Dusk Substitute
Silence is Tormenting...

Nissa walked for almost thirty minutes under the torrent of rain. Nissa's tears were fused under the rain. The cold no longer felt like it was ambushing his bones. All melted in the rain. No longer the pain of suffocating his chest, the rainwater had wiped away all his pain. Nissa began to feel calm, in the rushing and cold rainwater. Nissa continued to step, without feeling a few more meters she reached the magnificent house of Radit.

There are high walls surrounding Radit's mansion. Covering the splendor of the house from the crowded highway. Sturdy high gate, like a prison trellis that is not easily broken into. Nissa sighed, releasing all her burden. Leaving all wounds far behind his steps. Removing her tears, along with the fall of rainwater. Nissa stepped with her body upright, standing right in front of the gate of Radit's house.

"Mrs!" greet the friendly guards, while pulling the high gate.

Ifa who happened to be outside, immediately ran with an umbrella. Ifa covers Nissa, but is subtly rejected by Nissa. When I saw Ifa's wet body. Nissa blinked her eyes, indicating that she was fine. Ifa immediately retreated, Nissa was not only the employer for Ifa. From the beginning Nissa went into Radit's house. Ifa already thinks Nissa should be a brother. Ifa loved and appreciated Nissa. Nissa is treating Ifa.

"Mother, sir is worried about thinking about mom. Since coming, master was angry for no reason. Luckily Zain was already asleep, otherwise he must have cried!" ifa said, Nissa nodded in understanding. Ifa felt pity, seeing Nissa's wet body. But Nissa's smile, as if to show she's fine.

"We're just going through the side door!" take Nissa, right in front of the main door.

"Lisa!" radit shouted loudly, as Nissa turned her head. Ifa chose to enter through the side door. He didn't want to see the debate between Nissa and Radit.

Nissa stopped her steps, she stood in front of Radit's house. The rain started to subside, as if tired of crying. The drizzle of rain, accompanied by the night wind felt piercing into Nissa's bones. But the cold was not as cold as Radit's angry gaze. Is that a worry because of love? Or the anger of Nissa's selfishness? No one knows it, only Radit's heart understands everything.

"What are you thinking? Why are you doing it again? Just once Nissa, once you appreciated me. Your tough attitude no longer considers me. You left without saying goodbye to me!" radit said in anger, Nissa stared fixedly at Radit. Radit's body began to get wet by the raindrop. Nissa asks Radit inside, while she enters through the side door. But Radit did not allow, irritatedly Radit pulled Nissa's body. Radit hugged Nissa forcibly, so tightly that it made Nissa feel asphyxiation.

"You hurt me!" nissa said softly, Radit immediately let go of his embrace.

"Why is your attitude always like this? You feel hurt when you hurt me. You're hard, but it's like I'm rude. What's on your mind? Until you can do something stupid like this. You made me lose my mind with your arrogance!" radit said loudly, Nissa was silent. No words said, silence is better. Rather than admit his jealousy.

"When is Nissa? How long have you treated me like this? I'm your husband is not your enemy. Just once you believed me, sure that I wouldn't be able to hurt you. Honestly, Nissa, I'm an ordinary man with a heart. Maybe now I can take your hard. But I can't guarantee that I will receive another woman warm. For the sake of removing the desolate you left behind!"

Deg Deg Deg

Nissa immediately looked up, Radit said like embers burning his body. Nissa's blood was boiling, Nissa's heart was pounding violently and her heart was in pain. Radit's words really made Nissa not surprised. Nissa walked back, Radit's real words made Nissa even more unhinged. Radit who had already said, no longer possible to withdraw his words. The word has already been said, the intentions spread out and Nissa's heart was torn apart. Time won't be able to return, now only regrets are visible on Radit's face.

"Sorry, can I go inside. I'm freezing!" nissa said flat, with a heart that was very painful. Radit walked forward, hoping to hold Nissa's hand. But Nissa quickly refused. Nissa retreated away, as Radit stepped forward.

"I'm through the side door!" said Nissa flatly, Radit was stunned. He realized his words were too much.

Radit felt regret for venting his worries on Nissa. Radit sees Nissa's frozen body. Nissa's lips turned blue with her body shivering. Radit rubbed his face rough, feeling foolish had let out his heart voice. Now there was a sad look, accompanying the steps Nissa entered her house.

Tap Tap Tap

Plaakkk

"Saski!" yells Radit and Sanjaya together. Radit ran over to Saskia, pulling Saskia's hand away from Nissa. While Nissa held her cheek that felt hot, because of Saskia's slap.

"Why did you slap him?" said Radit angrily, Saskia released the hands of Radit.

"Based on cheap women, what right do you have to make my brother anxious? You are not a noble princess to be welcomed home. You are a poor woman who thirsts for my brother's treasure. Now you want to kill my brother with his worry for you!" said Saskia loudly, Nissa just silently looked at Saskia. No more resistance, Nissa's body was too weak. Jealousy buried his courage, now left weak and silent.

"Saskia keep talking or sister forget who you are?" radit said rudely, Saskia snorted in annoyance.

"But!"

"Get into the room!" yelled Radit, stopping Saskia's rude attitude.

Nissa twisted her body, stepping back towards her room. Nissa forgets Saskia's rude attitude, regards Saskia's slap pain as a last breeze. For a moment Radit felt astonished, looking at Nissa's silent attitude. Nissa was not usually silent, especially when Saskia was being rude to her.

"You're fine!"

"I'm fine, no need to worry about me. Sorry if I made you anxious!" said Nissa, then let go of Radit's hand.

"What the hell is going on? Why is Nissa silent about Saskia's rude attitude? Honestly, Nissa, I'm getting used to your anger. Rather than looking at your silence and resignation. How much you hurt until you look weak. What are you thinking? Just once, Nissa, tell me your hard reasons. I can't see suffering in your silence!" batin Radit, while staring at the back of Nissa who was as smart as away.

"Nissa, I'm sorry!" radit whispers right in Nissa's ear. Radit hugged Nissa's body very tightly. She put her hand in Nissa's stomach.

"Let go, I'm soaked!"

"Speak Nissa, tell me what's my fault? Don't torture me with your silence!"

"Your fault is only one, making me the twilight of a substitute. The second woman in your life!" nissa said, then let go of Radit's hand. Nissa went into the bathroom.

"Nissa, is it wrong that I love you now!"