Delana Dedes Pitaloka's
Chapter 44 The disappointment is so deep

"Ameera, I want to say something every week I always come to your school. Just to take care of your problems and today the principal brought you out, so how do you do this"

"What's the reason" shocked Ameera why she was expelled from school.

"Because you are like that, you can't be set up as a child. Come back son like you used to be when there was your mama, don't be like this don't be naughty baby. I love you so much and I want you to be the good boy you were "

Ameera better shut up, she's bowing her head. I don't know why his escape when his mother didn't ya on his mischief. Especially after hearing Ace who was engaged he no longer wanted to watch TV or read the news.

He has thought about everything, will forget about his past about his former self, about his life as Delana Dedes Pitaloka. Forget everything so he can be someone else.

He does not want to be a cupid Delana again, who is always insulted which is not liked by many people because of his appearance. She wants to turn into a woman who is praised and said to be beautiful without having to be changed. She doesn't want to be the woman she used to be.

She did not want to be the weak woman she used to be when she became Delan. She wants to be a tough woman and she will also forget the figure of her husband who had broken her heart, because he was left married by her.

But he actually did not know whether Ace was married or just a fiancee. But still he thought that Ace was married to his fiancee. He was disappointed he said he would be loyal, would be loyal to him but where in reality he did not choose another woman.

Even Ace wasn't looking for him at all. He really has forgotten himself. He is just a past time for Ace and now he will change himself also will not expect to return to Ace.

Now that her life is about to change, her name is Ameera no longer Delana. Everything that was in Delana was lost replaced by her now self.

So don't be weird if you see my attitude that suddenly changes from the cupid Delana, can only cry and can only lean on the chest of a man named Ace but can now turn into a tough and mischievous woman.

Don't blame me, I'm too disappointed with people in my past and I want to prove to them that I can change. I could be without them I wouldn't expect them anymore.

"You can turn into what you used to be, be a sweet and obedient good boy, I want you to be like you were. I love you so much, son "

"Maybe I can grant it to you, but before you marry me again and betray Mama. I told you I don't like father's betrayal. Why did you betray Mom. Mamah just died but dad why so soon dad married again. Can't wait a few years. Previously Mama died 2 months Dad was married again, actually this father has cheated from mamah, since when the father "

Aldi was silent for quite a while, he glimpsed at his son who wiped his tears "It's not that Dad just wants you to have another mother, in order to take care of you. I didn't betray your mother at all. Never thought like that, son "

"That doesn't need Dad. Mama I'm just one can never be replaced by anyone, want Daddy to find a thousand women I will never want to mamah surrogate until anytime, want to find a thousand women, mamah can never be replaced I am disappointed with Dad's decision, why do not you discuss first with me. My father suddenly brought the woman before me "

Aldi held his son's hand. But Ameera immediately let go of "I'm sorry dad maybe it's a rash father's decision, but it's for your good. Because you have been expelled from school you will move again to school, but I ask for one thing not to let you be expelled again from that school. You're in 11th grade you'll be graduating soon. Please don't keep making trouble yeah, be a good woman like you used to be "

"I don't know if I'm gonna be okay at the new school.It's better you don't just send me. Let me be as unemployed as possible or let me just work for my own life. I'm lazy for school"

It just so happens that they have arrived. Ameera just came out without answering the hurtful words of her father. Ever since his mother left his father had always yelled at him no more tenderness than he used to.

Why he should be reborn, but live with a family that always hurts him. It used to be his father who hurt him now it's him again. Why must it always be a father who hurts himself. Why should it be.

"Ameera you've come home, why is it so fast that you ran away "

Ameera did not answer a greeting from her stepmother, already knew she had gone home asked to have gone home. Ameera just went inside her room. He even slammed the door hard.

Ameera is fed up with the woman, when there is her father she will look fine. Good to him but if there is none he will be angry at him. He would point at her and say he would suckle her.

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Ameera woke up, she fell asleep. He looked out the window and it was getting dark when he saw half six. Ameera smelled her uniform smelly.

"It smells really bad, it's not usually this way"

Amira suddenly just wanted to turn on the television has long not seen the television broadcast. Hopefully not to see the guy, Ameera is looking for a broadcast that might catch his eye. But instead stop at the broadcast about discussing Ace the man again.

Ameera instead became silent and looked at the man she always loved, although maybe she did not know that she had been around all this time. I want to forget but it is hard.

Why will his past never disappear, whether he can not eliminate his past whether he should continue to relate to people in his past. Will his life hold on to his past.

Ameera sees Ace with a boy who is the same age as her "It turns out you already have a child. You betrayed me until you had a child, I should not have believed that you would be loyal to me and I should not have been reborn to see this pain. To see you have a child and a wife back" Ameera was so disappointed with what she saw now.

"I know I may be the past to you, but at least you must not renege on your promise you made to me. Why should I die first why should I be born again and see you happy with someone else. While I can't be at all happy even Mama left me for good"

Ameera turned off her television, while busy daydreaming and her stomach sounded like her worms were hungry. Ameera, who was sad, laughed.

"Oh my goodness you can't wait to eat, yes already eat first then take a shower already eat new shower deh. We fill my stomach first "

Ameera came out of the room, but just about to step into the kitchen she saw her father and stepmother talking. Do I have to eavesdrop. Better to just eavesdrop instead of later being curious.