Dusk Substitute
Together in Isha's time

The trial continued, the mediation trial did not produce results. Radit and Alvira insist on getting custody of Zain. The two show evidence, in order for them to win and get custody of Zain. There is no middle ground, Radit and Alvira feel entitled to have Zain. Without them noticing, Zain was the most injured. Nissa tried to persuade Radit. So that there is no disagreement, ask for heart-to-heart talk. But the jealousy of Alvira, has closed the eyes of Alvira's heart. So there's no truth, other than that he got Zain's custody. Keep Zain away from Radit, Alvira's only goal in life. Alvira's faith was so great, because the Kusuma family supported her.

Radit's been trying his hardest, he can't even sleep all this time. Radit was agitated at the thought of the final outcome of the trial. Radit fears Zain's soul is disturbed. When he heard, the dispute between his parents. The same thing happened to Nissa, she was the most sad. Seeing his son become a contested trophy. The pain of a mother who is afraid to see her son's tears. Anxiety continues to plague him, until he blames himself. Nissa feels responsible for being the third person between Radit and Alvira. But on the other hand, Nissa feels right to have become part of Radit's life. Because Nissa was present, when Alvira wasn't with her. The inner struggle that made Nissa restless and fragile.

Nissa continued to seek calmness in her agitation. Almost every night, in a third of the night Nissa prostrated before HIM. Nissa begged for mercy, praying for all to be the best. Nissa pitted in the third night, all for Radit's peace. A father who is afraid of losing his beloved son. Unable to choose between love and compassion. Two choices are not easy, for Radit at this time. Zain and Nissa everything in Radit's life, there's no best choice between the two. Just like Nissa who is unable to choose, survive or go from Radit's life. Nissa felt her days were getting harder. Waiting for the final decision, in agitation.

Finally, after a long time of keeping his own agitation. Nissa decided to tell Amira. A friend who is at every step. Since Amira stopped teaching, the two rarely met. Nissa focused on her household, while Amira focused on her new job. Became CEO of one of Kusuma's subsidiaries. It has taken up a lot of time. Amira must learn to be a good leader. There are many different things about teaching. Sometimes Amira calls Nissa, but only once or twice a week. The last few, Amira was out of town. Therefore, Nissa and Amira could not meet. Even Amira has not met Daniel. The uncle Amira knew was just a name and had never met.

"Amira!" shouted Nissa, Amira nodded slowly. Amira walked over to Nissa, where she was seen sitting leaning against one of the mosque's pedestals.

This is where Nissa and Amira decided to meet, a mosque in the middle of the city. Just before the Isya prayer, Amira came using her luxury car. Nissa asked Radit for permission. First time Nissa's out the night without Radit. Nissa wanted to calm herself down, not distance herself from Radit. Amira is his best support. Only on Amira, Nissa hopes to find a backrest.

Almost fifteen minutes, Nissa said all her fear and unease. Fifteen minutes later, Amira was a good listener. Not once did Amira refute or interrupt Nissa's words. Amira realizes the heavy burden that Nissa is now bearing. Because Nissa would never complain. If he can solve the problem. Amira understands Nissa's character. The relationship of blood and heart that keeps them always in one word. Like tonight, Amira deliberately took the time for Nissa.

"Now, what's your decision? Survive or leave? Survive and see Radit dispute with Alvira. Get away from Radit and forget about it. Live with the calmness you have lost!" said Amira, at the end of Nissa's story. Nissa looked down, there was a burden that could never be borne. Between choosing one of Radit's or his composure.

"I love Radit, my son deserves to know his father!" nissa said softly, Amira nodded while patting the back of Nissa's hand gently. Sontak Nissa looked up, looking at Amira with boundless turmoil. Nissa looked for answers between her two hardest choices. Just like Radit could never choose between himself and Zain.

"Let's Nissa, don't ever go. Give Radit strength. Give your son the right to know his father. Reach your love with a happy smile. Be the best mom for Zain. It won't be easy, but I believe you can do it. You are not a coward who runs away from a challenge. Remember when we climb, there are no obstacles that we cannot cross. There is no fear that breaks our steps. Once dropped while stepping, even though it hurts and bleeds. We never cry or complain. All for the dream we want to achieve. Therefore endure, though your heart aches and your soul cries out. Prove to Alvira, you're not a coward who's afraid to fight!"

"Why are you defending Radit? You don't usually stand up for Radit, don't you be the first to blame Radit. If I get hurt and cry!" nissa said in disbelief, Amira looked at Nissa softly. There was a sense of weakness, when he was unable to defend Nissa. But continue to blame Radit, not something right. Considering Radit's been trying to make things right.

"Lisa!" call Amira lirih, Amira's tone sounds different. I don't know what Amira has in mind? Nissa felt that there was something Amira was hiding.

Nissa stopped her steps, along with Amira's call. Nissa felt that Amira's way of speaking was different. Amira's gaze looked blank, clearly indicating there was a stored load. Nissa saw a different Amira. Nissa approached Amira, embracing her cousin's arm. Seeking the meaning of silence Amira.

"Amira, tell me or do we end this friendship?" threatening Nissa, forcing Amira to say everything.

"Papa, want me to move abroad. Papa forbid me from getting closer to you!"

"Then!"

"Come away, Nissa, I can't leave you. If I have to, I will leave the Kusuma family!"

"Don't!" shouting Nissa, Amira turned her head with a look of surprise.

"You want me to go!" amira said with a sad face. Nissa shook her head, her face down. Obviously Nissa didn't want Amira to leave or leave the Kusuma family.

"Stay by their side, at least for the sake of my dreams that will never come true. The dream of taking care of my real mother's father and sister!"

"Those fools have ignored your love!" said Amira, then hugged Nissa very tightly.