Dusk Substitute
Warm morning

A long night passed, and the dawn came to say hello. His light crept between the small gaps of the curtains. Gave warm to Nissa's cold body. Cooled Nissa's arid heart full of anger and pain. Nissa's body was full of wounds, but still stood up with her genuine smile. Nissa is a warm, loving person who continues to give happiness to those around her. Without caring about his own happiness.

Nissa wakes up in a big room she never lived in. Her clothes had changed, no longer had a hijab covering her beautiful crown. Nissa wakes up, after collapsing in Radit's arms last night. Nissa held her head which felt heavy. Nissa's body has a fever, the sea breeze makes Nisss fall in Radit's arms. Nissa turned her head towards the wall clock, her two eyeballs perfectly rounded. The dawn time has passed, exactly at 05.15 WIB. Suddenly Nissa woke up, with the rest of her strength. Nissa tried to walk towards the bathroom. Nissa walked over gontai, her body completely limp and her head felt so heavy.

"Let's!" nissa shouted, as she felt her body stagger and almost fall.

"You!" nissa said softly, when Radit had caught his body. Radit sustained Nissa's weakened body. For a moment Radit was astonished by Nissa's attitude. Although her body was weak, Nissa remained standing without asking for her help. Radit's gaze was cold, as if there was a sense of anger seeing Nissa's hard and cold demeanor.

"Sometimes one can't stand alone!" radit said coldly, Nissa brushed off Radit's hand slowly.

"Thank you, I'm running out of time. Soon shuruq, dawn will be over!"

"At any time you don't pray, it doesn't matter. Moreover, you are sick!" radit said, Nissa shook her head weakly. Trudgingly, Nissa walked towards the bathroom door. Nissa looked at me right in front of the bathroom door. I saw a smile on Nissa's face. Radit was pensive, Nissa's smile as if aimed at him.

"I'm sick, but I can still walk and breathe. Maybe I'm not perfect, but as long as I can keep my faith. I will strive for my faith and I will not devote my time to you by faith in HIM. Thank you for worrying about me, believe me I'm fine!" said Nissa softly and softly, Radit fell silent. I don't know what Radit felt? Nissa has turned Radit's hard heart into a weak and tasteful one.

"I lost, he has defeated the ego in my heart. Is this what is called love? Nissa, your simplicity is waking me up. Happiness and tranquility, not just wealth and power. The sincerity of your heart, the serenity of your soul and the freshness of your life put me to shame. Nissa, who are you? Why are we meeting the wrong way?" inner Radit was sad, his gaze straight towards the bathroom door. Radit's waiting for Nissa, he doesn't want anything to happen to Nissa.

Kreeeeekkk

"I'll help you!" radit said, Nissa shook her head. Radit scrunched his forehead, confused and disappointed. Nissa refused his hand.

"Sorry, I have ablution!" nissa said softly, Radit nodded in understanding. Radit walked ahead of Nissa. Radit prepares Nissa prayer equipment. A smile on Nissa's face. A smile full of sincerity that comes from the heart.

"Thank you, but I'd be happier. If you become my prayer priest!" nissa said softly and warmly.

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"He wants me to be his prayer priest. Could he have started to open his heart for me!" radit's inner self, along with his heart beating violently.

"I'm sorry, I can't be your prayer priest!" radit said listlessly, Nissa shook her head.

"It can't, but it can't!" nissa said and started her prayer. Radit walked out of the room. With mixed feelings, Radit leaves Nissa in prostration. At a glance Radit turned his head, he saw the peculiarity of Nissa in her prayers and prostrations. Guilt was deep in his heart.

"My wife is sholeha, but she's unlucky to marry me!" batin Radit was disappointed, then closed the door of the room. Leaving solemn Nissa in prostration and prayer.

Radit leaves Nissa and sits in the front yard. The atmosphere of the house is so beautiful, there are several large trees that are fruiting. A large yard with a house that is not too big. A house located at the top. As far as the eye could see, the view was beautiful. Seen high mountains towering, adding beauty and beauty. The house is deliberately built Radit as a resting place. The second house visited by Radit.

"Master, breakfast is ready!" bikMinah said, Radit turned his head with a sigh. It's like Radit doesn't want breakfast. Bik Minah smiled, Radit looked down lethargic.

"Beautiful mother, she will love master!"

"I mean Minah!" said Radit did not understand, Bik Minah smiled. Radit shook his head weakly, as if to disagree with Bik Minah's words. Radit realizes, Nissa's cold attitude is the answer to their relationship all along.

"Good mother, one day you can see your love!"

"So, I didn't expect more!" sahut Radit flat, Bik Minah stared straight at the window of Radit's room. Bik Minah smiled happily, Radit was surprised to see Minah's smile.

"The eyes of the mother say yes, from the beginning you are sitting here. I looked at the master without looking. Bik Minah wishes, love sir is welcome. I will be a good wife and mother. Young master and Zain will be happy with Mom!" bik Minah said, Radit twisted his body. He looked towards the window of his room. Nissa looked straight at him.

"Minah Bik!"

"Yes sir!" suhut Bik Minah, Radit standing right in front of Bik Minah.

"Please prepare breakfast and take it to the room. Mom is still weak, I'll feed her in the room!"

"Master loves mom!" said bika Minah lirih teasing Radit.

"May this be love, not pity!" muttered Radit, while stepping into the house.

Radit walked so slowly, meeting Nissa after the conversation. Radit felt ashamed and disappointed in himself. Radit felt less, when he realized he was not able to be a good priest. Radit continued to play with his mind. Until he didn't realize, his steps had stopped in the room. Radit was confused about to enter or not, until finally Bik Minah came with a tray filled with food. Radit picked up the tray and immediately took it in. Radit opened the door slowly, and Nissa was lying on the bed. Nissa sleeps when she sees Radit coming into the house.

"Breakfast!" said Radit, while lifting the tray. Nissa looked up, then shook her head slowly. Nissa curled up behind the blanket, her body feverish and her head heavy.

"You should eat, then take your medicine!"

"I'm not hungry, nor can I take medicine. I just want to sleep, my head is dizzy!"

"I'll bribe you!"

"No need, I'm not hungry!" nissa said, then turned her body. Nissa turned her back to Radit, her body shivering with coldness. Her lips twitched, a few strands of her hair covered Nissa's face.

"Eat, one mouthful!" radit said, Nissa shook her head weakly. Radit sighed, Nissa's stubbornness frustrated Radit.

"I'll get a doctor!" said Radit, Nissa shook her head for the umpteenth time. Radit surrendered, stubbornly Nissa was invincible.

"All right, I'll accompany you!" said Radit, then slept right next to Nissa.

Radit hugged Nissa from behind, clutching tightly onto Nissa's shivering body. Radit sucked his head right behind Nissa's nape. Smelling the fragrance of Nissa's hair, while Radit wanes in desire. Radit brushed Nissa's hair, kissing Nissa's nape warmly. With no resistance or resistance, Radit feels Nissa allows it. Nissa's sound was interrupted by the coldness of her body, making Radit even more excited. Radit's getting wild, exploring Nissa's body. Radit forgot, if Nissa was still sick and weak.

"I'm still sick, I have to right now!" nissa said softly and weakly, Radit shook his head right on Nissa's back.

"Sorry!" said Radit clumsily, Nissa was silent. Before long, a soft snore sounded from Nissa's lips. In Radit's arms, Nissa felt at ease and fell asleep.

"Now I can resist this desire, but the charm has overcome me. How long can I hold him? I want to have you with love, not coercion!" batin Radit, while holding Nissa tightly.