DEVANATHANS
DN – 56

"What am I really doing?" Sela Deva is confused. Hearing the question posed by Deva, made the others confused as well.

"And yes, Mother. Why am I here, didn't I sleep on your lap?" Ask Deva again

Mother Lily walked up to Nathan, then took over the baby girl who was in his daughter-in-law's arms

"Is he my new sister, Mother? It's so beautiful, and what's her name?" Tanya Deva saw a baby in Mother Lily's arms

Nanda's father signaled to the doctor to go back to check on his daughter.

"Miss, may I ask you something?" Doctor's Speech

"Yes, go ahead" replied Deva

"Tell me what you remember now, I just want to make sure" the Doctor asked, "Yes, of course. I finished going home from school, and Mother went to a normal day kayak room. After that, I fell asleep in Mother's lap. Done, is there more?" Obviously Deva

"What class?" Ask the doctor again

"Two SMA"

The doctor nodded in understanding then asked two people to come to his room. They all decided it was Nanda and Nathan's father who was going to the doctor's office

"Just get to the point, Doc" Nanda said as they were in the doctor's office dealing with Deva

"It looks like Miss had amnesia partly because of the accident, Miss now only has half her memory - her past memories. So the events of the past few years including today's events, Miss doesn't remember them at all"

"Can I be healed, Doctor?" Nanda asked, "Can, sir. But don't be too forced, it'll hurt you Miss. You can help him remember little by little"

"Good, Doc. Thanks."

Nanda and Nathan's father returned to the ward, Nathan smiling at Deva who was looking at him in confusion. Her heart felt sad to remember the words of the doctor that Deva only remembered her past, how the fate of their daughter who needed ASI if Deva did not remember her.

Everything happens at the wrong time, he also blames himself for asking Deva to come to deliver lunch. If only he hadn't asked for it, maybe now Deva would still remember him.

"What did the doctor say?" Ask Lily slowly

"Partial amnesia. Deva only remembers her past, including about her who is still in love with alm. Frans" answered Nanda, "Oh my God, what now? She'll definitely keep asking about Frans not being here, and it'll hurt Nathan's feelings" Lily said anxiously

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Now only Nathan, Deva, and their little daughter are in the nursery. Mother Lily asked Nathan to stay in the room, while she went to the cafeteria. Nathan and Deva are at war with their own minds

Nathan looks at his daughter who is still asleep in the baby box, while Deva thinks of Lily's mother's words.

How could I have married? But that baby, there was a strange feeling when I was holding her earlier. Deva said in his heart

It's all my fault, if only last night I hadn't asked her to drop off for lunch, this wouldn't have happened, my daughter would have now enjoyed her mother's breast. Sorry, Son. You're suffering because of Dad. Nathan in the Heart

The second daydream was filled with a strong cry from the tiny baby. Nathan holds her up and tries to calm her daughter down

"Bring her here" Pinta Deva unknowingly. Nathan looked at Deva's words and laid the little body into his wife's lap

"Is he hungry, what should I do?" Tanya Deva bit her fingertips

"Give her an ASI, baby" Lily said in the doorway

"Mother, don't joke. Ak—"

"She's your daughter and you're her mother, Deva. It's your duty to give her enough ASI" Deva was speechless when she heard Mother Lily speak her name

Nathan pulls the curtain to provide a barrier between himself and Deva. Given Deva's condition, he didn't want to make a mistake that would make him go any further.

Mother Lily helped Deva set the position so that the baby girl drank breast milk comfortably.

"Mother.."

"You don't feel anything when you touch it? The bond between mother and child will never be wrong, my dear" Lily looked into Deva's eyes

A strange feeling in Deva's heart re-emerged when the baby girl started sucking. Feeling happy and confused mixed into one, Mother Lily came out from behind the curtain and let Deva spend time with her granddaughter.

What is this feeling, God. Why am I so happy to see him like this? The feeling that I have never felt so far makes me happy and confused because I do not remember anything, is it true that she is my daughter as said mother earlier? Why I don't remember anything. Deva said in her heart, her eyes were fixed on the baby who had closed both eyes.