Dear Mas J's
It's Hurt!

Along our way, I mean, Jefri and I talked about random things. Anything we can tell and we can make a joke.

To be honest, I had absolutely no idea how Jefri and I had much in common, including with our same hobbies.

"Did Tama like that woman?" tanyaku enthusiastic because since we talked about Jefri mas coworkers who like Tama mas.

"I don't know, but you must have avoided it for a thousand reasons if I had discussed it. You know how cold you are?"

I nodded in understanding, mas Tama's personality is like that. Especially after we were left by our father for eternity, only mas Tama became the focus of life in our family.

Although impressed cold, mas Tama has a soft heart, he will be easily filled and also shed tears when he found others stricken with sadness. For example at the beginning he will look cold, but gradually mas Tama will show his empathy.

"How are you?" tanyanya turned to me for a moment, then refocused on driving. I paused for a moment to watch the little boy sitting by the side of the road as the traffic light was red.

"Hmm? how is what mas?" ask me to make sure again, honestly I do not understand the intention of Jefri mas.

Understanding that this self does not understand the purpose of the previous question, Jefri again gave a more specific question. "You're the same Dirga?"

What am I with Dirga's sister?

"Not how."

"You sure? I think he has a crush on you." Then what's the problem if Dirga's sister has more feelings for me? jefri was jealous? don't fantasize about you, Alleta, where Jefri might love you.

"Yes, why mas?" I ask you don't care, what does it matter? if I'm dating Dirga's sister whatever cares about Jefri? there's not, is there?

Mas Jefri seemed hesitant to answer it, read from the movement of his hand that was scratching his hair that I believe is not itchy. "Yes, is that okay? I thought you had a relationship with him."

"There, upperclassman and junior sister." I replied casually.

"Where do you really want to take me? I think it's too far from home."

Mas Jefri looked back at me at a glance, it's okay if the farther from the house means the longer I can be with him, the longer I can be with him, but it's a pity that my mood has been a little messy since Jefri brought Dirga's brother into our conversation.

It should be emphasized that I do not hate Dirga's sister. Not at all, I just don't have any feelings for him and feel a little awkward being around him. I also know that if he likes me, it is clear from all his behavior and attitude towards me.

But I can't stop him from liking me. Therefore, I never gave him any hope because I would feel guilty if he got hurt more.

"You know cafe Montana?" ask Jefri suddenly. How do I not know if the one who owns the cafe is my mas friend?

"Yes, why mas?"

"I want to ask you to meet someone there but before that I need your help. I'll be clear there."

Okay! it is up to you because when someone loves someone else, he will agree anything for the sake of someone he loves. Impressed stupid but unfortunately that person was me.

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I gasped as Jefri grabbed my waist to get closer to her body. "Sorry, it should have been clear to you before we got out of the car" he said which made me frown in wonder.

It felt like a butterfly was flying in my stomach, I don't know if I was feeling nervous and happy at the same time. My brain refused to be treated like Jefri, but my body accepted it.

Still reading the situation and letting Jefri dribble my body towards the table that seemed to have been pre-ordered, I was again shocked when we arrived before a beautiful woman who was sitting alone. Looks like the woman is waiting for someone or maybe the woman who wants to be met Jefri.

"Jefry?" call the woman.

"Hi, Rin. Sorry I'm late." the beautiful woman nodded her head, then smiled sweetly at me and Jefri.

Beautiful, one word I can describe for the woman before us right now.

"Sit." he said.

Unasked, Jefri pulled out a chair for me to sit on. I was again fascinated by his attitude today.

"You, Tama's sister, right?" ask the beautiful woman towards me.

What is this woman? is the woman who is said to love Jefri mas Tama or is this woman the lover of Jefri mas?

Jefri already has a lover?

Questions began to spin in my head because Jefri never told me anything about the woman he was near at this time.

"Yes. Alleta, Tama's sister." It wasn't me who introduced myself, it was Jefri who introduced myself to the beautiful sister. "She is my girlfriend. Sorry, I just had time to ask him to meet you, Rin." he added again.

There was a bit of a surprised look from her beautiful face when she heard Jefri's explanation earlier, not only was she surprised I was also the same as her. Suddenly I heard Jefri introduce me as his girlfriend.

Not even expressing his love for me. I turned to Jefri to ask for an explanation, but all I got was her sweet smile that made me more and more glued to her bead.

"Oh, since when is Jef? why have you never told this friend?" his protest, there was a slight sense of disappointment in his tone.

"Sorry, I think you already know that he's my girlfriend, you know for yourself how often I go to Tama's house right?" jefri clearly.

Appa is just a dream? if so, don't let me wake up from this dream.

"Hi Al, I'm Karin, Jefri's best friend. Nice to meet you, you are beautiful and sweet. It is fitting that Jefri often calls you, I think you are sisters." chuckling at the end of the sentence, let alone you brother I also think so.

