Dear Mas J's
Warning Letter

I had no idea of knowing and was confused when I got a message from my Academic Advisor to face the room immediately.

I hurriedly entered the room of my Academic Advisor named Pak Aksara. "Excuse me sir." I said as I knocked on the door, got a reply from him who asked me to enter I walked up to him who had been sitting on the sofa, it seemed like he had been waiting for me since.

He is young but make no mistake even though he is young, he is very firm and indiscriminate to punish anyone who is wrong.

"Sit Alleta, I've been waiting for you since" he said asking me to sit not far from where he sat. I sat down on the sofa next to him.

"Sorry sir, why was I asked to see you? did I make a mistake?" ask me to the point, to be honest since my mouth has been itching because I was curious about the reason why I got here.

Mr. Aksara held out an envelope at the table that happened to be in front of me. My hand moved to take the envelope and open it I found a piece of HVS paper with letterhead from my faculty and signed from the vice dean of student affairs. I read it at a glance and then fell limp.

"This is your first warning letter. If you get three warning letters you will be issued from campus. I hope this is the first and last. I don't want any more chaos on campus because you're included with this photo spread. I'm sure you're not who people say you are but anyway the sanctions should go on Alana because you made a fuss on campus. Youunderstand?"

"Understand sir." I'm resigned.

"Then please come out."

When I came out of the room Mr. Aksara, Ajun had looked at me with a worried face I did not know since when he was standing there. "What's Al?" he asked, I could not answer and could only extend the warning letter to him.

"Why did you get to this Al anyway?" tanya Ajun doesn't understand. If I ask why I don't even know why it got into the hands of the Dean of my Faculty and who did it.

"Gue didn't know Jun who did this which obviously I felt had no enemies."

"Lo calm down, I'll find out don't think too much about it?"

I wiped away the tears in the corner of my eyes then smiled at him, giving thanks at least I still have the Ajun in my life at the moment and hope our relationship will not change.

"To the canteen yuk, I'm hungry." take me to pull his arm away from there.

The cafeteria today is quite crowded with students who are eating their lunch, this canteen is indeed very spacious with old brown wooden chairs lined up neatly. The atmosphere of the canteen was crowded with jokes, laughter, short chatter, and some complained because of their busy duties.

I stared sadly at Kiara who was sitting pensively alone, wanting to heart up to her but I knew myself that she was still angry with me.

"Eating is not just to be played." Adjunct reprimanded because since then I only stirred my food did not intend to eat it even though I myself said if I was hungry earlier.

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This afternoon I finished my part-time job quickly because I happened to be 2pm yesterday I was out of campus considering my lecturer who was unable to attend. I reached home at 5 pm and already found a Tama mas sitting in the family room with mother and mother Lili. I approached them and greeted the mother also mas Tama.

"Bring first baby, then eat after that to the mother's room huh? there is something you want to ask." said mother made me pensive I was afraid either mas Tama or mother found out if I get a warning letter from campus. I thought about throwing it away later.

After taking a shower I grabbed the bag I was carrying today and searched for the letter given by my Academic Lecturer but I did not find it at all. That panic is how I feel right now, how can the letter not be in my bag because I remember it so much after Ajun read it I immediately folded it and I put it in the bag and I did not open it again after that.

Once again I reached into the contents of my bag and dropped all the contents on the mattress, looking one by one the possibility could have been tucked and could not have fallen because my bag was still tightly closed.

"Searching this?"

I turned my head when I heard the sound of mas Tama, mas Tama entered my room and closed the door to my room slowly. He walked over to the table and threw the rough letter I had been looking for.

I closed my eyes in fear while Mas Tama walked towards me with a deep breath, I knew that she was holding back emotions.

"Sit down, I want to talk to you" he said coldly. Moreover, I have not made peace with him why there are more new problems.

Mas Tama sat herself on the bench of my dresser while I sat on the edge of the bed, only looking down not daring to look at Tama.

"Mas no longer knows how to deal with your attitude now, Alleta's sister who is familiar has changed."

"As a sister, is it still lacking to provide all your needs?"

"You understand that if you're Dad's replacement, you're trying to give everything you've got for you, for the mother even though I know only the father can give it but I try hard to meet all your needs" he said softly made me hold my cry, it feels tight to hear the Tama mas as disappointed as it was against me.

"You can ask for something if you need something, you will definitely try to fulfill it but please do not ask others Al. Ye know? mas feel disappointed and feel you do not appreciate the effort mas all this time." not like that mas, I did not make that mistake at all.

"Why just shut up? feeling guilty now? do you feel sorry for what you did?"

"Jawab." snapped. I shuffled back and shook my head slowly, my tears could not stand and just flowed from the corner of my eyes.

"As I know you know me well, I'm not going to do anything that plagues myself."

"Explain why you could get a warning letter."

I explained everything to Tama without anything I covered except for the incident when Jefri and I made a fuss in my faculty corridor the other day because I thought Tama didn't need to know about it, my focus now is on my photos being spread and who is behind it all until I get a warning letter while Jessie who has obviously been spread rumors did not get any sanctions, I feel unfair here.

"It's up to you to believe me or not that obviously I can't possibly lie about this matter."

"Where did you get that letter?"

"Jefryn."

Where did Jefri get the letter? did the letter fall? but why did Jefri give it to Tama? didn't he promise he wouldn't care about me anymore.