Dusk Substitute
Both in the car

"Master, breakfast is ready!"

"Where's zain? Bring him here!" radit said coldly, Ifa nodded without saying anything. Sanjaya and Saskia walked towards the dining table. Radit picked up the food, waiting for Zain to come.

Saskia sat opposite Radit, while Sanjaya sat at the end of the dining table. Zain sat right next to Radit. Familiarity of Radit's extended family at breakfast. A relationship that can never be replaced by anything. Warm attitude and time that Radit always special to his family.

"Radit, where's Nissa?"

"Papa, don't mention his name. He's not part of our family. So there's no need for him to have breakfast with us!" sahut Saskia cynically, Radit turned his head without speaking. A gaze that sufficiently answered Saskia's rude attitude. The dislike gaze that was able to make Saskia's mouth tightly closed.

"Ifa, where's mom?" sanjaya said, Saskia snorted annoyedly hearing Sanjaya keep asking for Nissa's whereabouts.

"Mr Sanjaya, I'm in the room. Mama might be down soon!" sahut Ifa was polite, Sanjaya nodded in understanding.

"Mama!" zain shouted, seeing Nissa come down from the second floor. Nissa's appearance looks neat, thin makeup beautifies her face. Although a pale and lethargic face was still visible. But Nissa's condition is starting to improve and she wants to go to work.

"Zain, continue your breakfast!" pinta Nissa, as Zain approached her and immediately hugged Nissa. Ifa held Zain, as Nissa blinked her eyes.

"Nissa, we're having breakfast together!"

"Thank you, please continue!" sahut Nissa friendly. Sanjaya turned towards Radit, as if wanting an answer. But Radit silence becomes the answer that makes Sanjaya more confused.

"He doesn't deserve to have breakfast with us!" said Saskia ketus, Sanjaya patted slowly Saskia's hand. Cue for Saskia to be quiet and not talk much.

"Since then, you've been silent, not you agree with what you said. Saskia, sister can do anything? Including getting out of this house and living with Zain!"

"Sister, why talk like that?" saskia said softly, Radit lowered his head. The food he took did not make him hungry. Not a single bit of Radit touched his food. There was no hunger, only disappointment in his heart.

"Nissa sit!" sanjaya said, Nissa shook her head. As Nissa walked up to Radit, Nissa gave Radit an envelope.

"You're serious!" radit said coldly, Nissa nodded slowly. Sanjaya and Saskia are not confused by Radit and Nissa's attitude. But both of them choose to be silent, wrong speech will be fatal as a result.

Radit stood up, the food in front of him was no longer touched. When his food is gone, Radit chooses to leave. Nissa held Radit by the hand, and Radit stopped his steps. Nissa kissed the back of Radit's hand, then approached Zain and warmly kissed the top of the son's head. Nissa went to teach without touching breakfast. Even though it was dawn, Nissa had prepared all these meals.

"Mbak Ifa, sign Zain. If there's anything, please call me!" nissa said, just after she kissed the top of Zain's head.

"He doesn't need you, I'll take care of him!" sahut Tasya loudly, Radit and Nissa turned their heads. Zain ran over to Nissa. With a blink of an eye, Nissa asked Ifa to bring Zain inside.

"Thank you, I'll leave this family's happiness to you!" nissa said, then walked away from Tasya and Radit. Tasya's warm embrace has always been a greeting of his encounter with Radit.

"Turn back to Nissa, so that I may be sure there is your love and jealousy for me!" inner Radit, but all in vain. Nissa continued to walk without looking at Radit.

"Sister Tasya, I'm happy brother is finally back. Only brother deserves to be Radit's sister's wife!" said Saskia happy and loud, Nissa heard the happiness of Saskia. A laugh that makes his heart feel pain and tight.

Radit took the key and his bagya, he hurriedly walked out of his house. Rayhan the assistant had already come and waited in the living room. Rayhan is not only an assistant, he's a cousin and Radit's best friend. Tasya was upset to see Radit's attitude that ignored him. Radit left without giving a damn about Tasya.

"Darling, this is missing!" tasya said flirtatious, Radit did not make a sound. Nissa turned towards Radit and Taysa. Why does his heart feel so bad? Nissa felt a terrible tightness.

"Nissa, enough!" said Radit, then turned off Nissa's matic motorcycle. Radit snatched the key to Nissa's motorcycle. Then throw the key at Rayhan. Radit pulls Nissa's hand, asking Nissa to get in the car. Again and again Tasya ignored, Radit did not care at all about Tasya.

"What else is it? Tasya has come, pity that she's left!"

"Nissa I beg you, don't switch the conversation!"

"You mean!" nissa said, Radit sighed.

"Say, what should I do? That you may forgive me and forget all my mistakes!" radit said, Nissa silently stared out the window of her car. The congested highway becomes Nissa's way of ignoring Radit's question.

"Nissa, what should I do?" said Radit, holding Nissa's hand. Radit kissed Nissa's hand warmly. Pasting right on his chest. Radit is no longer ashamed to say his love for the world.

"Lisa!" call Radit warm, Nissa just shut up.

"I'll pay papa's debt with my salary. It may take years, even decades. But trust me, I'll pay you every penny dad uses!"

"Nissa, I was wrong. Tell me how, that you may forgive me. Please don't do this, my reasons are wrong. But my love and comfort are right!" radit said sincerely, Nissa looked out the window of her car. Trying to distract him from Radit.

Radit sighed, Nissa was so loud and determined. Radit doesn't understand how to make Nissa forget her promise. Paying off his father's debt will certainly be heavy and long. Radit tries to erase Nissa's memory of the reason for their marriage. But everything was recorded. There's no way to erase a memory that's been erased.

"I'm getting off here!"

"Why? The school you teach at is a long way from here!"

"I have a meeting, Amira will pick me up. Your office is turning left and I'm going right. We're not in the same direction!" nissa said, Radit directly turned his car to the right. Nissa did not argue, when she saw Radit dropping her off.

"I don't mind dropping you off, Rayhan's taken care of everything. If necessary, I will wait for you to finish!" radit said, Nissa turned her head straight away. Nissa's head was the bitter answer Radit received.

"I must be a long time ago, I don't want to trouble you!"

"You don't want to introduce me to them. I'm not someone else, I'm your husband!"

"I am afraid to accept your kindness. I'm afraid to love you, I'm afraid to depend on you. Don't be nice to me, my heart is starting to get weak in front of you. I'm starting to be fragile without your backrest. You are my husband, but ashamed to be your wife. Marriage because of this favor, has made me upset. If this is love, pure or just want your power. I'm sorry, if my heart is too hard. I was too afraid of being hurt, my heart was no longer whole. My soul is no longer alive, after everything that happened to me. Sorry, you are in my life. After all this hurt and disbelief was on my mind. I'm sorry, you're a hard and dark victim of my heart being wounded by a creature named man. Sorry, sorry and sorry!" nissa's inner self, while looking at Radit's face.

"Nissa, you're okay!" said Radit disperse the daydreams of Nissa. Radit was worried when he saw Nissa's tears fall right at the end of his eyes. Radit wiped away Nissa's tears, then stroked Nissa's cheek gently.

"I won't force you, I'll wait for your heart to open!" radit said softly, Nissa looked down.

"I'm sorry, brother, sorry!" nissa said softly, Radit looked surprised.

"Sister, he called me brother!" batin Radit can't believe it.