Diamond Luster
Chapters 102. Pouring out hearts
The clinking of the clock that rang from the wall of his study awakened the Star from the drowsiness that came attacking him. In the lyrics is a wall clock attached to the side.
"Hour is half 12" he said in shock.
"Lian..."
The star immediately stood up as his memory was instantly drawn to the woman he loved. The sound of the diamond that was heard just now is not heard anymore. The star opened the door to the room she used to complete the office work she brought home.
The door opened slowly. There was no one he saw. But looking to the left and slightly looking down, the Star was surprised to see Diamond asleep on the floor waiting for him.
"Geez, why are you sleeping here?" mummy . He could not bear to see Diamond curled up to withstand the cold of the floor temperature as well as the wall where Diamond rested his body.
The star bowed and carried his wife's body in his arms. For a moment, the Star was stunned to see the corner of the Diamond's eyes that were still swollen with tears. There was regret in his heart why he could bear to let Diamond cry and cold waiting for him. Not wanting to think any longer, he hurried to step foot into his room.
On a bed that holds many beautiful stories, the Star sheds its diamond body with great care. Not to forget, the Star also enveloped his wife's entire body.
The star watched his wife's face deeply. The affection in his heart. There is no hate even a little who lives even though in fact he must swallow a bitter pill because he feels lied to by the woman he loves.
Hesitating, the lowered Star wanted to kiss Diamond's forehead. When his breath had hit the skin of his forehead, the Star distanced his face. Pain and disappointment in his lies Diamond hit his heart hard.
"Why should you lie about your relationship with Rangga?. For months we stayed one roof with Rangga, you never once wanted to open about the story of your past with him. I feel like I'm the dumbest man in the world because I can't see exactly what's in front of my eyes. At that time, I must have been the most evil person in your eyes because after all I was the main cause for you and Rangga to separate. It's only natural that he hates me so much. If I were him, I would do the same thing" The star murmured softly as she glanced away at her wedding photo with the diamond on the nightstand next to the bed.
"Do you hate me so much that even you kiss your forehead"
The star flinched and turned directly towards the owner of a voice that sounded to slash his heart.
The star is completely unaware that the Diamond is actually awake and observing its behavior. Diamond actually just pretended to close his eyes in order to open a path of good communication with her husband in the right place.
Diamonds sit upright. His eyes were softly staring at the disappointment that was still deep through the way the Stars looked at it.
"Bin, I..."
"It's late, I'm tired"
Diamond had not had time to convey his point, the Star had immediately cut and lay down his body. The star even accidentally slept with his back to his wife.
"Star, I love you. Very.." whispered touching.
The Star Blood instantly swished warmly. His eyes were deliberately closed against the delicate touch on his face.
"Long before I knew you, I had been dating Rangga for 2 years" Diamond started telling me even if the stars didn't ask. Or maybe the stars are not willing to hear it. But, this is the only way to straighten out the misunderstandings that have occurred. May the Star use her heart to hear her explanation. Diamond continued to tell her true story until how she was willing to accept her Star proposal. The star did not respond, ask or interrupt the story Diamond. His eyes remained closed as if he was dreaming beautifully. Diamond continues the story.
"What Rangga said is absolutely not true. I accepted your proposal not at his request. When you boldly proposed to me in front of my grandfather and grandmother, at that time I could see who you really were. You are not the arrogant and arrogant Star I used to know. You are a very responsible man who has good intentions and a sincere heart. That's the real reason why I didn't refuse to marry you back then. When you made our sacred wedding vows, I promised myself to throw away all my memories with Rangga. I'm determined to spend the rest of my life serving and loving you as my husband"
"It wasn't easy at first for me to accept you as my husband. Even loving you is difficult. I also thought about giving up and ending our household. But in reality I can't. I can't easily let go of you or end our marriage. Because I realized, the twists and turns I went through with you in building our household fostered a deep affection for you. I fell in love with you through a process that wasn't easy. There are so many things about you that I cannot understand. There is a mystery about you that I cannot solve with my logic. I thought I couldn't possibly fall in love with a guy like that. The reality is inversely proportional, I fell in love in a way that is not easy and I could not be easy to take it off. I fell in love without knowing when exactly the feeling bloomed in my heart. All I know for sure is that I can't let you go and I can't live without you" Diamond's tears came back. Her tears fell on her husband's face, which kept her eyes closed without even opening them.
"I love you. I will always love you forever. Although later you will throw me like what Rangga did. But my love for you will not change. Until I close my eyes, love is only for you. There will be no other man who can take my eyes off and love me for you"
The diamond stopped her outpouring by wiping away her tears and kissing her husband's cheek.
"I love you, baby. May when the sun shines and your eyes open, I may see your smile again and you may say your love for me" sesah Berlian bitter with a bright eye glare closely observe the face of her husband and hope there is a little positive response shown by the Stars. But the stars looked peaceful as if they had heard nothing.
The diamond returns to its original position. He sleeps on his back. With a little self-imposed, Diamond tried to close his eyes that felt reluctant to be closed.
Not long after, the situation in the spacious room space turned silent. Only the sound of the breathing of the person who started to fall asleep was heard.
Slowly without a sound the Star turned its body. The star looked at his wife's face in earnest. Without realizing it, his eyes glazed over. The diamond that was engraved was clearly in his heart.
Without intending to disturb her sleep Diamond, the Star raised her head gently and made her arm a pillow. The other hand moved gently hugging the body of his idol.
"I don't need any explanation out of your mouth about how you feel. I'm not that stupid, who can't interpret the attention as well as your sacrifice all this time. I just need some time to throw this disappointment away. I don't know what it would be like if I hadn't figured out the secret of your past with Rangga. He always got what I had. That's what I'm afraid of if the secret hasn't been revealed yet." muttered the Star inwardly without letting go of his eyes from the beautiful face of his wife.
With his affection, Bintang dipped in his wife's crown.
"I love you, diamond . I will never let anyone take you away from me. Including Rangga . Rangga can take any property. But, he won't let me let him take you away from me. I would never let that happen. Never will" Inner Star determined strong.
Without him knowing, Diamond tried to hold back his tears that wanted to come out and Diamond wanted to open his eyes so that he could look directly at the owner of brown eyes who was hugging him. But Diamond was afraid to open her eyes. She was afraid the Star would turn around and take off her embrace. Let him enjoy his time quietly and hope that the morning does not come as soon as usual.