Dusk Substitute
Misses

Three days later, Radit went out of town. Three days later, Nissa lives alone in Radit's mansion. Without a backrest or warm greeting Radit her husband. For three days, Nissa's life was silent without Radit's voice. No phone calls or chats, everything feels quiet and lonely. Nissa lives alone in her husband's mansion. Only Zain's laughter and whining kept Nissa afloat. Along with Saskia's insults and scathing insinuations to her.

Nearly seventy-two hours, Nissa stayed alone in Radit's room. Nissa felt unfamiliar with the room she had been in for almost five months. Nissa felt the dawn was no longer warm, without Radit's warm greeting. Dusk is no longer beautiful, without the jest of Radit. Nissa's heart and mind revolved around one name, Ahmad Dzaky Raditya. Time seems slow to turn, the night feels longer. Almost every night, Nissa did not close her eyes. Nissa slept only a few hours before dawn. Nissa was completely confused by his circumstances. Nissa found no answer from her agitated heart. Just by prostrating to HIM, the way Nissa found tranquility.

Like tonight, Nissa isn't awake. Exactly at 23:30 WIB, the white mucena is still attached to his body. Drowsiness as if not wanting to greet him, Nissa remained awake even though the night had been late and quiet. Nissa chose solemnly in her prostration and prayer. Without him noticing, the night had gone and the morning began to greet. Nissa sighed, as she looked towards the wall clock. An hour passed so quickly, Drowsiness did not greet Nissa's eyes.

Kreeeeekkk

"Just home!" greeting Nissa, Radit nodded with a look of tired face. Nissa takes off her face, Nissa comes up to Radit. Nissa pulled Radit's hand, kissed Radit warmly on the back.

"You haven't slept, it's too late!" radit said, just after Nissa let go of her hand. Nissa took a glass of water, and then thrust it at Radit. Without breathing, Radit drained the water Nissa gave him.

"You haven't answered my question, something's bothering you!" said Radit, holding Nissa's hand. Radit felt strange, seeing Nissa still awake. Radit anxiously noticed the look on Nissa's face.

"I'm not sleepy!"

"You always sleep on time, you never sleep this late. You're used to waking up a third of the night, but you're sleeping late!" radit said, Nissa shook her head.

"I'm fine, I'm going to bed soon!" nissa said, Radit sighed. Radit tries to believe Nissa's reasoning. Radit stopped the debate tonight. Their relationship began to get warmer and closer. Radit doesn't want everything to get worse.

For three days, Radit did not see Nissa's face. Radit's world is colorless without Nissa's voice. Radit tried to finish his job on time. Radit just wants to go home, see the face he misses so much. Even when he got home, Radit was driving at a high speed. Radit just wants to go home, hoping to see Nissa's face while asleep. Nissa's two eyes were closed, calming Radit's rumbling heart. Nissa's subtle snoring, a symphony of beautiful tones sounded in Radit's ears. But all his shadows were dashed, Nissa was still awake.

"The hot water is ready. Your dressing clothes have also been prepared. If you're hungry, I'll make you some food!"

"No need, rest!" sahut Radit, Nissa nodded. Radit goes into the bathroom, while Nissa gets into bed. Nissa tried to close her eyes. Somehow the drowsiness did not also ambush him? Nissa was confused by the beating of her heart. A sense of relief when you see Radit's face, a sense of happiness when kissing the back of Radit's hand.

"Not sleeping!" radit said, surprising Nissa. Nissa turned her head, seeing Radit come out in her pajamas prepared by Nissa. Radit's face looks fresher, smelling the smell of shampoo from his wet hair.

"Lisa!"

"Hmmm!" nissa said softly, Radit turned his body facing towards Nissa. Nissa's body trembled, there was a strange taste that infiltrated into her heart.

"Let's lend me your legs, I'm tired and want to sleep on your lap!" radit said, Nissa turned her head straight away.

Nissa woke up from her sleep, then straightened her legs on the bed. Nissa patted his leg slowly, gesturing for Radit to put his head on her lap. Radit was astonished, seeing a warm attitude that he had never imagined. Radit slept on Nissa's lap, his eyes closed. Radit felt the warm fingers of Nissa Ketilka massaging her head. Radit felt so happy that Nissa was finally willing to open her heart to him.

"I missed you!" radit said softly with his eyes closed. Nissa is silent, there's no word on Radit's declaration of love. No rejection or assent, Nissa's silent voice made Radit worried.

"Nissa, I want us on vacation. Spend time alone, just get rid of fatigue!"

"Zayn!"

"Come on Nissa, there's Ifa guarding her. We were married for five months, not a second did we spend time together. You're busy at school and taking care of Zain. I was busy with my business. I'm tired of Nissa, I miss you, I need you. Three days away from you, my breathing stopped. Sometimes I want to break the wall clock. So that it doesn't ring anymore and makes me remember you!" said Radit, then pulled Nissa's hand. Radit kissed gently Nissa's warm hand. Radit clutched his hand so close, but so far away from him.

"I can't take time off, I'll be taking the class exam soon!"

Huuuff

"I expected it!" sahut Radit was disappointed. Radit turned his face, facing towards Nissa's stomach. Infiltrate behind the blanket Nissa used to cover her legs.

"Hhhhhhhhmm!" nissa's voice was so tempting Radit's desire. A desire that also seeped into Nissa's heart. When Radit starts acting naughty by gently kissing Nissa's stomach.

"Sister!" nissa said, as she felt Radit's hand growing wild. Radit's hand plays with Nissa's navel, sneaking between Nissa's blankets and pajamas.

"I'm sleepy, can we sleep!" nissa said, Radit sighed while nodding. The warmth and comfort she just felt had to come to an end. Nissa cut off the warmth that had begun to infiltrate between the coldness of her attitude.

"Sleep, I love you!" said Radit, then kissed the top of Nissa's head. The heat burned Nissa's entire body.

Radit hugged Nissa's body, his burly hands perfectly coiled in Nissa's slender belly. Both are tired of resisting longing. But the ego hinders a union. Nissa kept quiet and Radit didn't force it. The two take care of each other, so that the sanctity of love is not tarnished. Nissa looks so comfortable in Radit's arms. There's clearly a sense of security that Radit gives. A love that begins to be reciprocated, but is too difficult to say.

"I miss you, my husband!" nissa, closed her eyes. Nissa began to sleep in Radit's warm embrace. Drowsiness ambushed Nissa, as if everything was fine.

Cup

"I realize your longing, I see your love and I feel the warm touch of your love. But your hard work gets in the way of that feeling and I won't force you. I will prove, my love is sincere. I love you, I miss you.Three days away from you, make me realize my world is quiet without your voice!" radit's inner self-excited, shortly after kissing the top of Nissa's head.