask me too many questions, I'm really worried about him right now."

"Call Tama, tell her Ale's coming home, call me or you."

"Basar Jefri stupid." said brother Karin annoyed then walked following Jefri mas away from where I was hiding. Looks like I better not go home first for tonight.

...Mas Tama's...

^^^Don't look for me, I'm staying at Ningning's house tonight instead of Sean's brother, if you don't believe you can contact my friend later. Say hello to mother |^^^

^^^(Sent)^^^

...2 Message from Ojun...

...Over where? I'm in front....

...Hurry Al I'm kicked out....

Circulating my gaze to the right and to the left to see if it was safe for me to come out of hiding. I hurried over to Ajun when I felt the situation was safe.

"Jun I'm staying at your house huh? there's Ningning, right?"

"Please Al Lo is the most magical friend on earth. I still want to live, what if Mas Tama knows you're staying at my house?"

"Yes, don't tell me. Please help me. I need you." Ajun looks to be petting my request. Jun help me who doesn't want to meet Jefri mas for tonight considering I've just been honest about how I feel about him even though I didn't state it clearly, I know very well that Jefri will understand my sentence.

"What permission is the same as Tama?"

"Stay at Ningning's house please tell Ningning to make it to your house."

Ningning is a neighbor of Ajun, I am used to making him a victim so that Tama can trust me and allow me to stay at Ajun's house.

"Lo I'm tipping in with Ningning, huh? I'm afraid like-macamin you later, who knows the devil again through my house let alone at home there's just me Al."

"Where there is Ojun, you always say that you will never forgive me because I tepos. Lying up, huh lo? Jun I need lo~ I have been honest with mas Jefri about my feelings for him, I am afraid Jun, I do not know how to behave after this, you understand right? hiks — I think I was too stupid because it was easy to tell him without thinking first. You know I'm not that strong, right Jun? I'm afraid Jefri's getting away...."

"Don't cry before I get to my house." said Ajun, a brash friend where crying can be held back.