Dear Mas J's
Stereomantically

My relationship with Kiara began to stretch, I do not understand why he asked me to stay away from Jefri mas? did Jefri tell him yesterday's problem?

My heart aches even more when I realize Kiara thinks of me as her rival. Hahaha sounds funny, right? my best friend thinks of me as a rival. If only he knew I just wanted to make them happy.

"I'm sorry if I'm childish but I ask you to know the limits. I'm too jealous when Brother Jefri always attention to lo, even from yesterday he did not know me at all just because lo."

Sentence by sentence is always ringing in my memory. Why does he use the word only because of you? what no other word, a word that doesn't hurt my heart. I spread my gaze when I heard the voice of someone shouting my name.

Joanna? that you?

After arriving in front of me, Jo sat himself right on the bench in front of me. "I noticed that your face was gloomy? what's up?"

"I'm okay, I can't believe I met you here? You're a Faculty with me?"

"No, Brother Boss, who asked me to come here, he asked me if you were getting better." I frowned at me, what did Sean do that for?

"Hahaha, your face looks adorable. No need to think about it Boss is like that."

"Aren't you at the cafe today?"

"Later in the afternoon it might be Al. Are you really all right ? you look like a broken hearted person. Your relationship with Jefri's sister is fine, right?"

It felt that if hearing his name called me to be this sad, wanting to cry that second as well.

"Jo, I have to go to class" I said avoiding him and then moving away from him.

"Al, Ale? Hey?!"

Sorry Joana maybe I need some time alone. Talking about brother Sean suddenly I was increasingly astonished by his attitude that was too concerned with me, when at the cafe was indeed I had not met him, he said, one of my friends said that Sean's brother was going out of town on business or whatever it wasn't my business.

"Kia?" call me when I see him entering the class of Arka sir, the look on my face instantly turns into pias when he does not think I exist. Is this where my friendship with him comes from?

"Don't go in and daydream here, young people today why often daydream? you think you'd be rich if only by daydreaming?" said spicy Mr. Arka when I saw me still in front of the door of his class.

"Allen? still want to be here or get into my class?"

"Oh yes sir. I'm sorry." I cursed my own stupidity when I saw the other kids watching me and Arka. Ajun waved his hand for me to sit next to him, then I looked for the whereabouts of Kiara who turned out to be sitting in the corner alone. Please don't make me feel guilty like this.

"Why? Kiara?" whispers of the Adjunct in my ear. I just took a rough breath.

"No matter what, give him time, so you can know he's your friend or not."

"Ajun and Alleta can we start the class?" reprimand Mr. Arka, I just looked down embarrassed. What's with Mr Arka today? a bit different because he is not as usual who is famous humorist.

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I pulled my arm that was held by Jefri mas roughly because at this time I was a spectacle of many people because of his actions that forced me to come with him.

"Please let go, don't be like this." I said. Both pairs of my eyes were looking for the figure of Ajun to ask for help but what I saw was Kiara who approached me with a sour face.

"Sister Jef..."

"Mas, you deliberately wanted to humiliate me in front of my friends as well as Kiara. Huh yeah?" at the moment we were in the parking lot of my faculty, I shook off his hand and inched back away from him.

"Others that need to be stressed? I forgive you, it's not entirely your fault either. Please, I don't want my relationship with Kiara to stretch. Kiara your lover mas, don't treat him like that."

"Who said he was my girlfriend?" tanyanya stepped closer to me.

"You concluded yourself, we are indeed in a period of exploration. I love it, but there's no love statement yet."

Wow, this guy is amazing. I smiled at him thinly. "It turns out all men are the same." I joke.

"Look, I just don't want you to avoid this kind of mas, there's nothing wrong with you here. The wrong me should be more sensitive and not give more attention to you."

Yes it is true, you should not have paid attention to me long ago because my heart is too weak when it comes to you.

"Ok, assume nothing ever happened. Is that what you want? I'll do it, but please don't care about me anymore and don't ask me to stay away from Sean's brother again."

"Ok." The reply was short, that's it? Ok mas now I know how to forget you.

"Solve your problem with Kiara, she thinks of me as her rival. I don't want him to misunderstand me."

"Ok, we're home."

"No, we've made peace, but that doesn't mean I can be that easy around you. Just give me time for it, just relax I don't hate you." I said blatantly because I was tired of covering it up again.

Mas Jefri approached me with his hand outstretched to pat my head slowly just as Mas Tama often did to me.

I closed my eyes, why did he not care about my feelings? there should have been no skinship between us at least he understood the consequences he had.

"Dirga." I turned my head when Jefri called Dirga's brother who happened to be not far from us standing.

"Please take Ale home?"

"Why not bang?"

"Gue there's another need." Yes the need with Kiara of course.

"Please, deliver to the front of the house without blisters" said Jefri chuckling. I just silently looked at their conversation, why should I stand between them anyway?

"Without asking me to take good care of Ale bang."

"Mas go yes. You be careful."

Yes mas. I will always be your sister, right? because your heart never tries. Stupid alleta! why do you seem pushy now? I glanced towards Dirga's sister with a frowning face.

"Don't Al" he said suddenly making me look at him. Don't what does it mean?

"Don't be like that, don't ever show your expression to anyone else."

Dirga's sister was pushing me to get into her car, I noticed her who was smiling thinly, more precisely holding a smile. What happened to my expression?