Doctor Alby Pujaan Hati
Feeling Blue's

Devi stared at the mound of earth before her with tears continuing down both of her cheeks. His heart is not sincere if you have to let go of the only brother he has now. Why did God take all the people he had? His father and mother, then why is God taking his brother now? Why is God this so hard on her? Does Devi not deserve to be happy?

One by one the mourners began to walk away from the tomb. Now there are only Devi, Alby, Renata, Gara, Arin and also Laudya who still live there.

Slowly Devi's hands stretched out to touch Sean's tombstone. Devi still can't believe that her brother is dead. A little squeal began to sound again from Devi making Alby crouch down and hold Devi's shoulder slowly to calm her down.

"Dev can't cry here yeah, your tears can't fall on Sean's grave. Pity your sister later," Alby gently scolded.

Devi began to try to stop her crying and stared at Alby with her eyes open.

"I still want to cry om" Devi's great-grandson.

Alby hugged Devi's body and drowned her in his warm arms.

"Then cry in my arms" whispered Alby who made Devi cry out loud.

"Please tell your brother Dev. Let Sean go quietly" Alby said.

"Your brother doesn't feel any pain anymore, Sean's been happy there. Pity Sean if he has to keep feeling pain. You don't want Sean to feel pain, do you?" ask Alby who's been slapped in the head by Devi.

"Maybe God loves Sean more and doesn't want Sean to feel pain for much longer. Now your job is to pray for your brother, because that's all your brother has been waiting for" Alby said.

Not much different from Devi, Renata also felt the same way as Devi. His heart hurts so much if he has to part with the person he loves forever. Laudya who was beside Renata tried to calm Renata down and give her a hug from the side.

"Patiently, Ta. You have to be sincere about Sean's departure. Kasian Sean is there if you continue to grieve, Sean must also be sad," said Laudya.

Renata remained silent without replying to Laudya.

"Let's go home, it'll be raining in a minute" Alby asked.

Renata nodded his head in agreement with Alby because the sky was already blowing and a cold wind began to blow on their bodies. Laudya also leads Renata to leave the cemetery as well as Arin and Gara who also leave Alby and Devi alone.

"We're going home, right?" take Alby gently to Devi.

"Later brother alone," said Devi released Alby's embrace and turned to Sean's grave.

"No. Your sister is with your mom and dad. Your brother is not alone. We're going home now, right? It's raining soon."

"Om Alby was right, not a brother alone but me. I'm alone now, I don't have anyone."

"You'll have me. I won't leave you alone at any time. I promise," said Alby, pointing his little finger.

Devi again shed her tears with her right hand which began to link her little finger to Alby's little finger.

"Om Alby don't break a promise like a big brother."

*****

After accompanying Devi to sleep in her room, Alby also rose from the bed Devi intends to finish her work that has been piled up because she took a few days off to take care of all the procession of Sean's death.

But as soon as he was about to walk away, Alby heard Devi's delirious voice.

Alby abandoned his intentions and went back to bed. Alby could see Devi's pale face with sweat-soaked forehead sticking the back of her hand to Devi's forehead to check her temperature.

Alby felt Devi's body temperature hot. It looks like Devi has a fever due to lack of sleep and fatigue plus the departure of Sean makes her immune system weak.

"Om, big brother left," delirious Devi with both eyes still closed.

"Om Alby don't go" Devi continued.

Alby gently stroked Devi's hair and kissed her softly.

"Hust. I'll keep you company" said Alby.

"Sister.." - Gigau Devi again.

"Dev calm down, brother is here. Brother won't leave you." Alby stroked Devi's cheek. Alby accidentally uses the word 'brother' to calm Devi down. Hasn't Sean left Devi with him since he's been Devi's sister? So what's wrong with Alby calling himself a sister?

Feeling that Devi had calmed down a little and stopped delirious, Alby went to take fever-lowering drugs and fever-reducing plasters.

Devi opened her eyes slowly as Alby placed the fever-reducing plaster on her forehead.

"You awake?" alby asked who was replied with a weak nod by Devi.

"Then you wake up for a while to take medicine, after that you can go back to sleep" said Alby.

Devi nodded obediently. Alby also helps Devi get up and lean on the back of the bed. Devi takes the medicine that Alby gives her.

"bitter."

"Wait for the candy to run out and go to sleep, okay?"

Devi nodded her head in response.

"Now what do you feel? Is anyone sick?" ask Alby.

"My head is a little dizzy and heavy om," replied Devi honestly.

"That's because you're exhausted, sleep-deprived and have a lot of thoughts. Try telling me what you're thinking?" ask Alby gently.

"Nothing," Devi lied. Devi's memories are still overshadowed by her brother and Devi doesn't want to tell Alby.

"alright. If you want to tell me just say it, I'll listen to it" Alby said with a smile. "The candy is over yet? Or was the candy thrown away just so you could get some sleep?" Alby Tawp.

"Not yet, just a little."

Alby took Devi into his arms and stroked her back slowly. Slowly Devi's eyes began to shut because of her comfort in Alby's arms.

"The candy is over?" alby asked as soon as Devi closed her eyes. Alby just doesn't want Devi to fall asleep with the candy still in her mouth, afraid that Devi is choking.

"It has. I chewed on it," Devi replied without opening her eyes.

"Then go to sleep" said Alby softly.

"Om Alby don't go," Devi's left hand.

"No. I'm not leaving" replied Alby, peeping over Devi's head.

Devi closed her eyes and fell asleep leaning against Alby's chest. 

(Considerably visual like this yes)

After making sure Devi was completely asleep, Alby began to slowly take off Devi's hand. He glanced at the wall clock and the time showed at one in the morning. With a slow step, Alby starts to get out of Devi's room intending to finish her work that was delayed.

About two hours Alby struggled with his work, finally Alby's work was completed as well. Alby, who was sleepy and exhausted, intended to go back into the room and rest. As soon as Devi opens the door, Alby is surprised instead of playing as soon as he sees Devi is not in the room.

The panicked Alby immediately ran to the bathroom to see if Devi was there or not.

It's blank!

In the bathroom there was no Devi, Alby immediately rushed to search all corners of the room but the results remained nil.

"Dev!!" alby shouted to call Devi's name but the name did not call Alby at all.

"Devi!! Where are you?!!"

Alby rubbed his face, it was still three o'clock at night and where did the girl go? Alby is very worried about Devi especially Devi is still sick and just lost her brother makes Alby increasingly negative thoughts.

Alby remembered something.

THE CCTV!!!

Alby immediately reached into his cell phone and saw CCTV footage installed in his apartment to see where Devi was going.

In the CCTV footage, Devi is seen walking straight to the elevator and pressing the top button.

The rooftop!!!

"Damn!!" alby Ogat.

How could he not notice Devi coming out of the apartment when she was in her study? Alby immediately cursed his own stupidity.

In a hurry and panic, Alby immediately ran out of the apartment and entered the elevator and pressed the top button.

While waiting in the elevator, Alby tries to call Devi's phone but is not picked up. Looks like Devi accidentally left her phone in the room.

"Damn it! What are you doing on Dev's rooftop?!" as if Alby was arrested.

Alby is afraid of Devi doing reckless things up there let alone Devi's unstable psychic condition. Not to mention the trauma he experienced also contributed to controlling Devi made Alby more worried.

Brak!!

Alby opened the door of the rooftop violently and his eyes were perfectly rounded as soon as Devi was about to do something.

"Dev!!!!" alby shouted while trying to stop Devi who was about to jump from the building.

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