Dusk Substitute
Bickering

Nissa decides to leave Radit's house. He went to the mosque not far from his home. Nissa stayed away from jealousy which could have ruined her. Maybe Nissa's attitude was wrong, went without saying goodbye to Radit. But it all feels right, when a wife walks away from the pain. Nissa forced the guards to open the gate and forbade them to tell Radit. Nissa promised to come back, before everyone woke up. Even Nissa convinced the guards, if she only went to the mosque. Eventually the guards agree, but one of them follows Nissa. They don't want to be blamed, if anything happens to Nissa. As a result, Nissa left with the escort of one of the guards.

The pain that gnawed at his heart, making Nissa short of breath. Nissa felt a great pain, until Nissa was unable to breathe. After trying to calm down and the results were in vain. Nissa decided to go to the mosque not far from the compound. Nissa walked on foot, feeling the morning breeze that greeted her. After a ten-minute walk, Nissa arrived at the mosque. Nissa rested before HIM, seeking tranquility in prayer. Nissa prays istikhara, hoping there is the best answer for her. Nissa cried on his lap, shedding all her restless heart. Honesty that Nissa couldn't tell anyone else. Now out loud, Nissa poured it on HIM. At least for the sake of the calmness of his heart that began to be fragile by love.

Long Nissa piled up, praying for the power that disappeared within her. Nissa breathed freshness against her jealousy. Nissa continued to rest, without feeling the dawn greeting. Nissa decided to return home after dawn prayers. The pain in his heart had lessened, his tears were wiped away along with the chanting of prayer. Nissa is back to being the old Nissa. He faced a storm in his life. Step upright, without fear of pebbles blocking it. Nissa was born again, no pain could make her fall.

"Mom, we're going home now!"

"Sorry, I have to wait outside!" nissa said, seeing housekeeper Radit shake his head. Nissa returns to Radit's house, along with a greeting dawn.

Nissa stared fixedly at the dawn, the warm rays had not yet been felt. The fog was still greeting, the dew felt coldly ambushing. Nissa smiled, happily staring at the dawn again shining. Nissa continued to step up, her legs not feeling tired. Nissa felt healthy, physical and spiritual. Nissa regained her composure. No more jealousy took over his heart. His love for Radit was too sincere. Until Nissa had no more fear in her heart. Nissa has taken it all.

"Where were you last night? Why not sleep in the room?" radit said coldly, just after Nissa went into the room. Nissa was shocked, seeing Radit sitting leaning on the sofa.

Nissa glanced towards the bed. The bed looks neat. Radit hasn't slept all night. Nissa sighed, now deserted started greeting her bed. Cold ambushes the relationship of Nissa and Radit. Suspicion becomes the basis of Radit's cold attitude. Nissa remained silent, Radit grew increasingly upset with Nissa's attitude.

"Answer question!" said Radit, holding Nissa's hand. Hard hand grips Radit, hurting Nissa. But there was no sound of moaning from Nissa's lips.

"I was breathless all night, I went out to get some fresh air. I finally decided to stay in the mosque!"

"I'm your husband, not a statue. Why did you leave without saying goodbye to me? You don't think of me anymore!" radit shouted, while throwing Nissa's hand rough. Nissa bit her lower lip, enduring the pain in her wrist. Nissa did not complain, trying hard to accept Radit's rude attitude.

"Sorry, last night I saw you fall asleep in the study. I was afraid of disturbing your sleep, so I decided to go alone!"

"Why do you always decide for yourself? Remember Nissa, I'm the father of the baby you're carrying. I'm entitled to it, so you have no right to decide for yourself!" radit said rudely, Nissa lowered her head. Nissa rubbed her suddenly cramped stomach. Again and again, Nissa bit her lower lip. The pain in his heart has not been fully healed and now his physique is hit with a rude attitude Radit.

"Sorry!" said Nissa briefly, then passed by Radit. Nissa moved away from the pain that was getting sicker.

"Nissa, stop and answer my question!" radit shouted annoyedly, Nissa stopped her steps. He stared at Radit's nanar, Nissa feeling Radit's anger which made her even more sick. Nissa twisted her body one hundred and eighty degrees.

"What do you want to know? I've been honest. I apologized for leaving without saying goodbye. Now, tell me what you want? I'll answer everything. I'm not a coward!" nissa said firmly, Radit smiled cynically while shaking his head.

"Finally, you showed your real face!"

"I've been like this all along, I'm the same Nissa. Maybe I love you, but I've never been afraid of losing you. I've been honest, if you don't believe me. It's none of my business, it's all your decision. I've apologized, you're sorry or not. It's up to you, at least I'm not a coward who's afraid to admit wrongdoing!"

Praaaayyyyrrr

"Shut up!" radit shouted, shortly after throwing his smartphone. The sound of a cell phone falling echoed in Radit's room. Shrapnel strewn across, Nissa cleans up Radit's cell phone shards.

"We better end this discussion. I have to work, I need a lot of money to pay off my debt. Sorry, because of your frustration with me. You destroyed your smart phone. But I hope only this phone is destroyed. Not the love between us!" nissa said with a heart that felt pained. Nissa held back her tears. Nissa placed a fragment of Radit's cell phone on the table, right in front of Radit.

"I have to work, my debt is too great for you!"

"Nissa, why do you always bring up that problem?" radit said in a low tone. Radit starts to feel cold Nissa's attitude. Her anger could be the reason for Nissa's departure from her life.

"I've prepared breakfast, please come down for breakfast!"

"You!" said Radit, Radit's signal invites Nissa. Slowly Nissa brushed off Radit's hand.

"Thank you, I had breakfast at school!" nissa said, then passed from before Radit.

"Nissa, we need to talk!"

"All you have said, I understand my position!" nissa said, Radit rubbed his face rough.

TOK TOK TOK

"Radit, Zain has a fever!" alvira shouted from outside Radit's room. Nissa and Radit looked at each other.

"Lisa!"

"Go, Alvira and Zain need your support. Me and my son are fine without you!" nissa said flat, then went into the bathroom.

"What happened last night? Why did he change? She's not the Nissa I know, she's changed!" inner Radit wonder.

"Radit, hurry!" alvira shouted loudly, as Radit did not open the door of his room. Radit pensively stared at Nissa's distant back.

Kreeeeekkk

"Where's Radit?"

"He's inside, please come in!" nissa said, shortly after opening the door to her room. Alvira went into the room.

"Nissa, Zain needs you!" said Radit, running after Nissa. Radit hit Alvira's body until staggered. Radit held Nissa's hand, hoping that Nissa would turn warm.

"Zain needs both his parents, not me!" nissa said flat, then kissed the back of Radit's hand.

"Learn to take off my hands, so that we don't hurt each other!" nissa said, shortly after saying hello.