Dear Mas J's
Heartbroken

I ran towards my campus in a hurry because I forgot the schedule of Mr. Layandra who advanced his class early, my fault was also who refused the offer of Seab's sister who wanted to take me with her car.

I received a call from Ajun who had been trying to contact me.

"Where?"

"Dad, yeah, I'm in the campus area. Layandra's sir in class?" I said a little breathless because I ran far enough away.

"Yet, fast Al I can not mastiin when Pak Lay entered. Kiara hasn't arrived yet."

"Didn't Kiara come in? but he didn't tell me, you weren't told he was Jun? eh that Kiara just arrived, in between Jefri mas." said I tell, there is a sense of anger in the heart because of their closeness that is getting closer and closer, maybe they already have a new status now.

"Al?"

"Ale, are you still there?"

"Don't daydream, there's no more time" she told me.

"Jun I ask you to please don't let Mr. Layandrs realize I'm not there yet" I said.

"Don't be weird I don't dare to be the same Mr. La.." I cut off the phone unilaterally because I realized Jefri and Kiara were staring at me.

"Allen!" the call from Kiara was just a smile back, then I walked quickly to them in the car park just a pleasantie. I was close and knew them.

I've been thinking about what I said the other day that decided to step back slowly, although I did not lie to myself that I had regretted it but I also convinced myself that friendship was a very important thing and needed to be maintained for me.

Looking for love may be easy but finding friends to find it will never be as easy as when we find love and here let me sacrifice for their happiness— Mas Jefri that I love and Kiara which I love.

For me it is no use to maintain my feelings for Jefri when it is clear that Jefri loves and chooses to be with Kiara. And it's so stupid that if I choose to stay away from Kiara, what's the point of doing that? I believe love will come by itself so gradually I will forget my love for Jefri mas.

"Hi, I'm sorry I'm in a hurry" I said in a hurry and turned away from them without seeing a car that was traveling at a decent speed, it almost hit me if Jefri didn't pull my arm.

With a quick movement Jefri pulled my arm until I hit the chest of his field, he hugged my body tightly with one hand. I'm surprised I didn't play almost my body was hurt.

I looked up at the face of Jefri who was still faithful to hold me, there was a worried look there,

"If the drive is right! this campus is not a racing area! you uncivilized man." cried Jefri, cursing at the man who almost hit me just now, his eyes staring at the car that almost hurt me.

Jefri lowered his face to look at me. "Are you okay?" as if bewitched I could only look at him until I realized a split second, realizing the existence of Kiara who was near me and also Mr. Layandra who would have been in my class.

Releasing Jefri's embrace hastily, I looked back at him. "Sorry, I'm too late" I said glancing at the sweet circular watch in my hand, 5 minutes had passed. Oh my God, I'm sure today is my best day.

It's certain that I won't be able to attend Mr. Layandra's course today. I moved away from where they were standing and did not respond to Kiara's screams asking me to wait for her. "Sorry Ki I don't want to be more difficult to take off Jefri mas later."

"I swear I don't understand why today Mr. Lay is 10 minutes late and you are the luckiest person today." I approved the sentence Ajun just now that I was lucky to be able to attend the course of Pak Lay considering I was marked by him because 2 meetings did not follow the course.

My lecturer is a very disciplined lecturer if in 3 meetings we do not follow the eyes of the lecture even with or without a certificate, we can be sure that we will repeat the semester and make it possible to get a grade of C if we do not want to repeat.

"Don't you just say look at Kiara? then where is she going?"

"Maybe truant." I replied of origin. I leaned my body on the canteen chair at the very corner as our favorite place.

"Why does there seem to be no spirit? is it because I met Jefri lo?" too much if Ajun mentions Jefri mas followed by LO suffix, Jefri mas is not mine Jun.

"Gue was almost an accident" I said honestly, Ajun looks worried from the way he stood looking at me, more precisely like scanning my body.

"Lo sure no one got hurt?"

"I'm Okay but Why does my heart still feel broken Jun? I never thought I could be this weak because of him."

"Broken heart is a natural thing and you do not need to be ashamed to admit it even though you will have to be sure you can get through it and can live as usual, when you do not know him. Don't lie to yourself, forgetting is not easy. You can cry, do not be held but still do not forget the happiness that is worth you can. The most effective remedy for heartbreak is time to go on, so let time tell when your heart can receive love from a new person."

I blinked my eyes many times when I heard the long words that Ajun said to me sound very wise. "Ojun, why don't I fall in love with you?"

"If for example I love you how is Al?" he said that I myself do not know the joke or the truth from his heart.

"Not to make up."

"Gue was also just joking Al, don't be so tired."

"If for example I fall in love with you first how?" I was curious about the answer he gave me.

"Not how."

"Gue also joked Jun, you're my best friend who wants me to have a boyfriend or husband like you."

"Damn lo ya." he was upset making me chuckle amused because he managed to mengahilinya.

I'm just kidding Jun but it could be if you are the destiny that God has laid out for me because God is all about turning people's hearts upside down.

If you see this friend of mine is not too bad, Ajun included in the most wanted on campus because of his good looks, only his morals are minus.

"Jun, why are you smiling?" many wonder.

"No, I'm just wondering why Jefri can't fall in love with a gini-like baby" he said back to my son.