"Yes, hi too, brother. Mas Jefri also often stories about his best friend, but I didn't know that it was brother." I said a little embarrassed.

"Do you want some drink, babe?" said he interrupted my conversation with Karin's sister, babe? meaning dear? I think my face is red at the moment.

Can I hear that call every day?

Trying to refocus so as not to look more nervous, I turned to face Jefri. "As usual" I replied.

No need to mention, Jefri already memorized my favorite food and drinks. He shouldn't have to ask me again.

Back made more nervous, I felt Jefri's hand stroking my aura softly. Mas Jefri used to do it to me, only that he would break my hair when he felt anxious with me. Not to stroke her like this, plus there was Karin's sister in front of us making me feel even more unwell and ashamed.

I realized, realizing that brother Karin also has other feelings for Jefri mas.

"Ok, wait here. I'll order a drink for you first. Rin, I'll leave my beloved for a minute" he said.

I just nodded my head slowly to reply to Jefri's words while Karin's brother was caught off guard by Jefri's excessive behavior.

"Udah there." throw it out.

"How long have you been with Jefri?" ask brother Karin after Jefri's away from our place. I fell silent again, hesitant to answer his question for fear of mispronunciation and causing trouble for Jefri later.

"Hehe, pretty good brother." I tried to relax.

"Ah, it's appropriate that if he knows all about you even you just tell the sentence 'as usual' he must have been your favorite pity."

Not your brother was wrong, not all about me Jefri knew, the proof was that he didn't realize I had more feelings for him.

"How long have you known Jefri?" I asked to make small talk, but I knew that they had been friends since First High School. But, I just learned the fact that Karin also likes Jefri mas.

It turns out that yes in the friendship between men and women must be one of them who has more feelings, I hope that if Ajun, my best friend is not included.

"Since we were in First High School" he said.

Really that long? it turns out that there is a longer feeling of silence than me.

"Jefri is a good man" he said suddenly.

I nodded in agreement to her words because that was the fact.

"Until sometimes, he can't distinguish the attitudes and behaviors of others who have more feelings for him because he thinks everyone is good. He's insensitive, isn't he?" he said then chuckled.

I could only smile, rather not knowing how to respond.

"Well it seems like I should go, say hello to Jefri if I go first? Alleta, I like you, hopefully you and Jefri can continue together. I'll ask Jefri for your number later. Bye Al." he said in a hurry. Amu looked into Karin's teary eyes, realizing he had been holding her back since.

I haven't had time to reply to her words.Sister Karin has moved away from where I was sitting.

Jesus, Jefri, you've hurt his heart. She's a good girl.

"Why are you alone? where is Karin?" asked Jefri, not forgetting the tray containing snacks and drinks in his hands.

"It seems like there's another need. He had a message, he said pamit first." I explained.

"Mas, what does all this mean?" ask me to the point, ask for an explanation about what happened just now. She introduced me to her best friend and recognized me as her lover.

Hearing a slow sigh from Jefri mas, his hand stretched out to pull my hand slowly and then hold it. "Hear the explanation first, huh? don't get me wrong, I'd like to apologize in advance. Sorry for that, sorry mas so you are meant to be involved in this drama. Actually I know Karin has more feelings for me but I don't want to hurt her feelings and make my friendship with her destroyed, you understand?" inexplicably.

I can't stop thinking, maybe he hurt Karin's heart and also hurt my heart at the same time.

"You hurt him, with you like this you hurt him." I said softly, "and you also hurt my heart." I continued in my heart.

"Why should this be? I think you can talk about each other's feelings openly."

"And let him think that I'm evil? I won't have Alleta. By playing this drama, at least he can understand and know his position and he also does not need to be ashamed of me. Gradually, he will forget his feelings."

"Mas, that love comes by itself and she also can't choose when it comes and to whom it will be anchored, just like me."

"What do you mean by the same as you?" tanyanya looks at me clingy.

Oh my God, I just realized I was talking wrong.

"I-I mean just like me for example, I never know where this heart will be anchored, just like Brother Karin."

"Maybe this is the last time I'm helping you, I can't lie to a good person like Karin's sister" I explained.

"Alleta, I'm sorry. I'll take you home, will I?"

"I went home with Ajun, he happened to be around here, I forgot he had a promise."

"But.." Jefri held my arm.

"I have permission from Tama, I don't have to worry about that."

Mas Jefri just fell silent, probably feeling guilty to me. I acted like that to her so she could think that what she did just now was wrong and hurt her best friend.

"Ajun was waiting in front, I said yes. Thank you and sorry, Mas be careful to go home." said I tidied up my clothes and also my bag, drinks ordered mas Jefri not even had time to drink.

Mas Jefri again held my arm making my movement stop. "I'm moving forward."

Please, don't be so good to me.